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ኞ fluffy little boyfriend!megumi hcs âžâž art : qikiix
boyfriend!megumi makes sure to leave some of his spare hoodies & band t-shirts in your dorm room for you to sleep in since his clothes are 'just comfier' than your own.
boyfriend!megumi lets you take his hand and fidget with his rings whenever you're togetherâoverstimulated, annoyed, bored, or just wanting to touch himâfinding it oddly endearing how much comfort you find in him.
boyfriend!megumi secretly takes photos whenever you fall asleep on his chest or in his dorm room, only rarely sending them to you whenever you get sassy with him to get you to calm down
boyfriend!megumi is typically pretty tired & quiet, so he's content with sitting around while you ramble on and on, a soft tilt in his lips as he watches you gushâhe thinks it's the perfect balance.
boyfriend!megumi is secretly a very cuddly person, melting against you in each other's dorm beds, holding you to his chest, and begrudgingly leaving kisses on the crown of your head every time you shifted around.
boyfriend!megumi keeps an extra of your favorite perfume in his nightstand for late nights when you're still over or just to spritz around whenever he misses you.
boyfriend!megumi leaves little notes around your bedroom, sometimes something sweet and romantic, sometimes just a little sketch, or the rare inside joke scribbled down.
boyfriend!megumi buys you little trinkets to keep around your dorm roomâsmall keychains, figurines, decorations, anything that reminds him of you, he's going to buy
boyfriend!megumi prefers to keep everything as private & intimate as possibleâYuji's witnessed the rare moment of a kiss on the cheek or an embrace a few times and gushes accordingly each time.
boyfriend!megumi cherishes you deeply, taking the fact that he's your boyfriend deep into his heartâhe's constantly working on himself to be the best version of himself he can.
âWe switchin' positions, you feel surrounded, tell me where you want your gift, girl.â
đČđą Dollie's Note: Forgive me for writing something like this. It's just supposed to be SatoSugu x Reader, but I thought, why not bring Shoko to the fold, right? Anyways, what can we say?
đČđą Warnings: MDNI (18+), Smut (Explicit Sexual Content), Mostly Just Porn, Polyamory/Foursome (F/F/M/M), Oral (M & F Receiving), Face-Sitting, Groping, Over-Stimulation, Squirting, Unprotected Sex, Piling/Stacking, Enabler Shoko, Suguru has a Prince Albert Piercing, Reader slaps Satoru once
Your relationship with Shoko is considered perfect. You rarely fight, you always know how to compromise, and you never let your individuality come between the two of you. You always have each otherâs back despite having different opinions. But thereâs always been a craving that you canât quite scratch.
âYou wanted a cock.
Sure, Shoko can satisfy you but you wanted the weight of a man, the heat that a toy simply couldn't replicate, and the friction that came with the real thing.
Just like the one SuguruâShokoâs ex-boyfriendâhas.
The way his cock twitched the second your gloved fingers made contact was etched into your brain. The smooth, velvet texture of his skin. Cock growing semi-hard in your grip, tip turning into a deep, bruised pink, his slit weeping just a tiny bit of pre-cum that made your gloves slide against him. Hyper-aware that this man had once been Shokoâs. He had been inside her, had filled the very spaces you now claimed as yours.
And God, did you want him to do the same to you.
You sat down by your office, head thrown against the swivel chair as the door creaked open.
âHard day?â Shoko asked, leaning against the doorframe. She looked effortless, a half-smile playing on her lips as she watched you spin slowly in your chair.
âJust thinking," you muttered, closing your eyes.
âAbout work? Or about the client from this morning?â
You opened one eye. Shoko was observantâit was one of the things you loved and feared about her. She knew your body better than anyone.
âShoko,â you started, your voice dropping an octave. You sat up, wringing your hands together. âWeâre good, right? Like, perfectly fine. I love what we have.â
She walked over, standing behind you and resting her hands on your shoulders. Her touch was cool, grounding. âI know you do. But I also know when youâre holding something back. Did Suguru say something that made you uncomfortable?â
âNo, oh gosh no, heâs fine. Perfect.â you quickly said.
âThen⊠what's the problem?â
You let out a shaky breath. There was no point in lying to her. âI want to try something. Something we canât do with⊠what we have in the bedside drawer.â
The room went quiet for a heartbeat. You expected tension, maybe a flicker of insecurity, but Shoko just squeezed your shoulders.
âYou want a cock,â she stated plainly. âis that it?â
âI feel like a traitor for even thinking about it,â you confessed, looking up at her. âI don't want a relationship with a man. I don't want to leave you. I just... I can't stop thinking about it.â
Shoko tilted your head back, looking down into your eyes. Her pupils were slightly dilated, a predatory glint appearing in her gaze that you didn't see often.
âWhy would you be a traitor?â she whispered. âIâve been with men, and it's only fair that you satisfy that craving of yours. And honestly? I think Iâd enjoy watching you take it.â
âWhat?â you asked, the word barely a breath.
ââDonât worry your pretty head about it,â she said, her voice smooth and final. She leaned down, kissing your forehead with a reverence that rivaled her respect for her medical profession. âIâll take care of everything. Just trust me.â
âWeeks passed, and the conversation seemed to evaporate into the background of your busy lives. Shoko didnât bring it up again, and you, feeling a mix of relief and lingering embarrassment, convinced yourself it was just a fleeting curiosity. You settled back into your routine, deciding that the life you had with Shoko was more than enough.
âRight, it was just curiosity.
âNothing else.
âSo then why are you pulsating?
âââSo,â Suguru started, placing the penne pasta on the table. Heâd cooked and arranged everything while Shoko and youâmostly you watch him move around the comfort of his own home. âhow are you doing? I feel like it's been way too long since we last saw each other.â
âSuguru sat down, finally prying the apron off his waist.
ââYeah,â you replied, voice flat as you tried to hide the fact that you are buzzing right now, trying your best to focus on anything else, but all you could think about was the friction of your own underwear against your skin.
âIs the food not to your liking?â Suguru asked. He leaned forward, his elbows resting on the table as he laced his fingers together. The movement pulled his shirt taut across his shoulders, and you couldn't help but notice the way his dark hair fell over his eyes. âShoko mentioned you liked it spicy.â
âIt's fine, Suguru. Thank you,â you managed to say, though your throat felt like it was closing up.
But before Suguru could even let out an irresistible chuckle, the front door slammed open, the sound echoing through the apartment and gathering everyone's attention.
âIâm home!â Satoruâs voice preceded him, loud and grating as usual. He kicked his shoes off without a care, tossing his coat onto a nearby armchair before rounding the corner into the dining room.
Satoru was Shoko and Suguru's friend, who also happened to be Suguru's boyfriend for two years. He was the complete opposite of Shoko and Suguru. While the two of them were calm and collected, Satoru was a menace, a total blabbermouth, and basically downright annoying.
He was annoying enough that you usually declined every invite when he was involved. Unfortunately, tonight, you didn't have a choice as Shoko had practically dragged you here, insisting that a "quiet dinner with friends" was exactly what you needed for your birthday.
The second Satoruâs eyes landed on you, his obnoxious grin shifted into something sharperâa smirk that felt like it was peeling the clothes right off your body.
âWell, well,â Satoru chirped, walking straight toward the table. He didn't go to his boyfriend or his best friend; he stopped right behind your chair. âBirthday girl actually showed up.â
He leaned over, his chest pressing against your shoulder as he reached for a piece of bread from the center of the table. You could smell his cologneâsomething expensive and overwhelmingâand the heat radiating off him only made your current state worse.
Suguru smirks at the sight because you see, Suguru Geto had a special inkling to you since that day at the piercing shop. He remembered how your eyes looked like while you were staring at his cock, how your hands felt against his skin despite the gloves. Your kissable lips, waving at him as if inviting him to have a taste but since he was already in a relationship at that time he can't really do anything about you. But when Shoko called him, Suguru knew he could finally satisfy the craving youâd evoked in him.
Now, the problem is how to get his beloved lover on board. Suguru and Shoko had a lot of ideas, so many ideas that are wasted all because of the fact that Satoruâs heart did a backflip when you told him to fuck off the first time you met him. It's ridiculous really, since Satoru, himself, doesn't even know that he's actually interested in you.
But Suguru saw how Satoru would be more annoying if you're there. Shoko could practically feel Satoru undressing you in his mind every time you rolled your eyes. Both of them could taste how fast Satoru would fold to the idea, and he did not disappoint because once Shoko told him about your curious craving, Satoru was vibrating, cock tenting his slacks faster than he could even register it.
Satoru stayed hovering over you, the heat from his body making the back of your neck damp. He took a slow bite of the bread, his blue eyes never leaving yours.
âWhatâs the matter?â Satoru asked, his voice dropping into a lower, more dangerous register. âCat got your tongue?â
You gripped the edge of your seat, your knuckles turning white. You looked toward Shoko, pleading for her to say something, but she was just sipping her wine, watching the scene play out with an unbothered expression.
Satoruâs hands, massive and warm, slid under your armpits and hoisted you out of your chair as if you weighed nothing. You let out a small gasp, your feet dangling for a second before he set you down right at the table, face inches closer to yours, you could practically taste him.
âWhat are you doing?â you breathe out.
