queen of hearts

first thing first. this is my experience, and if you can resonate with it take it, if you don’t just don’t.

i manifested a text from my sp 🖤

context

all you guys have to know that we’ve been talking and then suddenly he told me that we shouldn’t been doing this (talking everyday) and that we should just move on, that this is the end.

i said okay and i cried so hard those two days. and then i puted my shit together. i started reading about law of assumption (i was a law of attraction team) and then i tried a little manifestation

so, after that i started reading and reading but not really putting in practice you know, not JUST DOING IT. like i’ve been wavering a lot like always “missing” something or doing something “wrong” —because all we know that’s impossible to fail unless you’re checking the 3d.

the point is took me three weeks FOCUSING in the GOD DAMN TEXT, because when i really PERSISTED only took me HOURS that the text came.

how i did it being stressed about the law

i was so over consumed about all the info, and all the day “trying”, like i was affirming but then checking the 3d. so i took a moment to myself and i went for a little drive alone like 1 am. there’s was nobody so i said “okay, let’s do this”

i stared affirming to see a red car, there’s wasn’t a soul and if a car passed, it was black or white. so i disciplined my mind that has to happen, that IT’S GOING TO HAPPEN. minutes later the goddamn red car came out, after that i did the same with blue cars and green, etc.

so, i realized that was easy and fast. let’s see with a text but a text of my friend that was sleeping. “she’s gonna woke up and the first thing in her mind will be texting me”. i started affirming… but also i started to checking the 3d, letting my ego mind telling me “you can’t”. i came home crying and when i calm down my friend “hey, are u sleeping” AFTER THAT, she told me that she was sleeping and she didn’t even notice it that she wrote me like, was the first thing in their mind.

i did it

i saw a video, and after that i repeat and persisted as hell. with every opposite thoughts i was like “mm noup, we’re already talking”, “why am i saying that if we are talking?” i said —i don’t care about the 3d, if it’s happening in my mind then it’s happening here— i did it until i fell asleep, and then i woke up seeing his prom list and i saw i wasn’t there and we started talking, it wasn’t like i expected 😅 because i didn’t decide the how, i just affirmed that we are talking no matter for what social media or the reason.

my advice

i just can say that, even when you have your desire, you have to keep persisting anyway. when i talked to him, my own insecurities started to appear and i pushed him away. i know i did it because everything that i started to think (not good things) happen.

that was my experience, doesn’t mean it has to happen to you; that’s why i’m telling you KEEP PERSISTING EVEN WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR SP. i still fighting with focusing in my desire and not checking the 3d. so if you are feeling over consumed, leave and go and manifest something that you think it’s “easy”—because nothing it’s easies or harder, big or small to manifest— to grow the trust in yourself 🖤

don’t be scared of pushing him away because they’re already with you, just keep persisting no matter what. all is about NOT checking the 3d you don’t have to believe or feel the affirmation, and persist until it happens

i know the law of attraction since 2019, and i manifested so many silly things, but for so long i had this mental blocked (if i can call it like that) i couldn’t manifest like i was so anxious of that. so, the important thing its to not over consuming info, it will make you doubt and will make you ask questions like if u r doing right or bad, also make you feel impatient.

so my rules are:

your dominant thoughts creates your reality.

you might be read this all the time but it’s true, i know we are used of thinking the bad things that can happen. but make an effort and stop right there and say to yourself "i really wanna live like this? being on alert all the time. always thinking negatively about a situation.

PERSIST IN YOUR AFFIRMATIONS

no matter how tired, angry, anxious you are; DO NOT STOP PERSISTING, all you have to do is that. even if you don’t believe it. you can react emotionally (we’re not robots lol) but that’s NOT affect your desire.

you don’t have to feel "real" your desire

first, you have to know what works better for you. there’s people that’s so easy for them “feeling” like is real, but when you are staring in the loa its so hard, like I KNOW THAT ITS NOT THERE. but let me put you in this situation: when someone give you a starbuck for free, you are not feeling real, you are not feeling the desire. you are just like “oh wow, thanks😅?” (lol the emoji). so my point is, if you can see it in your imagination, if you can visualize it, it’s already done.

the 3D its not the reality

again, i know that you might be read this a LOT but it’s true lol. i know that we are starting to make us feeling anxious because we’re trying to see if the things are moving in the 3D like there’s must be starting to move something right? but that’s not how it works. when you start to pay attention the 3d and trying to see if there’s some movement, you WILL NEVER see it because YOU WILL NEVER KNOW how the things will manifest, for real. Its like when you trying to see if a rat will came out of the hole but the rat just came out of another hole that u didn’t see, that u didn’t even know that was there. that’s how its works the energy.

you have to mentalize that manifesting it’s easy

i don’t know you, but me when i started this journey. god, for some things manifest was so easy, like no resistance at all. but for others things? was like hell for me. i wanted to manifested a phone, a computer, an airpods, A HOUSE but i kept it in my mind that was hard, like i knew that i can get it all but i believed that will be hard to manifest because those things are “bigger”. like it was going to happen but it was going to require a lot of effort. so U BETTER start to think, TO MENTALIZE that u manifest SO EASILY

MAKE your OWN rules

like i said, my rules might be works for you or not, but the thing is that you are human, and maybe you will doubt or starting to make feel sad because you “can’t” manifest o you’re not seeing it, so do not look for information, look information in you, you have the power, you are your own info, everything its possible. when you start to doubting, start repeating your affs, (like you reading this, not like a robot). every success story has in common is that nobody stoped persisting 🖤

i just manifested that my mom’s friend come to dinner with us 🍷

i saw a post that no matter what happen in the 3d you must believe your 4d

so first, he said that maybe he wouldn’t come, that he was tired, that he just came home, and he didn’t respond to my mom’s text

so i remember that post, like this was the perfect time to try the law of assumption. i visualize my mom saying "he’s coming" and then she saying “he’s outside”

my mom knows him and she said “he will not come, i know him” and i said to her “maybe he will, just wait”

i persist as hell, and minutes later MY MOM CAME OUT of her room saying "he’s coming" and after that "he’s outside" just like i fuckin imagine it