狂躁

Walking away from his son.

He will live with a heart of regret.

But I hope he finds peace within himself.

What a sad existence to be alone in this world, to chase money at consequence of losing everything else.

For no one will tolerate what I have.

No one will be as lenient and forgiving.

No one. And I pray no one will.

I am strong enough to make it on my own.

I have to keep running

Tomorrow is a new day

Fucking moron. Piece of fucking shit. What a fucking low life, scumbag loser. I fucking hate him. I fucking hate that I had a child with him, I hate that I am tied to him for the rest of my life. I hate him, his entire person. How he's so self absorbed and selfish. How he snips at me because he doesnt feel like walking around a fucking park so I don't have to do all of the work of taking care of OUR shared responsibilities.

What a fucking loser!!!!!!!! I fucking hate him!!!!!!!! I fucking hate that he is in my life!!!!!!!! I hate that he will abandon his child if I leave!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate how he's so fucking lazy!!!!!!!!!!

I hate how on MY birthday, he didn't get me anything but suggested we go out and buy a game that HE wants and I can watch him play it

Fuck this man entirely!!!!!!!! Fuck this man ENTIRELY!!!!!!!!!!

I have the lowest of the low standards and his behavior makes that so fucking obvious!!!!!!! I don't want him near my family, I don't want him near my family home. I want him to live his fucking days walking this earth alone and consumed in his own ego that he fucks up every relationship that comes his way, as he has done for the past 32 years.