âGiving you my gift,â Satoru answered, his voice a low rumble that vibrated right through your chest.
Satoru then turned to Shoko, eyes burning at hers as if he was begging for permission. Shoko didn't give him a verbal answer but the way she leaned back and crossed her legs, eyes tracking every inch of your trembling frame, was all the permission Satoru needed.
Satoru immediately lunged forward, his mouth crashing against yours messily. It was a sloppy kissâall tongue and teethâas if he couldn't decide whether he wanted to eat you or just ruin your lipstick. He was breathing heavily, his nose bumping against yours while his hands gripped your hips hard enough to leave bruises tomorrow. He was teasing you, pulling your bottom lip between his teeth and tugging just enough to make you whine, but there was no rhythm to it. It was just Satoru being his usual, chaotic self.
The lack of finesse snapped something inside you.
You shoved your hands against his chest, pushing him back with enough force that he actually stumbled. The room went dead silent. Suguruâs smirk widened, and Shokoâs eyebrows shot up.
Before Satoru could crack a joke or act offended, you reached toward him and delivered a sharp slap across his cheek.
Satoruâs head snapped to the side, his white hair falling over his eyes. He stayed like that for a heartbeat, the red mark of your hand blooming against his pale skin.
âIf youâre gonna kiss me,â you hissed, your voice steady despite the way your heart was thundering, âat least do it better. That was pathetic.â
Satoru didn't move. Then, slowly, a low, guttural chuckle vibrated in his throat. He turned his head back to face you, and the look in his eyes was no longer just excitementâit was pure, unadulterated hunger.
âHe licked his lips, tasting the stray smudge of your gloss. âPathetic, huh?â
âMy, my, the curious girl has claws,â Suguru said, his voice a low, smooth contrast to Satoru's.
You turned to look at him, but the sight made your breath hitch. Suguru had pulled Shoko into his lap, his large hands anchoring her hips, while Shoko wrapped her arms around his neck, fingers tangling in his dark hair as they moved against each other. His lips sucking on her smooth skin, leaving purplish marks.
Satoru grabbed your jaw before you could say anything, hands harsh and yet soft on you. âEyes on me,sweetheart,â he says, voice dark and hungrier. âYouâll get a taste of them later.â
Satoru didnât wait for you to agree. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of your skirt and yanked you flush against him, his cockârock hard and straining against his slacksâpressing right into your heat. You let out a shaky breath, your hands instinctively grabbing his biceps like it would save your sanity.
âGuess Iâll have to be thorough,â Satoru whispered, his teeth grazing your earlobe, âsince you're so hard to please.â
He spun you around, shoving your chest down onto the table until your cheek pressed against the cool wood, the shift in perspective was dizzying; from here, you could see Shokoâs head thrown back, her throat bared as Suguruâs mouth worked over her skin, hands disappearing inside her button up.
âThorough,â Satoru repeated, the word sounding like a threat. He was behind you now, his large frame acting like a weighted blanket that pinned you down. You felt his hands reach for the hem of your skirt, impatiently bunching the fabric up.
You expected him to be annoyingâto crack a joke or talk your ear offâbut he was silent, his breathing heavy and ragged in your ear. When his hands finally made contact with your bare thighs, you jumped. His skin was scorching, heavy, and rough. He didn't waste time with gentle caresses. His fingers dove straight for the edge of your underwear, hooking into the lace and pulling it aside just enough to let his thumb find your center.
You let out a sharp, broken gasp as he started to rub, his movements as chaotic and intense as his personality. Teasing but also demanding.
âYou like that?â he jeered, leaning down, biting into the muscle where your neck met your shoulder, marking you just as Suguru was marking Shoko.
You couldn't answer, how can you when you're too busy trying to keep your knees from buckling?
Satoru didnât care that you were silent because your body was doing all the talking for you. Every time his thumb hitched over your clit, your hips jerked against the table, sending the silverware rattling.
âNothing to say now?â Satoru taunted, his voice vibrating against your spine. He reached around with his other hand, grabbing your hair and pulling your head back just enough so you look at him. âWhat? Say something.â
âFuck you,â you choked out, though it sounded more like a plea than an insult.
Satoruâs laugh was dark, almost manic. âThatâs the plan, sweetheart.â
You let out a loud moan as Satoru pushed two fingers inside you, immediately curling them inside of you. âSo fucking tight,â Satoru hissed, his voice cracking. He sounded like he was in physical pain just being near you. âWhat is Shoko even doinâ with this? Is she just starinâ at it? No wonder you wanted a cock.â
âShâshut up.â you managed to choke out, your fingers digging into the wood of the table so hard your nails felt like they might snap.
Satoru didnât listen. He never did. He shoved a third finger in, stretching you until you felt like you were going to break. You bit your lip so hard you tasted copper, your eyes blurring as you looked across the table.
âMake me,â he challenged, his voice thick and rough. He started to pump his fingers, finding a rhythm that was hitting a spot you didn't even know about.
âAhâ! Satoru, pleaseââ The moan escaped you before you could catch it, a broken, high-pitched sound that seemed to fuel him.
âPlease what? More?â He didnât wait for an answer. He pulled his fingers out with a wet schlick sound, only to shove them back in deeper.Â
âNngh!â You arched your back, your chest lifting off the table for a second before he slammed his weight back down on you.
âYouâre so loud,â he whispered, though he sounded like he loved it. He was moving faster now, his fingers working you into a mess. âThis better than the pathetic kiss? Mhm?â
âYesâhaaaâyes, just⊠donât stop!â you screamed, your hips bucking back, practically impaling yourself on Satoruâs fingers.
âI told you she was a screamer.â Shoko breathed from across the table, her voice airy and satisfied.
ââYeah? Let's see if she's a sucker too, what'd you say, Suguru?â Satoru asked
You met Suguru's gaze as he approached you, his dark eyes hooded and dangerous. He was jerking his thick, pierced cock in his hand, the steel ring waving at you with every stroke. He reached out, cupping your jaw.
âLetâs put that loud mouth to use,â Suguru murmured, his thumb brushing over your swollen lower lip, lightly tapping the head of his cock against your cheek, the deep pink tip leaving smears of pre-cum on your skin. The cold metal of the ring stung and teased at the same time, making you whine into his palm. âStick your tongue out for me, angel.â
You obeyed, your tongue trembling as you poked it out. Suguru let out a dark chuckle, guiding himself into your mouth with a slow shove.
âMmphâhnnn!â Your eyes rolled back as you took him in, the thickness of him stretching your jaw, eyes watering because of how deep he was going.
You felt another pair of hands gripping your thighs with Shoko sitting on the floor between your legs, right next to Satoru.
âDonât mind if I join, do you?â Shoko whispered, her breath hot against your inner thigh.
âShit, angel.â Suguru grunted, his hips snapping forward as you sucked him harder, his piercing hitting your uvula in a way that made your head swim.
Your body was a battlefield of sensations. Every time Satoruâs fingers curled, Shoko sucked harder, and Suguru thrust deeper into your throat, his hand tangled in your hair to keep you steady.
âNNGHâMMMPH!â Your body stiffened, a massive wave of pleasure crashing over you so hard you nearly blacked out. You clamped down on Suguruâs cock, your throat muscles spasming around him as you came, your juices soaking Shokoâs face and Satoruâs hand.
âCheck that out,â Satoru panted, his fingers still buried deep inside you, feeling the aftershocks of your climax. âsheâs also a squirter.â
âLucky me, right?â Shoko asked, smirking as she gave your cunt one last smooch before Suguru hauled you onto his lap.
âWhatever you say, doc.â Suguru says, guiding his own cock and lining it up against your entrance.
You let out a broken whine, âNnghâS-SuguruâŠâ your hands clutching his shoulders as you lowered yourself. He was so much thicker than the toys you used with Shoko. You felt your walls stretch to the limit, like a virgin hole being popped for the first time.
âHaaaâah! Too bigâSuguru, wait!â you gasped, your eyes blowing wide as you took him in inch by inch.
âYouâre doing so good, angel. Just take it,â he encouraged, his hands gripping your hips to help guide you down. He didn't move, letting you set the pace as you bottomed out on him.
âLook at her, Shoko,â Suguru says, his hands digging into your ass as he starts to thrust upward, meeting your downward movements. âLook how well sheâs taking me.â
You arched your back, your head falling onto Suguruâs shoulder as he pounded into you. Plap. Plap. Plap. Every thrust sent the piercing biting into your walls, dragging along the sensitive tissue inside of you.
âAghâhnnâSuguru! Shit! Right thereâhaaa!â You sob, the pleasure too much to handle. You looked over at Shoko, who turned her head back to wink at you, her face flushed and her hair a mess as Satoru bucked up into her.
âHaving a goodânnghâbirthday?â Shoko managed to ask, her voice breaking as Satoru hit her sweet spot.
You nodded, mouth busy with moaning as your muscles clamp down on Suguruâs cock so hard he let out a strangled groan.
