𝐉𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐔𝐌 𝐄𝐓 𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐍𝐀

    𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥    𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨   —  ,    i    am    an    extremely    private    blog    and    i'm    here    to    just    have    fun    and    write.    i    am    not    affiliated    with    any    rpc    at    all    and    i    reserve    the    right    to    follow    people    i    see    myself    interacting    with.    i'll   block   if   vibes   feel   bad.   if   there's   too   much   drama   or   there's   too   much   negativity   i'll   block.  

/ © for graphics displayed on blog ❜❜  :  floragfx , demonxseringfx , hyruleshop, calisverse

 𝟎.  just gonna congratulate you for making it this far. this is just a massive reminder before you dive into the regulations.. i work very hour heavy jobs. i tend to disappear for days, weeks and months at a time. due to said jobs. this excludes personal life.   so far im gonna be available tue & wedns. & some saturdays.

 𝐈.    basic   roleplay   etiquette   applies   .   IF   WE   NOT   MUTUALS   PLEASE   DO   NOT   INTERACT   .   please   have   your   age   somewhere   visible   as   i'm   not   comfortable   interacting   with   minors   .   activity   is   permanently   sporadic   or   low   .   i'm   not   fast   ;   im   very   forgetful.   it   doesn't   mean   i   don't   want   to   write   with   you.      i   have   ADHD   im   so   easily   forgetful,   a    reminder   now   and   then   is   more   than   welcome.

𝐈𝐈.    inboxes   /   prompts   : there's  no  limit  to  the  amount  you  can  send.  send  as  much  as  you  please.  and  please  know   YOU   CAN   ALWAYS   CONTINUE   AN   ASK   !

𝐈𝐈𝐈.   everything   gets   tagged   but   topics   and   genres   that   could   be   upsetting   or   triggering   will   be   explored   here   given   the   source   material   .   tags   will   be   simple   to   make   blacklisting   easy   this   goes   for   sexual   themes   as   well   - and  speaking  of  such  themes  for  such  a  genre  it  would  be  very   much   preferred   if   muns   spoke   outside   of   rp   .

 𝐈𝐕.   shipping   depends   heavily   on   character   dynamics   and   my   comfort   level   with   my   potential   writing   partner.   i   would   like   for   us   to   be   friends   first   before   anything   else.   currently   ,   shipping   status   is   MULTI — SHIP    &.    MULTIVERSE   FRIENDLY !  single ship muses are up for negotiation, but highly selective &͟. only agreeable upon good chemistry.    i  understand  duplicate  anxiety,  which  is  why  some  ships  i  will  refrain  to  have  more  than  one  if  my  writing  partner  expressed  said  anxiety.  .  ٩̋（   ˊ•͈   ꇴ   •͈ˋ   ）و   i reserve the right to also turn down &͟.  drop  a ship if i no longer feel comfortable with it, even if it's discussed beforehand.

 i heavily go by vibes so if i see any lack of interest it will be instant drop.

shipping  also  does  not  designate  lewd  nor  smut  right  off  the  bat, unless  we're  close and / or its approved.

After a very stressful and overwhelming few weeks, I’ve been delaying taking action when it comes to curating the space I want to log into. Logging in has honestly been one of the least motivating things for me lately. I’ve been completely burned out due to a lot of different factors — work has been stressful, and I’ve had a lot going on in my personal life that I don’t feel comfortable putting out publicly, with the exception of close friends.

But the thing is, I do want to log on. I want to get back into the rhythm of writing again. I want this to feel like a hobby again, not some massive chore or something that makes me feel bad every time I scroll through my dash. I’m sure many of you, regardless of fandom or RPC, have experienced this feeling before — or maybe you haven’t at all — but the anxiety of being replaced, or feeling like I’m bothering everyone I try to reach out to has been eating at me. I’m not here to bash anyone. There are so many talented people on my dash, and I genuinely have nothing but praise for the writers I see here. My mind is just being very unkind to me. I feel guilty for feeling this way, and I am still actively trying to work through my emotions. and I feel guilty for feeling this way. I’m still actively trying to work through those emotions.

Because of that, and because I want to avoid feeling so negative every time I log in, I’ve decided that I’m going to start hard blocking users who followed me first but have yet to interact with me, reply to me, or show any interest in writing / talking whatsoever. I do feel bad doing this because I understand that starting and continuing conversations with someone you barely know can be difficult. Sometimes vibes don’t match. Sometimes people just aren’t compatible, as strange as that term feels to use here. I get it. This isn’t meant to be cruel, petty, distant, or ungrateful. I just really need to start protecting my peace more.

Starting at 2PM PDT, I’ll be starting a new in a sense?. This will include deleting very old asks and drafts, removing muses I no longer feel confident writing, and adding muses I feel more comfortable with. I still intend to do a pretty massive clean-up of this blog when I’m able, including followers, interactions, and heavily restricting things to mutuals only.

if you end up blocked and genuinely wish not to be, I’m not against talking things out. We are adults here, and I don’t want this to come across as me shutting the door forever without room for understanding. Communication goes both ways, and I think we all need to be mindful of one another’s feelings, boundaries, and comfort levels. If there was a misunderstanding, or if someone wants to reach out respectfully, I’m willing to listen. I just ask that the same understanding and patience be extended to me as well.

I love you guys, and I do care about this space, but lately coming online has made me feel awful more often than not. I don’t want to feel that way about a hobby or a place that’s supposed to bring me comfort. Im not perfect. I struggle a lot with insecurity, anxiety, and very horrid when it comes to communication. When things feel one-sided, uncertain, or silent, my mind tends to spiral and overthink. When there’s a lack of interaction or uncertainty, I start to feel like I’m the problem — and it should never feel like that. I also don’t ever want my writing partners to feel that way either.

I also mostly blame myself for promising to send things out, only to get stuck, overwhelmed, or pulled away because of life. Words aren’t enough to express how grateful I am toward those who waited, stayed, and had patience with me through everything.

Mydei & Sunday are staying ofc. Scar too. Some genshin muses are staying.

I’m still deciding on muses. But will definitely add mizi to my roster.

Planning to include muses from Tokyo revengers / jabber from gachiakuta,

Because of that, I may start softblocking or clearing out followers who haven’t interacted at all, especially if there’s been no effort to respond, plot, or engage after I’ve tried to reach out. This isn’t meant to be personal or harsh. It’s just me trying to keep this space comfortable, active, and less stressful for myself with feeling guilty. My inner People pleaser has me on choke hold. 😔

I’m also considering making some of my muses single ship going forward, with exceptions for OCs depending on chemistry, dynamics, and discussion. This is mostly because I want to focus on connections that feel developed and comfortable rather than stretching myself too thin.