The Language of Flowers by Maria Eduarda
                 synopsis.Â
âI told you I could barely breathe through my nose, and you covered my mouth. Now, on my deathbed, I wonder, was it worth it? My time? My life?â
The story of yet another victim of Hanahaki disease⌠yet another victim of love.
                          1
 Hanahaki Disease, a Japanese legend where, upon having a broken heart, the individual not only drowns in pure sorrow, but also in roses. That is, upon having a broken heart, flowers begin to sprout in their lungs, drowning, suffocating, killing them. In the end, dead flowers are seen beside their body at their bedside⌠This is not limited to just roses, but to any flower. Perhaps they are roses, representing love; or even beautiful anemones, which the Greeks said represented sadness. But is this disease really just a legend?
March 16, 1913, Taisho era, Japan.
 She choked, spat out roses, cried, and grumbled. The love she had longed for was now with another, and she? She was desperate. With a vomit, a rose lay on the ground, stained with blood on the white snow, which already covered the entire floor.
 But what happened to this poor girl? She is so beautiful, with straight black hair and brown eyes that so resemble coffee. Her smooth skin, her almond-shaped eyes, and her moist lips. She is perfect, she should be perfect. Obedient, calm, kind⌠Even so, he doesn't love her. No, he loves another, he loves his sister. Who, so commonly, was called Nanami.
  Nanami was also beautiful, and this girl, named Chihiro, couldn't refuse. Perhaps it was his sister's confident demeanor, who once had the personality of a bull⌠perhaps it was his sister's stupidity, which wasn't recognized for its great intelligence⌠Even so, he preferred Nanami. He preferred his sister.
One winter afternoon, Chihiro went for a walk. The pine trees were covered in snow, the cold touched her skin. She shivered; not even this beautiful kimono, which was expensive, could warm her from the coldness of her heart, now surrounded by flowers that were slowly killing her. Few noticed her illness; her slowness to get up, her weakness when walking, the constant coughs, the petals that were slowly accumulating in her small room. Few noticed this. And one of those few was her lady-in-waiting, who suggested to her parents that she hire a wet nurse to care for her, to care for her wounded heart.
Even so, stubbornly, she decided to go out. Her ZĹri dragged through the white snow, which didn't even dare touch her feet. And perhaps it was a mistake, because when she raised her head, she saw her love. He looked beautiful in the dim light of the cloudy sky, his hair swaying in the wind, before his hand adjusted his glasses. Then, to her happiness, or perhaps unhappiness, he saw her and approached her.
âMrs. Shimizu, have you seen your sister?"Â
She forced a smile, her lips now dry and cracking from the cold. Even with his pale skin and tired eyes, he didn't even dare to worry about her. No⌠what mattered was his sister. His beloved sister, who also shared the surname ShimizuâŚ
He used to be so much more⌠romantic. Maybe it was all in her head⌠but⌠she could even remember when he stayed by her side day and night because of her flu, when he protected her from gossip, when he brought her roses every day. But now the roses that bloom inside her, inside her chest. She could even feel suffocated by it.
âNo, Mr. Fujiwara. There isn't any⌠Maybe Nanami is in her room⌠she's quite vain.
Her voice barely escaped her throat, it sounded more like a choke than false kindness, before she coughed. And without a âis everything alright?â, he raised his eyebrows.
He lifted his chin, heading towards the house that could be seen looking to the left. Leaving her there, in this cold, under a cherry tree where even the blossoms no longer bloom. This made her want to cry, but instead of tears, small petals rolled down her cheek, falling to the ground and adding color to the white snowâŚ
 Later, at dinner, a young woman entered the room, her hair tied back and wearing a simple blue kimono. Her father, named Yuji Shimizu, and her mother, formerly Haruka Shimizu, sat at the table with such elegance and grandeur. Her father stammered in a strong tone, drawing his daughters' attention.
âMy spring flowers, I heard that Chihiro has been weak lately⌠So I brought a nursemaid for her. Call her Natsuki Ishida. She came from the north just to treat you.
Chihiro heard him, and then gazed at the young woman, who bowed and thanked her for her hospitalityâŚ
Now there was no escape; everyone knew of her condition. Unable to bear it much longer, in her room, she vomited roses. This caught the attention of the nurse, who hurried over and caught her. Opening her throat, she saw a small flower root lodged there. The nurse knew what it was, what it caused, and how to treat it.
âMiss Shimizu, let me pull the love out through your nose. If this isn't done, I fear your death, as in many other cases," Natsuki murmured, with experience and a hand already ready for such a procedure.
âBut Mrs. Ishida⌠I can't give up on a love like this⌠Perhaps⌠there's still a chance he'll love me⌠I can't simplyâ
And Ishida interrupted her, firmly holding her wrists.
âYes, you can. What good is it to love and not be loved? There's no happiness, no affection. Only loneliness. Miss Shimizu, I don't know the man, much less what happened⌠But I know one thing: if you don't stop loving him, he will kill you. Not with his own hands, but with Hanahaki. Please cooperate.
Mrs. Ishida practically begged, imploring her understanding, and even with her determination, Chihiro didn't give in. Protecting what would kill her, hoping that there was still some way to happiness in this love. And unable to do anything, Natsuki left the room, leaving her there.
With each passing day, Chihiro worsened; what was once only flowers became blood. And they weren't limited to just her chest; they rose, invaded her mouth, then one of her eyes and her arm. And it didn't last a month, and she died, carrying the flowers and this love with her to the grave⌠Is it really worth dying of love? For a love that isn't even reciprocated?