Suguruâs pace became wild, his calm demeanor completely gone. He was growling, his teeth sinking into the skin of your shoulder to keep himself from coming too soon. âGod, youâre soâfuckâso tight!â
He flipped you over suddenly, pinning your chest to the table while still buried deep inside you. He began to hammer into you, the sound of his balls hitting your skin was the only thing you could hear. Slap. Slap. Slap. âNghâhaaa! Suguru! Cumâcummingâ!â
âTake it, angel. Take all of it,â Suguru hissed, voice cracking as he surged forward, burying himself to the hilt, hips locking against your ass as he finally snapped. You felt the heat of his cum hitting your cervix, wave after wave of it filling you up until it started to leak out and smear against your thighs.
âHNNGHâFUâUCK!â Suguru growled, his forehead dropping onto your shoulder blade as he pulsed inside you.
You were limp, a complete mess, your skin flushed and slick with a mixture of sweat and Suguruâs cum, but Satoru didn't care. Not when his cock hurts so much as if screaming at him to get inside of you.
ââNot done yet, sweetheart,â Satoru panted. He looked even more unhinged than before, his white hair damp with sweat and his blue eyes blown wide. He stood between your legs, and for the first time, you saw his cock in full.
Where Suguru was all girth and heaviness, Satoru was longâintimidatingly soâand thick with protruding veins that looked like they were pulsing with his heartbeat. âItâll be unfair if you don't take me, right?â
He grabbed your ankles, shoving your knees toward your chest until you were completely open. He lined himself up, the tip of his lengthâveiny and leakingâdragging across your swollen entrance.
âAGHâHAAA! S-Satoru! Too deepânngh!â Your head thrashed against the table, the cool wood providing no comfort as he bottomed out.
âFuck, youâre soâhaaaâso perfect,â Satoru whimpered, his voice cracking.
The sound of his pelvis hitting your ass was wet and heavy, especially with Suguruâs cum still acting as a lubricant.
Plap. Plap. Plap.
Suguru stepped up behind his boyfriend, his large hands reaching around to grip Satoruâs hips, anchoring him. You watched, wide-eyed and gasping, as Suguru lined himself up with Satoruâs rear. With a low grunt, Suguru shoved his cock into Satoru, who took Suguruâs girth with a pained, needy groan, his own cock twitching inside you as a result of the dual pressure.
Satoru let out a sob-like moan, âHaaaâfuckâyes! Yes, Suguru!â He began to thrust into you again, but it was different nowâevery time Suguru thrust into Satoru, his cock would twitch and swell inside you, making your cunt drool even more.
Shoko on the other hand, crawled onto the table to meet your eye level. She looked wrecked, her lipstick smeared and her chest heaving. She didn't say a word, just grabbed your hands and pinned them above your head, aligning herself onto your mouth.
And with your hands trapped above your head by Shoko, you had no choice but to open your mouth, your tongue immediately darting out to lick at her dripping folds. She was so wet, the taste of her mixed with the lingering saltiness of Satoruâs cum on her skin.
âMmphâhnnn!â you moaned into her, your tongue working in desperate swipes as Satoruâs long, veiny cock rammed against your insides over and over.
âFucking chokinâ my dick, sweetheart!â Satoru panted, his voice a ragged mess of a sound as your walls spasmed around his length, milking him for all his worth.
Skin slapping, moans, and groans were heard as you all tried to reach for your orgasm.
âMmph! H-Haaâ!â Shoko cried out into your mouth, her hips grinding against your face as your tongue flicked over her clit. She was trembling, her entire body wound tight as she looked down at the three of you. âShe's gonna cum again,â
âNnghâHAAAAAAAA!â You screamed as a massive wave of pleasure exploded from your center. Your body arched violently, a fountain of your own juices spraying out from around Satoruâs cock, soaking the table and the floor. You were squirting so hard your entire frame shook, the release so intense it felt like you were falling through the floor.
âS-Satoruâ!â you sobbed, but he was already gone.
Satoruâs hips locked tight against yours as he snapped, his head throwing back. You felt the hot, thick jets of his cum hitting your womb, filling you to the brim. âNNGHâGODâHAAA!â He pulsed inside you, his cock twitching rhythmically as he unloaded everything into you, mixing his seed with the puddle of Suguruâs that was left there.
Behind him, Suguru let out a strangled groan, his own release hitting Satoruâs depths, while Shoko collapsed onto your chest, her own climax leaving her limp and gasping for air.
âHappy birthday, pretty baby,â Shoko whispered, her eyes soft and full of love.
âThank you,â you rasped, barely able to find your breath as the weight of the three of them settled around you.
âYeah, happy birthday,â Satoru panted, leaning down to press a soft, uncharacteristically sweet kiss to your forehead.
Suguru reached over, stroking your damp hair away from your face with a tender smile. âHappy birthday, angel. Hope you got everything you wanted.â
pornstar!gojo who very much lacks class, eyeing the camera a liiittlee bit more than he needs to when he's filming a scene with you.
pornstar!gojo who goes off script almost every time he gets you as his co-star. i mean, adding in extra groans, nails digging into your ass a little tighter than what's written.
pornstar!gojo who loves talking with you outside of filming, because he genuinely thinks that you're really cool and nice to be around.
pornstar!gojo that fights his orgasm early on because you're way too tight for his overwhelmingly large cock to be around.
pornstar!gojo who has a pornhub account just to watch you get fucked by other actors, comparing it to his own experience with you.
pornstar!gojo that helps you calm down after every scene, playing your favorite music and breathing with you lots.
pornstar!gojo that actually fucks you on camera. it's not anything fake like the other co-stars he has. it's raw. literally.
pornstar!gojo who's favorite positions are face sitting and missionary.
pornstar!gojo who's eyes look prettier glazed over once you've successfully made him cum.
pornstar!gojo who adores the taste of your pussy, lapping up every trace of wetness he can find with his damp tongue.
pornstar!gojo who loves when you run your fingers down his back, goosebumps leaving in it's wake.
pornstar!gojo who secretly strokes his dick to you late at night but won't tell a soul.
pornstar!gojo who will practically read your soul as mascara runs down your cheeks, staring deep into your eyes.
pornstar!gojo who knows when you're about to cum.
pornstar!gojo who loves you more than the porn you both make, but doesn't know how to tell you.
frat!kuna who secretly loves being pampered but would neverrrrr admit it. hard and cocky around his frat bros, but with you, he melts. even just a soft touch or a headband holding his hair back makes him clingy and quiet.
frat!kuna who believes skincare days are his favorite thing to do with you. heâll let you clean his face, put on masks, and massage moisturiser into his skin. the little gestures make his ears go red and whine about how itâs cold, even if he acts like heâs âabove itâ in public.
frat!kuna whoâs used to it. he trusts you completely. he doesnât question your hands on his skin, the way you lean into him while applying the products, or the way you think he looks so cute when he relaxes.
frat!kuna who lowkey gets clingy afterwards. once the skincare is done, heâll stay wrapped around you, hands moving from your back down to your ass as you lay on his broad chest.
frat!kuna whoâd never tell his frat bros about what happens on days like these when you come over, especially not frat!jo. who does make fun of him for having such glowy skin whenever he comes back from your sorority house.
Itâs one of those slow sunday evenings. the snow falls softly outside, and inside your sorority room itâs warm and quiet. kunaâs sprawled on your bed in sweatpants and shirtless, messy short cut hair, looking half asleep,but when you hold up the cute headband, he gives you an annoyed stare but obediently lets you push it back over his ears.
he fucking hates that cute headband.
âmmâŠyou always do this,â he murmurs softly, voice low and rough, but thereâs no bite today, just warmth and trust. you giggle, holding the cleanser in your hands. âI know, and you love it,â you tease gently. he grunts softly, leaning into your touch as you start massaging the foam into his cheeks, eyes fluttering closed. âshut upâŠonly allowing this because itâs you,â he admits, the usual fratboy arrogance replaced by something tender.
you lean over him, brushing his stray hairs back, humming softly as you work. every so often, he catches your hand and holds it to his lips, giving your fingers a sweet kiss before setting them down and closing his eyes. by the end of the routine, heâs quiet, still, soft. head on your pillow as you smooth the moisturizer into his skin. his hand softly rubs up and down your thigh, barely above a whisper, âyour so lucky to have me.â
and you know, heâs never saying it in public, never admitting it to anyone else, but in this little bubble, heâs yours completely
you perch up, âwait shouldnât it be the other way around..?â
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êš--The room was dim, only the faint blue glow from the cracked window and the streetlights outside cutting through the shadows. Tojiâs back was against the headboard, legs spread wide, that lazy, dangerous smirk already tugging at his lips even before you climbed on top of him.
You straddled his hips, knees sinking into the mattress on either side of his thick thighs. His hands resting on your waist. His cock heavy and flushed between you, already slick from the way youâd teased him with your mouth earlier.
You lined him up, letting just the head nudge inside before you sank down in one smooth, greedy drop. forcing a sharp little gasp out of you. Tojiâs breath hitched too, eyelids fluttering for half a second before that cocky smirk snapped back into place.
âFuck⊠there she is,â he drawled. âThought you were gonna make me beg for it tonight.â
Your hips rolled once then twice, setting a rhythm that had his abs tightening under your palms. His hands flexed on your waist like he was fighting the urge to flip you under him and fuck up into you the way he usually did.
You leaned forward, breasts brushing his chest, and wrapped both hands around his throat.
