Kayꨄ︎

Grieving someone who you still see and hold everyday is a feeling I really wish I didn't have to know😣

Gosh, I am so incredibly awkward when it comes to guys. A boy i've been friends with for a while asked me to hang out today and the entire time I was just anxious for no reason. Sometimes I wish I just didn't care about how people perceived me 😣

I think there's something oddly comforting but equally unsettling when it comes to growing up lonely. Yes, it doesn't feel good to be more quiet or reserved when it comes to social interaction but, at the same time, it feels good to know so many people I love and admire are the same way. Another thing I was thinking of is how people tend to call introverts "hobbits", seems too cozy to be an insult 😣

I have such an odd relationship with lazy days. I enjoy resting and being comfy but, at the same time, I feel so lazy 😣

I check my phone like someone's gonna text me then immediately go back to bed 😣

I wish summer wasn't so boring sometimes. I wrote a whole short paragraph on this a few weeks back but, everyday just feels so mundane. I enjoy the sun and the festivals but, I wouldn't mind a fall study session with my friends right about now either 😣