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But her ex couldn’t keep his god damn mouth shut.  

Katrina and I haven’t known each other long. Getting engaged at three months, sure it’s not conventional, but you know what? Sometimes when you know, you know. But he went off on her? Called her a slut for wearing a revealing dress? Just fucking talked down to her like he had some sort of superiority complex. 

Sure. I get it. Hurt people hurt people. But that was uncalled for.

I should have put him through the god damn wall. 

Board 004 :: Derek DiScanio & Martin Chandler

the last time i was in love, it was 1949. his name was martin. he was the most beautiful boy i have seen in my entire life, still, to this very day. i was 18. 18 years old. and god, was i in love.

we had plans. we were going to move away. we were going to buy a farm. we were going to live out in the middle of nowhere where no one could hurt us. we couldn’t be judged for being in love. and he couldn’t be judged for the color of his skin.

Board 003 :: Derek DiScanio - Self Image

It's such a problem when people come near you It seems ironic that most people fear you What a shame that you feel so insane, but the truth of the matter's Your shadow is cold and afraid

Board 002:: Derek DiScanio & Katrina Stuart

And in the morning light we'll turn the wrongs to right Rearrange the odds and we can save tonight I thought our love was just a recipe Who would've thought that it'd mean everything to me 

the group chat i got yeeted into brought up parents. i never got to say goodbye to mine.

Board 001 :: Derek DiScanio :: OOC Character Concept

Maybe I'm a bad person. Maybe I don't wanna walk before I crawl. It only matters if it's worth it, So does it even matter at all?

This board represents Derek’s character concept as a whole.

The Text: Derek is starting to come to terms with his humanity once again, and god does he think he’s an awful person. But if you ask Katrina she’ll tell you he isn’t.

Skateboarding, performing, hockey, singing: These are all things that Derek actively continues to enjoy. Hockey and skateboarding are two of his biggest hobbies. 

The watch: Time. Derek has so much time. And he has absolutely no idea what to do with it.

The blood splatter, the fangs, the hand around a throat, the body covered in blood: These are all to represent the vampiric side of Derek, the side he is growing to despise more and more every day. It’s like a darkness that is shrouding over him and pulling him back down. When he hunts, he makes a mess and often comes home splattered in blood the photo on the bottom right.

The car interior: Derek should have died in a car crash in 1952. He was behind the wheel of the car after having too much to drink.

The kiss: Derek’s first love, Martin, was taken away far too soon by a group of boys from their school. It was a hate crime, a senseless hate crime because it was the 1940s and racism was still running rampant.

The boys walking: This is just a photo to commemorate the era that Derek actually grew up in

The Journals: Derek writes and writes and writes. He fills journal upon journal. He has been since the 50s. The shelves in his office are lined with his journals. He is very protective of them, very particular about how they are sorted and making sure he is the only one to ever touch them.