Fingers digging into the sides of his neck, thumbs pressing just under his jaw. You felt the jump of his pulse, his dick jumping with it.
Tojiâs eyes snapped to yours blown-out, pupils swallowing green.
âShit,â he rasped, voice thinner now, strained around your hold. âDidnât know you had it in you, baby.â
Your grip got tighter before bouncing your ass against his hips. His head tipped back against the wood with a dull thunk. A low, broken groan tore out of him, His hips jerked up involuntarily, driving into your cunt faster.
Every roll of your hips shoved him further inside, clit grinding against his pelvis on every downstroke. The wet slap of skin on skin filled the room, the noises were obscene. His hands finally moved gripping your ass pushing you down against his pelvis.
Your thumbs pressed deeper into the soft hollow under his jaw. His short, choked little sounds every time you squeezed. His cock twitched violently inside you.
âHarder,â he managed, voice wrecked. âFuckâharder.â
Palm flat against his throat now, leaning your weight forward so he really felt it. His eyes rolled back for a second, mouth falling open, a low, animal whine slipping out before he caught himself.
âGoddamn⊠yeahâjust like thatâchoke me while you fuck yourself on itââ
His words slurred at the edges, cock throbbing so hard you could feel every ridge dragging inside you. You clenched around him on purpose, felt him shudder under you.
Tojiâs hands slid up your back, nails biting in, then back down to grip your hips again helping you slam down now, brutal, desperate.
âGonnaâfuckâgonna come so hard if you keepââ His voice cut off when you tightened your grip again, cutting the words into a strangled moan.
His thighs shook.
Head thrown back, throat working under your hand, pulse hammering against your palmâhe came with a choked, guttural sound that almost sounded like your name. Hot, thick pulses inside you, hips snapping up erratically, riding it out while you kept riding him, kept squeezing, milking every shuddering wave until he was trembling beneath you.
He blinked slow, dazed, lips parted, cheeks flushed.
âNext time,â he panted, voice hoarse, wrecked, âyouâre gonna have to try a belt.â
âThink you can make me pass out, pretty girl?â
You squeezed once moreâjust to watch his eyes flutter.
contains: mild stress on reader's part. satoru #needsthat
wc: 170
no.
this couldn't be possible.
you were always careful. you made sure he used protection, made sure to stay consistent with your pill, made sure he always pulled out.
but the three positive tests staring you in the face seem to be taunting you.
careful, you can almost hear it say. but not careful enough.
youâre pregnant. in your second year of college.
by the biggest idiot you know, no less.
fuck.
you donât think you can call him. but you canât keep this from him, either.
itâs that conclusion that leads you to the present. sitting on a couch that probably costs twice as much as your rent, and wringing your sweaty hands while your stomach churns.
it could be the anxiety inducing situation. or, it could be morning sickness.
âpregnant,â he repeats, for what could be the sixth or seventh time. âlikeâŠyouâre sure?â
you wordlessly gesture to the tests. irrefutable pink lines that seal your fate
· pairing ex!gojo x f!reader
· synopsis you and satoru were the perfect couple, save for one little detail â he was moving back home, and taking you with him was not in the plans
· wc 5.5k
· content mdni!, angst, smut, post-break up, hurt, comfort, break up talk, reunion, exes to lovers to whatever this is, anxiety, a lot of crying, arguments, kissing, body worship, piv sex, praise, aftercare, reader wonders about other women, endless toxic cycle, this is really bleak, sad ending
· a/n my very late entry to @sweethearticism brutal bakery event <3
How long had it been again?
Five months? Six?
Six months since the love of your life told you he was leaving. Told you he was moving home in a couple months and that's why he had to end it â not because he didn't love you, but because he loved you too much.
Because spending the remainder of his time here with you would just multiply the pain that came later when he eventually left. Because you had a whole life that you couldn't give up just like that; and he had a name to uphold and a new path to lead, one that was too cold and cruel for him to allow you any part in.
It was his responsability, Satoru had explained.
What a sad excuse that was, you had scoffed then.
Hoping it was all a joke, just some dramatic spell he would come out of eventually â until the day came where he wouldn't answer your calls anymore.
And two months later, you had to find out from Suguru that he really was gone.
Just hopped on a plane and moved away to fulfill the wishes of a family he wasn't even proud of.
Would things have been different if you were born to an important name like him?
What else did you think would happen â dating the heir to the Gojo clan?
It would have been easier if he just told you the past year had been a lie, that he hated you from the start and you were nothing but a pastime for a rich boy like him to enjoy.
But that wasn't what he said.
No, Satoru had looked right into your eyes as you watched the tears spill from his bright blue ones, holding your hands tight as he kept repeating the same thing.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
How many times did he have to say it for you to actually start forgiving him?
Because you didn't. Not really.
It felt like a knife got lodged right into your chest then, and thats exactly how it still felt six months later. Like your skin was trying to heal, growing around this gaping wound that refused to close.
Six months was half a year. Double that and it would be a whole year already.
A whole fucking year.
One you could have been together for.
Six month ago, you wanted to throw all caution to the wind and tell him he better take you with him, or else.
But you knew exactly what would have happened. Satoru would have turned that frown to you again, with so much pity in his aquamarine eyes you wouldn't be able to bear.
He didn't want you to throw your life away for him. You knew that, in his own way, he was doing a kindness to you too by breaking it off.
You had your studies, a whole career you were so proud of⊠your parents would have scoffed at you at the mere suggestion of throwing it all away for a man. Hell, had it been a friend asking for advice, you would have told them the very same thing.
But you couldn't help yourself.
Everything in you wanted to be with him.
Six months was a long time⊠had he met someone else already? Was he a step closer to settling down like he was meant to? Furthering the Gojo name he claimed to hate?
Did he look into her eyes and wish it was you?
You dragged a palm over your face, struggling to stop the tears from falling. You hadn't been able to cry lately. Maybe this was all the months of pretending you were fine finally forcing their way out of you.
A buzzing sound came from your nightstand, screen flashing white and dousing the dark room in light before it faded away again. It was probably those stupid dating apps you had finally been convinced to download. Some poor idiot trying to get your attention when you knew well enough you were never replying to any of those texts.
You hated it.
Hated the thought of meeting someone new and having to tell them your whole life again. It felt like a chore, but with Satoru? It all just came out so easily. The worst things you had ever experienced, just falling from your tongue to his waiting ears, and it never felt awkward or daunting or scary.
Satoru was there to catch you when you fell. Always.
If only he had been an asshole like the people you dated before him. No â Satoru had practically ruined you for anyone else.
And you couldn't even hate him for it.
Your hand reached towards your phone before you fully had time to process what you were looking for. Your fingers searched for his contact instinctively, looking for the big capital letters that read DO NOT CONTACT, a stupid measure your friends had taken to keep your heart sane.
Your breath hitched just seeing the last few messages you couldn't bring yourself to respond to.
DO NOT CONTACT: I'm so sorry
DO NOT CONTACT: I'll always love you
DO NOT CONTACT: I'm sorry
DO NOT CONTACT: Just forget about me
DO NOT CONTACT: Please
More tears flowed freely, falling everywhere as you audibly hiccuped, knuckles turning white where they gripped the device. You wished you hadn't been so petty, wished you had tried calling him just one last time and hoped he would have picked up.
Despite every single call from you falling into voice mail.
Satoru had said hearing your voice hurt too much. But not hearing it hurt you just as bad.
How could you escape him when he was everywhere?
It was so wrong that those texts were buried under thousands of happy ones. Of photos you shared. Voice notes you had replayed too many times. How wrong it was that if you ever wanted to go through them again, you'd first have to reread that.
Jut forget about me.
You fucking couldn't.
So your fingers started typing.
y/n: I miss you
And pressed send before you could talk yourself out of it.
You spent a couple seconds watching the too bright screen, already regretting the decision.
But before you could delete the message altogether â something unexpected happened.
Unread turned to read, and three little dots appeared on screen.
It felt like your heart had leaped out of your fucking chest.
In fact, it was beating so fucking fast you feared it might send you into a hospital ward.
You threw your phone over the bed, standing up so you could channel at least some of the nerves into another activity. Like pacing around the room, apparently.
Pacing and watching the screen like you were a predator cornering a prey.
You felt ridiculous.
And maybe he wouldn't even reply. He didn't have to, after all. You didn't expect him to.
But he had seen the message, hadn't he? What had his reaction been?
Had Satoru rolled his blue eyes and was just typing out of pity? Some half-hearted 'hope you're well' that would make you feel even more sick than you already did?
Or had his heart hammered just like yours right now?
Had heâ
Ping.
You practically launched yourself across the bed, taking the phone in your hand as fast as you could. Your palms were so sweaty just gripping the stupid thing was a struggle, but your eyes scanned the message with quick, clinical precision.
DO NOT CONTACT: Don't say that
You could almost hear his voice saying it. He had said it enough times that night.
Your fingers started typing again.
y/n: I just want to know how you're doing
Send.
It was a half truth. Your curiosity was killing you, yes, but what you really wanted was for him to admit what a mistake this all wa and tell you he was moving back to town.
Call it wishful thinking. Or desperation, whatever.
You couldn't even spend too long overthinking that message, because another notification sound came not even a minute later.
DO NOT CONTACT: I'm in town
Huh?
What the fuck were you supposed to do with that information?
Did that mean he wanted to see you? Why would he have told you if that wasn't the case?
âŠAnd would he never have said anything if you hadn't texted?
That felt like another betrayal to add to the pile.
You wanted to be angry at him, you really fucking did, but when he suggested you meet for coffee, you didn't say no.
You should have said no.
Because nothing could have prepared for the years of torture that would start with coffee.
Of course, there was no way you could have known then.
Hence why you walked into the same coffee shop the two of you had been to so many times, wearing a pretty outfit Satoru used to love when you were together. The same one he had ripped off your body far too many times as his mouth trailed hungry kisses all along your body.
Beautiful memories, now turned sour.
You walked in there like it hadn't been intentional, while still hoping some unconscious part of him would pick up on it.
And Satoru still looked the same.
Somehow, that was even worse.
"Hey" he said, voice small like it had been that day. This wasn't how he was supposed to sound. Satoru was meant to be chirpy and smug and he should have you throwing your head back with laughter already.
You hated this solemn version of him you got since that night. It was like it was an impostor. Someone wrong wearing the love of your life's skin.
"Hi, Satoru" you swallowed, taking the seat in front of him, barely able to look at his face.
"I got you your favourite" he tried to smile, motioning to the warm mug steaming in front of you. "How are you doing? Are youâ"
"Why didn't you tell me you were in town?" you interrupted, finally lifting your gaze.
His adams apple bobbed up and down with a thick swallow, clearly not expecting you to be this confrontational from the get go. You hadn't planned it either â but it just came out seeing him like this after so long, knowing he wouldn't have bothered to say anything had you not messaged first.
You probably looked as hurt as you felt, because Satoru could barely bare to look in your face too.
"You know why" he sighed, hanging his head low.
You hated that he was right.
You averted your gaze again, playing with the hem of your shirt as you tried to control your breathing. In and out. In and out. In andâ
You scoffed, rubbing your palm under your eye to keep the tears from falling and ruining your pretty make up. The make up you had put on just for him. "You know why" you spat back.
He genuinely didn't seem to know what to say at that.
The music was too loud. The voices were too loud. Your thoughts were too loud.
"Don't do that" Satoru called after you, following behind. "Please don't cry" he pleaded, but you only kept your eyes forwards, refusing to acknowledge his existence.
Yeah. This had been a mistake.
As soon as the cold air of the outside world hit your skin again, something warm touched your hand. It was a sensation you easily recognised, or, you should say, used to be recognisable.
Your eyes casted downwards to where Satoru had his palm around your one, holding your hand like you had a billion times. You blinked slowly, coming back to reality, finally dragging your eyes up through his forearm, the curve of his bicep, and finally reaching his handsome face.
Destraught was the only word for how he looked.
"Don't cry" he begged you, holding your palm tighter. "Just please don't cry"
As if the words themselves were some sort of magic trick, you only cried harder.
And Satoru didn't even hesitate â pulling you right into his chest, letting your tears soak his shirt as he rubbed up and down your back, hiding his face in your hair.
Seeing him that day made everything exponentially worse.
It was never meant to be like that.
But Satoru didn't let you go â he held on to you while you cried in the middle of the busy street, his own tears streaking down your hair as he just held you. And waited.
Just waited.
Time had stopped for the two of you at that moment â some kindness from above, as you got to inhale the scent of your past lover again. Cinnamon and vanilla. Sweet and warm.
You weren't sure how long you were held in Satoru's embrace like that, but as soon as the rain was gone and so were your tears, he called you a taxi. And with nothing but an evil kiss to your cheek, he let you go.
You really thought this would be it.
All this time had passed and maybe it was better Satoru had never picked up the phone after all. Maybe it had saved you a whole lot of struggle back when this was all still too fresh.
At least now he knew how much he hurt you, you tried to reassure yourself, as if that could make any of this better. Just some odd sense of pride and vengefulness you were embarrassed to admit.
It was finally over.
So imagine your surprise when your phone pinged again.
DO NOT CONTACT: i leave tomorrow but can i see you again?
You typed yes. The idiot you were.
Satoru came over to your house this time, deciding you didn't want to put all that effort into risking another public meltdown. If you were going to talk, let it be somewhere you could actually talk.
The doorbell rang and you rushed to open the door, revealing his tall frame just standing there.
Hands in his pockets. Jaw locked. Looking too tense for how carefree you knew him to be.
"Thank you for saying yes" he muttered, shuffling from side to side a little like he wasn't sure what should come after that.
And you weren't either.
Should you invite him in? Offer a handshake â a hug?
You couldn't really think of anything else you simultaneously wanted and didn't want so bad.
You settled for a nod though, and a small step back to allow him passage. A gesture that only further accentuated the growing distance between the two of you.
Remember when you used to jump on his arms before the door was even fully open?
"It's ok" you muttered, shutting the door and that memory tight behind you. "Do you want some water?"
"Yeah, sure" he smiled kindly. Or tried to. To you, it looked too much like pity.
You hated pity.
"So how's life back home?" you asked, passing him the cold glass and taking a seat on the chair. Not on the sofa, or you would risk him maybe sitting next to you.
But Satoru was still just standing.
"It sucks" he admitted wih a scoff. His nose scrunched a little as he looked away, tentative blue eyes finding yours to try and catch your reaction, despite looking so utterly scared of what you might say.
You could have called him an idiot and told him to come back already. But you didn't.
There was no point.
"Getting ready to take over the company?" you asked, thinking back on the many conversations where that seemed like just a faraway possibility. One he hated then, and seemed to be living up to all expectations now.
"Yeah" he sighed, finally pulling a chair and dragging it in front of yours, lowering himself in front of you with those too long limbs clearly sitting uncomfortably. "It's even more boring than I imagined"
"Poor you" you taunted a little, and it made his head tilt sideways into a little smile.
"Thank you" he agreed solemnly, one hand to his chest in mock sentimentality.
The two of you exchanged a brief laugh, more of a sharp exhale than anything else, but for a moment there, the world had shifted in its axis back to where it was supposed to be.
Just for a moment.
"I'm glad to see you're doing well" Satoru murmured, looking down at his shoes instead of you while he said it.
Did looking in your eyes pain him as much as it did you?
"What makes you think I'm doing well?" you scoffed. No point in sugar coating it, was there?
"I just meantâ" he started to say, cutting himself off with a gulp. "I'm sorry, shouldn't have said that"
"It's ok" you muttered, digging your nails into your palms. "It's just been a lot"
"I'm sorry I left" he said. And when your gaze shifted upwards, you were surprised to see those bright blue eyes were looking at you now.
"How many times are you going to say that?" you spat back, with no real bite.
Satoru gulped, thumbs dragging up and down the glass of water just to have something to do. "Until I can forgive myself, I guess" he admittted.
Something in your chest twisted â was it pain? Nostalgia?
Anger?
"You could have just not done it" you shrugged, voice coming out more accusatorily than you meant. "Or just come back"
You felt pathetic just saying it.
But if he'd be gone the next day â why not?
You'd probably never see each other again anyway.
"You know I can't do that" Satoru replied through a tight jaw. "I have work, my familyâ"
"You hate your family" you argued.
"They're still my family" he sighed.
You hated his goddamn sense of responsability so much, but most of all, you hated that he didn't choose you.
Where was his responsability towards your relationship?
"If you always knew you were leaving" you started, gritting your teeth. "Why did you get involved with me in the first place?"
Satoru's eyes looked so pained it physically hurt.
"Because I loved you" he answered. "From the moment I first saw you"
You stood up abruptly at that, needing to extend the distance between the two of you as fast as you could. "Loved. Right" you hissed, echoing the words that stung so much to hear.
"You know that's notâ" Satoru stood up too, searching for you with a raised palm but stopping the motion mid air when you turned with that stern, betrayed look on your face. "I still love you. Is that what you wanted me to say?"
âŠWas it?
You closed your arms tight around your middle, holding on to yourself because someone fucking had to. "No" you spat. "You have no right to say that, not when you knew how it would end"
Your words were coming out more and more strained, pitch rising higher with the effort of holding back your tears.
Satoru didn't know what to say. Just stood there, uneasy, hands balling into tight fists.
"You're so fucking selfish" you hissed when the first watery streaks started running down your cheeks, voice shaking with anger and venom. Who cares if your words were harsh â wasn't that the truth?
Didn't he choose to play with your heart knowing he would leave?
Satoru inhaled deeply, taking your anger like he agreed he deserved it.And when his voice came again, it was so small you could barely hear it above the sound of your raising heartbeat.
"Do you wish we never happened?" he asked, too quiet for how sharply you had just accused him. The words sore, wounded.
You felt yourself gasp, all the breath getting stuck somewhere in your throat as you turned to him.
No. Of course you fucking didn't.
That year with him was still the best year of your life.
You shook your head from side to side, unable to voice those words. Just a pitiful motion, left to right, right to left, feeling the tears fall harsher, drip down to where your arms were still holding on to your middle tight.
He seemed a little relieved, at the very least.
"Me too" Satoru swallowed, and you noticed there was a shine to his beautiful blue eyes. "I'd never regret us" he rasped out.
It was too much.
Like he knew you were just about on the edge, Satoru rushed forwards, pulling you straight into his arms, and you gladly fell into him. His chest felt so snug against your head, his hands so comfortable where they were stroking your back.
Why couldn't it be like this forever?
With a pitiful fist, you tried to push him away over and over, but Satoru wouldn't let you.
"I can't do this" you cried out, each word punctuated by your hands slamming against his chest weakily, unsure of what you were even trying to do.
"I know" he muttered, voice tight in his throat.
"I hate you" you lied.
"I hate me too" he confessed.
"You can't justâ" you sobbed, your hands now fisting his shirt instead. "How dare youâ"
"You said it yourself" he let out a bitter laugh, pulling you closer. "I'm really fucking selfish"
You pushed back just enough to look at him, lower lip bobbing pitifully though your face was twisted in anger and hopelessness.
"You are" you hissed. "Really. Fucking. Selfiâ"
Your words were interrupted by a pair of lips you had only dreamt of tasting again.
Satoru closed the distance so fast you barely had time to prepare for what was happening, but like your body instictively just knew what to do, you opened your mouth for him. Accepting him, inviting him, even if your brain kept telling you this was a bad idea, your body couldn't lie to Satoru Gojo.
"Selfish. I know" he completed for you, voice vibrating against your lips, but your hands only tangled in his hair, pulling him further in.
Maybe you were selfish too.
Was one last night together worth a lifetime of regret?
"Toru" you mumbled, and his hands tightened around your waist. Hearing the nickname fall from your lips like it used to was clearly overwhelming.
"Yeah?" he asked, bringing a hand to your hair to tilt your head further towards him, and you just let it.
Your chests rose up and down in time with each other where they were connected, the rhythm of your rapid breathing serving to deepen this wet kiss, that was only made wetter by the tears that fell from both your eyes.
"I hate you" you lied again, though your hands kept starting to unbutton his fancy white shirt.
"I love you" he replied, helping you pull the fabric away with haste so he didn't waste any more time in touching your skin again.
His hands were splayed on your waist, thumbs tracing little patterns just under the hem of your shirt as you enjoyed how hot his bare skin felt under your palms.
Satoru was still so beautiful.
Why did he have to still be so beautiful?
You brought your hands down to pull your shirt over your head, and Satoru wasted no time pulling you in closer. He fell to his knees, face eye level with your freshly naked skin, as his mouth started kissing your stomach, hands kneading your breasts like any second not touching you was as good as a death sentence.
You moaned, closing your arms around his head to further pull him in, enjoying how he kissed and sucked and bit into your skin, marking you for the last time.
"Toru" you cried again, lowering your head until your forehead rested on top of his.
And then you just cried harder.
It was a full, body shaking weeping, holding on to his white head tight as you cradled him in your arms.
And Satoru noticed, of course. Stopping his lustful exploration of you to just lock his arms around your back, face buried in your chest as he let his own tears flow with yours.
"I'm so sorryâŠ" he muttered again, breath hot against your bare skin, his tears streaking down your body.
You didn't know if you wanted to slap him or kiss him harder.
Maybe both.
You lowered yourself down as he begrudingly let you, lowering his hands to your lower back as you used his shoulders to stabilise yourself.
It was a shock to see him like this â blue eyes all red, lower lip pushed forward and face wet and puffy. You cupped his handsome cheeks with both your hands, letting out a desperate chuckle at the pathetic position you had put yourselves in.
"Shut up" you muttered, an atttempt at a smile forming in your lips. You brought his face closer to yours, letting your lips touch as you inhaled one another.
This kiss wasn't as desperate or messy this time.
It was warm, lingering, lighting every nerve inside you on fire and making your chest ache for him.
Soon your lips parted fully, tongues meeting in a slow, sensual dance as Satoru began to shift his weight onto you, pushing your body down. You wrapped your hands around his neck, laying down on the floor, both legs tight around his waist.
Satoru hummed into the kiss, kneading the flesh of your tights with both hands, making it so you were squeezing him as hard as you could.
He needed you as close as humanly possible. Hips rolling over and over, while his hands started removing the rest of your clothes.
How could something so obviously wrong feel so right?
You knew this was just another way for your heart to break.
Another memory to cling on to.
A mistake.
But you couldn't stop.
You wanted him, needed him, was willing to throw all sanity out the window just to feel him inside of you one last time.
At least this time you would know it was the last â and could prepare yourself accordingly. Savour it, take in every moment.
But it wasn't the last time.
It wasn't even the second to last.
Three years went by, and you two would always find a way to meet again. You wouldn't speak for months, until one day you would peek at your phone screen, and there it was.
Gojo: I'm in town next week. can I see you?
You always said yes.
You knew you shouldn't.
But you couldn't help it â he was addicting, a drug you couldn't nor wanted to get sober from.
You'd meet in your apartment, always the same place.
Have a little catch up while you both pretended it didn't hurt to hear how life was getting on without each other. He would tell you enough, and you would do just the same, never getting into your failed attempts at moving on, and he never went into the subject of other women either.
But Satoru had left to settle down, hadn't he? Was there another woman waiting for him back home? Did she love him as much as you did, completely oblivious to the tormenting string that connected the two of you? Were you his international mistress?
You didn't want to know. You just wanted himâ
And soon enough, your hands would find his, his mouth would find yours, and this vicious cycle would come to a conclusion.
Until a few months later.
Until he was travelling again.
Heated caresses, empty promises and bitter kisses.
When did Satoru start feeling more like a ghost haunting you than the sweet man you so desperately craved?
"Taking me so well" Satoru panted, body caging you in as you so wilfully kept your legs open for him, nails scratching his back like you wanted to leave your mark. "Just like that, pretty, fuckâ" he was huffing all beautifully, lewd moans that always had you wondering if this would finally be the last time you heard them.
"Toru" you cried his nickname like you always did, back arching off the bed, inviting him to wrap his arms around you like he always did.
"I love when you say my name like that" he moaned, resting his forehead against yours. "I love you"
He always said it, but you had stopped saying it back years ago.
Not because you didn't mean it â maybe now you meant it more than ever. But because you couldn't allow your mind to go there and give yourself hope.
This wasn't really love.
It was a curse.
The most twisted curse of all â isn't that what he always said?
"I'm gonnaâ" you tried to say, and Satoru moved his hand to your clit, already knowing what to do. Year after year, he still knew how to operate your body so well. Knew exactly what you liked, how you liked it.
And sure enough, you felt yourself clench around him, body spasming as the start of your orgasm started to wash over you, bringing you to a dimension of pure bliss and euphoria for just a few seconds.
"That's it" he praised, kissing your face, chasing his high. "Look so beautiful, baby"
Did he mean it?
You couldn't help but wonder if there was someone else that got to hear these words when you two were not in the same country.
And as Satoru climaxed inside the rubber tight around his dick, you couldn't help imagining there was someone else he was stuffing full of Gojo heirs.
Was this resentment you felt?
That was one word for it, you guessed.
But despite all your ugly thoughts, Satoru never really acted that different. He kissed your face all over, held you tight, shushed you lovingly against his chest while your tired body spasmed. He was the perfect gentleman like always, the perfect boyfriend.
Just not your boyfriend.
"You did so well for me" he said with a kiss to your forehead, brushing your hair away from your face. "Was that all ok?"
You hated how much he sounded like he cared. He did care, right?
But every sweet word felt like a knife, and before you knew it, tears were spilling from your eyes as you curled into him.
"Heyâ" he called immediately, startled. "What's wrong? Did I hurt you?"
You shook your head from side to side, because he hadn't. He treated you so well it was almost even worse.
"I can't" you cried, pulling him closer. "I can't keep doing this" you hiccuped.
Satoru sighed, burying his face on the crook of your neck. "I know, baby" he whispered. "I know" he repeated like he meant it.
You melted into him, embraced by the man you had loved for so long it evolved into whatever this was. It didn't feel light anymore â it was dark, and sticky, like an uncomfortable void you were unable to move away from.
But what was even the solution?
You didn't want to leave your whole life for him, and he didn't want you to come either.
Were you destined to just keep doing this forever?
"Please move back here" you hiccuped, cursing at yourself for how selfish you sounded.
Everything would be so much easier then.
"Iâ" Satoru opened his mouth, ready to tell you no again. But he only sighed, nuzzling into your hair. "I'll see what I can do" he promised.
And you cried yourself to sleep in his arms, because you didn't believe him.
You woke up that morning with a bad feeling pooling in your chest.
You could have described it as hollow, but it didn't feel deep enough to describe it.
It wasn't so much of a cavin in, but more of an infinite void right in your middle. Like you were a floating head just existing, detatched from the rest of your body, trying to regain balance despite being so structureless.
You could say your body knew before your mind did.
Maybe you had been here enough times that you didn't think it would surprise you again.
You hoped you would have awoken feeling some sort of relief at the words exchanged the night before, the tears both of you had shed about this failed relationship you two seemed unable to let go of.
But you didn't.
Because there was no dip next to you on the bed, no strong arms pulling you into his warm chest.
Satoru was gone.
And you knew what that meant well enough.
You slowly pushed yourself to sitting, already feeling the pressure in your throat, feelings you were already trying to swallow down.
Your hand reached for the phone, eyes briefly scanning through the only text before you let out a long, tired exhale.
choso loves putting all his weight on you during sex !
choso absolutely loooves putting all his weight on you whenever you two fuck.
you notice it every single time, no matter the positionâ he just canât help himself. he needs to feel you completely pinned under him, to feel your smaller body squirming and completely helpless as he fucked you stupid. it gets him off.
missionary turns into him caging you with those thick arms, your legs locked tight around his waist while he drives so deep the headboard rattles. he will bury his face into the crook of your neck, moaning broken little sounds against your skin as he fuck into you.
doggy always has you collapsed on the bed. at first he has you on your hands and knees and then heâs pushing you down the sheets so he could mount and pound you harder. his massive beefy frame pressing against your back until your chest flattens to the mattress, arms giving out, cheek smushed into the sheets. you can hardly pull in a full breath in that position but you donât even care because the angle lets him hammer right against your spot and has you seeing stars behind your eyelids.
and right now? right now heâs got you exactly how he wants.
youâre flat on your stomach, legs spread just enough for him to fit between them. all 200-something pounds of pure muscle presses you down into the bed like heâs trying to fuse you to the mattress. one of his thick bicep snakes around your throatâ not to choke, just to squeeze it, keeping your head tilted so he can watch your dazed little expressions from the side. his other hand gripping the fat of your hip hard enough to bruise while he rides your ass in slow, punishing rolls.
his cock is so stupidly big it still stretches you even after hours of this. every time he bottoms out you swear you could feel that blunt head of his cock kiss your poor cervix. bumping it, bullying it until your toes curl and little helpless whimpers spill out from your slack mouth.
your pussy is an absolute creamy messâ frothy white rings painted all over his fat shaft, clinging to the thick veins, dripping down his heavy balls, smearing across your inner thighs and soaking the sheets underneath. the wet squelching of your wet cunt getting fucked is so loud, louder than your shaky moans.
âhaahhâ chooo⊠sâtoo much⊠canâtââ your voice cracks, slurred and pathetic.
âi know baby, i know,â he pants against the shell of your ear, voice all soft and sweet even while his hips keep snapping forward with enough force to jolt your whole body. âyouâre doing so good fâme⊠just a little more yeah? can you gimme a little more?â
you try to nod but his arm around your throat makes it hard. all you manage is a tiny, dumb âmhmâŠâ
he groans like you just said the sweetest thing in the world. âf-fuck⊠this pussyâs too good, baby.. love this pussy so much. could stay inside you forever.â he gives another sloppy thrust, making you gush around him. âmmh look at her creaminâ on me again⊠so pretty when you cream like that.â
your brain is soup. just cock and heat and the heavy delicious press of him crushing you. drool slips from the corner of your mouth, pooling on the sheet. youâre overstimulated, pussy sore and swollen and still fluttering around him like itâs begging for more even though youâre shaking.
he presses the softest kisses to your temple and on the sweaty side of your face while he absolutely rearranges your guts. the contrast makes your head spinâ his words so gentle but his cock so mean.
âgânna fill you up again mkay? gonna stuff this little cunt full,â he murmurs, his hips losing rhythm. âyou want that? want me to breed you nice n deep?â
âyesyesyes pleaseââ you sob it out, voice high and wrecked.
he swears under his breath, slams home one last time and cums so hard you feel every thick pulse. hot ropes flooding you, so much it spills out around his cock even while heâs still buried to the hilt. your walls milking him so greedily, sucking him in like they donât want to let a single drop escape.
he stays like that for long seconds, his breathing ragged, kissing your damp hair, whispering âgood girl⊠such a good girl for meâŠâ while his cock twitches inside your overfilled pussy.
and then he pulls out slowly, the sudden emptiness making you whine, already missing the stretch of him.
thick pearly cum immediately leaks out from your used hole, dribbling down your slit, pooling under you and to the sheets.
choso watches it with dark hungry eyes. âcanât have that,â he mumbles, almost to himself.
he scoops a big hand under your hips, tilts you up just enough, and without warningâ feeds his still-hard cock right back inside. the wet glide is delicious, pushing every drop of his cum deeper, forcing it against your sore walls.
âchosoâ!â you gasp, your legs trembling and kicking uselessly.
âshh shh, just stay still fâme,â he soothes, already starting those slow heavy thrusts again. âgonna keep you nice and full⊠canât stop yet. feels too good, babyâ
then he starts to fuck his own cum back into you like heâs trying to carve his shape into your pussy foreverâ like he canât live without feeling it. (he canât </3)
i deleted the nanami ver of this (tumblr flagged it so :/) so i wrote it again but with choso :3
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Geto Suguru has a penchant for making you squirm under his steady gaze, which youâve had the misfortune of picking up over the years as one of his best friends.
He enjoys reminding you from time to time that even though things have been strictly platonic, save for when he taught you how to tongue kiss behind the bleachers of his high school basketball practice or grabbed your ass at a party once to avoid his ex, that he has a slight hold over you.
Weakly, you elbow him in the side, shuffling on his sheets and hiding your face in your palms as if they could shield you from inwardly cringing. âYou donât have to verbalize it,â you groan, the possibility of scraping your face off a better fate than to endure his cruel teasing. âItâs embarrassing enough living through it.â
His palms fall backward on the mattress, eyeing your hunched form through slitted plum eyes, a quirk playing on his lips. Then, he shrugs, brushing your hair past your shoulder and leaning forward. âThereâs no shame in it for you. He just didnât know how to take care of what he had.â
Vexed, you push air through your nose, pawing his hands off and collapsing backwards. The heartbreak from your previous relationship lingered in the ways that most donâtâa devastating sexual frustration. Yeah, you loved him. But his inability and negligence in satisfying you night after night balled up into a resentful breaking point.
And youâre still needy after all this time.
âItâs whatever,â you grumble, staring at Getoâs ceiling. âDonât most guys suck, anyway?â
He sits on that question for a moment, seemingly amused. âNot sure. The women I spend my nights with leave satisfied, and still come back for more.â
You smack his arm, lips curling downwards. âAsshole.â
He chuckles, low and throaty, before going quiet. His eyes drag down your form, the kind of look thatâs routine for a man like him even though it feels like youâre being eye-fucked, and then:
âWhy donât I give you what he couldnât?â
At that, your mouth runs dry and your brain short-circuits.
(And, what you barely want to admit to yourself, is the feeling of something pleasant blooming in your gut.)
âHaha. Very funny, Suguru,â you attempt to feign amusement and tamp down the suddenly suffocating tension, but when his gaze drops to your lips, and his tongue darts from his mouth to wet his lips, youâre certain of two things.
One; Geto is about to pounce on you. And two; youâre going to like it.
It doesnât take long for your legs to be thrown over his shoulders, his mouth pressing hot kisses to your damp panties.
âYou get this wet for him?â he quizzes through a mumble, resting his cheek against the inside of your thigh and toying with the gusset of your underwear, thatâs stamped with a wet patch, like itâs the most intriguing thing in the world. âWell, I guess it doesnât really matter if you did.â
Your fingers fist in his sheets, breath hitching in your throat at the sight of his wolf-like eyes fixed on you. âW-whyâs that?â
He smiles, then. All soft, all Suguru. Not like heâs about to eat you out until he breaks you.
His lips glide over your supple skin, sharp eyes trained on yours and never looking away. You canât help but to deflate under his gazeâso intense and erotic it makes you want to simultaneously tear your clothes off and be swallowed by the earth.
âBecause. Heâs not going to be the one to hear you cry for more.â
You feel the stretch before you process his sultry wordsâyour back arching off of the mattress while he uses two deft digits to work you open. A strangled whine rips from your throat when he curls them just right, your ankles digging divots into his shoulder blades. His mouth latches onto your throbbing clit, and then heâs hollowing his cheeks and sucking.
You grab the nearest pillow to moan into, but Geto snatches it from you. âNuh uh,â he purrs, your slick already slathered across his lips in a shine that makes you wanna kiss him. âWanna hear everything. Wanna hear you beg for it.â
And you do. Fingers scraping down his scalp through the silky hair heâd left you play with on about a million occasions. Eyes fluttering shut when he finds your sweet spot with mind-numbing precision. His name on your tongue like deliverance.
âFuck,â he slurs in delight, amethyst eyes blown into black desire. âKeep clenching me like that and I might just fuck you.â
Youâre violently aware of how that possibility makes you feelâbreath hitching in your lungs and stomach inverting on itself.
With his fingers still thrusting into you, his thumb replaces his mouth to work at your sensitive bundle of nerves while he climbs atop you like a predator stalking itâs prey.
Up close, you can see how wrecked he looks. Cheeks bled pink and your slick slathered over his chin.
âDo you remember how I taste?â he asks, head cocking slightly as he presses a terrifyingly gentle kiss to your temple, sweeping over your hairline.
Your hands find his chest, fisting his cotton tee as you become acutely aware of just how large he really is, his form swallowing yours beneath him. âM-maybeâŠâ you choke out, legs wrapping around his tapered waist.
A teasing smirk plays at his lips. âWould you like a reminder, baby?â
He doesnât even wait for you to finish nodding before his lips crash onto yours. Youâre surprised by his celerity, as if you got a window into the impatience he dances with in bed.
He tastes like you. Cigarettes. Cream from the sugary pint you shared earlier.
His tongue strokes your own before pressing it down, asserting his dominance easily while you barely put up a fight. Itâs difficult to admit just how much you are enjoying being put in your place by him.
âSweet,â he ghosts against your lips, and youâre not sure if hes talking about the taste of ice cream or you.
Your hips buck up against his palm as he continues to finger-fuck you, and he eggs you onâgrunting filthy praises against the shell of your ear and biting the lobe when you try to keep your noises down. Obscene squelching sounds of your sex fill the room, and itâs clear just how deprived you were, making a mess all across your best friends wrist.
You forget your name and continuously cry out Getoâs.
Finally, the orgasm plows through you like a tankâviolent and quick. Your voice shatters into a million fragments and stars bloom behind your eyelids. Your vision goes black, thighs tightening their hold over his waist, but he continues to work you through it, finger pads swiping over your sweet spots until your body shudders and collapses into a heap of jelly and sweat.
He hums, reverent with a timbre low enough to make you twitch helplessly. âYou did good, darling.â
He makes quick use of cleaning you up, like heâs done this a million times over. Which he probably has given his reputation.
You spend the night with him, which is nothing special as youâve done it countless times. But this time feels different. Because you have a feeling youâll be over here a lot more, and not a lot of sleeping will be getting done.
Whatever unmarked territory youâve trekked upon, youâre certain thereâs no going back.
happy happy happy birthday to my favorite geto-fucker @heaveninruins <3 he's going to show up in your bed tonight after you whisper his name three times and do a backflip. enjoy this nothing burger smut hehe
ááđ youâre only able to sleep with satoruâs fat cock stuffed in you â crybaby!reader
satoruâs got you tucked against his chest in the dark bedroom, legs tangled, your face buried in the crook of his neck while fat tears keep slipping down your cheeks. youâre still sniffling from earlierâsome stupid little thing that set you offâand now youâre all shaky and needy, clinging to him like heâs the only thing keeping you from falling apart completely.
âshh baby,â he whispers, voice soft and low, lips brushing your temple. one armâs wrapped tight around your waist, the other hand guiding his thick cock right up against your entrance. heâs already leaking, smearing precum over your folds, but he doesnât rush. just presses the fat head in slow, inch by inch, stretching your warm wet walls until you whimper into his skin.
âthere we go⊠take it all for me. yeah, just like that.â he sinks deeper, groaning quietly when your cunt flutters and sucks him in greedily. youâre so full it aches in the best way, that heavy stretch making fresh tears pool in your lashes. he bottoms out with a soft grunt, balls pressed snug to your ass, and stays perfectly still for a second so you can feel every throbbing vein, every pulse of him inside you.
your hips twitch, trying to grind, but he holds you firm. âno moving, crybaby. just keep me warm. let me stuff this pretty pussy full so you can sleep.â
you whine, high and pitiful, nails digging into his shoulders. âsatoru⊠âs too much⊠feels so deepâŠâ
âi know, sweet girl. i know.â he kisses the corner of your eye, licking away a tear. âbut you need it, donât you? need me stretching you open till you stop crying and drift off.â
he rocks just the tiniest bitâbarely an inch in and outâenough to make you gasp and clench hard around him, but not enough to build anything. just gentle, soothing rolls that keep you stuffed and full and fuzzy-headed. his hand slides down to cup your ass, keeping you pinned so you canât squirm away even if you wanted to.
âgood girl⊠feel how thick i am? splitting you so wide. gonna stay like this all night. my cockâs your pacifier tonight, yeah? suck on it with that greedy little cunt till you pass out.â
your sobs turn softer, breathier, turning into sleepy hiccups as the fullness lulls you. every time you start to tense he gives another slow grind, stirring his cock inside you until your eyes flutter and your grip on him loosens.
âthatâs it⊠cry all you want, baby. iâve got you. stuffed so full you canât think about anything else.â he presses a kiss to your wet cheek, voice dropping even lower. âsleep now. iâm not going anywhere. be a good girl and let go.â
your breathing evens out slow, lashes fluttering shut, tears drying on your cheeks while his cock throbs deep inside, warm and heavy and perfect. he doesnât move againâjust holds you close, buried to the hilt, letting your sleepy pussy milk him softly until youâre finally quiet, drifting off with him still filling every inch of you.
Your husband has you folded in half beneath him, your knees spread apart in a mean mating press. He was practically caging you in with his bigger body. His thrust were deepâheavy
it was driving you crazy.
You couldn't help itâyour body couldn't contain the shameful cries that left your lips. "Fuckk..ken-ahhâyou're so deep" You whimpered, earning a groan from him. Kento wasn't usually this roughâor mean for that matter, during sex.
Today was different. He was thrusting in to you with needâlike he had something to prove. Kento's thoughts were all over the place..he could only imagine how gorgeous you'd look with fuller breasts and a round belly. You'd be such an amazing mother.
he couldn't think straight anymore, not when your pussy fluttered around his cock like that.like his cock belonged to you, as if you needed him
"Sweetheart, you feel so good.."with those words, he pulled up slowly, making sure to drag himself against your soft walls. He came back down with a hard slam, his balls slapping against your skin.âthe sound echoing through the walls.
"mmmhhâkennn come inside..please!" You huffed and your husband nearly froze. He could've sworn his ears were deceiving him. His hips stuttered against you as he pressed a steady kiss against your lips.
"Tell me to pull outâ" he groaned against your neck softly, in contrast to where both your bodies met. You looked up at him with that fucked out look in your eyes and he knew it was over.
"No, please kenâI need it. 'need you" you whispered and your husband lost it completely.
A/N :guess whos backđđ„° I finished rewatching aot and I'm in shambles
Imagine a man so perfectly punctual that heâs always five minutes early, as if heâs bending time just to honor your presence. He thinks your time is the most precious thing in the worldâhow quaint, right? But also⊠somehow swoon-worthy.
Even when his life is so busy, heâll always make time for you. Need a ride somewhere? Heâll be waiting, sleeves rolled up just so, looking impossibly competent and slightly intimidating, ready to drive you anywhere, and perhaps judging your lack of knowledge about traffic laws. Honestly, heâs too proper for his own good.
And heâll never, under any circumstances, let you go anywhere alone. Your bag? Off your shoulders. Your hands? Warm. Your feet? Safe from rocks, sand, he'd walk barefoot if it means you'll be comfortable. He wonât dictate your outfit, of courseâhe trusts you enoughâbut heâll subtly⊠supervise in the sweetest way.
Nanamiâs love is strange. He doesnât get jealous, but he loves you with a quiet certainty. And if you ever argued, he wouldnât yellâoh noâbut would say his piece, retreat into a thoughtful silence, and make sure things are patched before sleep. You can almost hear the hum of calm discipline radiating from him.
Heâd never cheat, ever. Especially not when⊠the smallest compliment from youâcalling him âprettyââmakes him blush so hard. He also memorizes everything: your preferred blanket, the sugar in your tea, the perfect room temperature. Tiny details that only someone utterly devoted would notice.
And the rituals! Adjusting his necktie, checking his pockets before he leaves, itâs grounding for him, a small habit that tethers him to the world, and to you. He just loves you into pieces.
Naoya exist solely at his convenience and on his timeline so when he decrees the time and location of the date, your only acceptable response is compliance. Punctuality isn't a courtesy; it's the expected reverence for his schedule.
Heâd never drive you anywhere himselfâplease, he has far better things to doâbut with a flick of his perfectly manicured fingers, an entire entourage materializes around you. A driver to escort you. A bodyguard to shadow your every step. A personal assistant to anticipate your breaths before you take them. All of those just so you never trouble him with the âmundane.â
Heâll critique your outfit with cool precisionâalmost like heâs adjusting a treasured paintingâbut the moment someone else dares to comment, even in passing, his tone shifts from biting to venomous. Naoya is the kind of man who would flay someone verbally for a single misplaced comment. Because in his warped sense of devotion, no one is allowed to insult his woman but him.
And heaven forbid someone looks at you the wrong way! Naoyaâs the type to notice everything from across a crowded room, tilt his head just so, and silently decide that this unlucky stranger doesnât deserve to see tomorrow. Heâs petty like that. Vindictive and manipulative in a way that feels almost... inevitable. Heâd wrap you so tightly in his influence that the idea of leaving him stops existing.
Arguments with him? He snaps, he bites, he lashes out with a temper sharp enough to cutâbut never at you. Everyone else is fair gameâbrutally soâbut you are untouchable, sacred, the single soft exception in his otherwise unforgiving universe.
Naoya spoils you until luxury becomes your baseline reality, pampering you from head to toe, front to back, inside and out because you are, quite literally, his favorite accessory. The most exquisite thing he owns.
He may be insufferable, but unfaithful? Never. He chose you, and that selection alone elevates you above the masses he deems unworthy. Why would he lower his standards, stain his reputation, or waste his time on anyone inferior to youâhim? And if anyone dares to think they can take you, Naoya will simply eliminate the threat because you belong to himâand in his world that's the only beginning and the end of every story.
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