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Abbie’s Favorite Foods diary

February 2, 2022 Dunkin Dounts

Einstein bagels February 19 , 2022

Einstein bagel February 15, 2022

Collard Green Cafe February 20, 2022 $43. 18 short ribs , turkey wing dinner

January 30, 2022? Soul Food Cafe

O3:O1:22 “Abbie’s diary notes PART TWO continued For Edith Fresh” For the month of February 2020 <Neil and Sherrassa>

My Blog focuses on my “Self - Healing” My Mental Health Is Very Important , and let me just say it’s not an easy solution being here . I take Notes Of Everything Going On With Me , this diary helps me tremendously !!!!!!!! (Let Edith fresh know , there are allot of things going on with you , keep this diary for you) Hi , Happy March!!

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My Blog focuses on my “Self - Healing” My Mental Health Is Very Important , and let me just say it’s not an easy solution being here . I take Notes Of Everything Going On With Me , this diary helps me tremendously !!!!!!!! (Let Edith fresh know , there are allot of things going on with you , keep this diary for you) ……………………………………………………..……………………………[This is what you tell Edith fresh] Ashlee doesn’t pay my mom to keep Alaya (we’d had ALAYA for four years) but Ashlee pays Dominique‘s mother to keep Alaya .. that’s a hell of a job to keep someone’s kid for you; (Alaya continued) every night before Darrell’s goes to work , Alaya is so Destin to give (G Pa) Darrell a hug and kiss , she’ll be crying , whining if Darrel doesn’t give her a hug and kiss .. (it’s a sad thing to see a kid begging a man who doesn’t show any affection towards anyone ) Edith fresh notes for her; Ashlee would say “you always make you excuses for Abbie, Darrell agrees , I’m not sure what does really means? My mom would always try to Ashlee , through me My Mom would tell her “I have a disability “ , Ashlee would get mad and Darrell would agree with ASH she tells my mom to stop making Making excuses for Abbie”

[My moms side] My mom has been talking to her high school classmate (Let me blog about this I’ll say since August 2020? My mom Knew this guy since high school we’d been telling him about Darrell , My dad and everything she been through Everyday he’d been texting us all day , My Mom was overdrawn she needed to put some more money in account so the bank wouldn’t take any money from her , so all Afternoon she hasn’t heard from him , (John two)

let me blog about JOHNONE: 2018 My Mom had wrote a letter to God she was writing down everything she wanted in a man , this was when things here were very bad!!! And My Mom was very depressed , she had gained weight , she’ll would eat in Feelings , she’s an emotional person, she eats when she’s in pain [My Moms is a very private person] I can tell she was very hurting Darrell brought us here (I have blogged about this conversation in my previous diaries how bad relationships affects our mental health:/ For me it’s just closing my eyes , getting some rest , me just waking up, sending everyone “A good morning text messages” , it’s just being able to get my hair done , feeling good about myself here lately I think people just take people for granted.

JOHNONE has 4 kids his wife died she was on drugs really bad and he has an really bad heart from heart attacks because he was depressed about his wife; his wife died in 2013? He’s on medication he’s NOT in good condition he has to be on a strict diet , he can’t eat green vegetables because of his bad heart , we’ve been talking about everything , My uncle Carl had asked for money because he needed to get somewhere and get on the bus , and my mom had told him JOHNONE that her brother needed money, he’d want answering his phone all afternoon this was in January I’m guessing? January 25?? But now we hadn’t heard from him since this afternoon , we’d don’t know what happened to him , all this time and now my mom had told me don’t text him anymore because she hadn’t heard from him all afternoon yesterday , so I didn’t him he always tells me “goodnight” and I didn’t respond to him .. JOHNONE daughter left him stranded in the cold weather , that’s why we hadn’t heard back from him!! 

December 24, 2019; Christmas goes really quick , Christmas is really miserable here in Atlanta …

February 1, 2020; slutty vegan first time!!

Neil and Sherrasa

Neil , Sherrassa had came over here two nights in a row , things were really bad . They had came over and Darrell cooked dinner for my mom he cooked steaks, asparagus , baked potatoes and lobster tails (or I think it for my moms birthday 2019?

June 15, 2019 they came over for my moms birthday …after dinner we cleaned and everything after they left they stayed like really late there’s no intimacy in my mom or Darrell‘s relationship there was never intimacy there!!!!!

but let me blog about this since it’s on my mind September 8, 2020 June 24, 2019 Neil and Sherrasa came over TWO NIGHTS IN A ROW !!! things were really bad here I could hear all the conversation between Darrell , prior to this conversation my mom and Darrell he got into it really bad she was telling him that Abbie does everything here , and then he says “I know” then she replies to her “i know you don’t like Her” , then he Rolls his eyes at her , then he brought that conversation up he told Neil & Sherrasa “It don’t matter if I like her, all that matters is respect , I could hear him say “HOW DID SHE SAY IT? That night I had asked him to turn the TV down on October 18 I had laid on the couch downstairs he had came downstairs and fixed him a drink and he saw me laying on the couch he didn’t care to ask me if I was OK or why are you sleeping on the couch why are you on the couch? Then he told them I don’t give a fuck about her , she had asked me if she seen her on the couch that’s when he said I don’t give a fuck! Then he say I was knocking on the door like the fucking police , he didn’t tell them he had gone months and didn’t say a word to me, he had gone to work late that day my mom was telling them he had jumped on her , after we Moved down here , they couldn’t believe it 

Nila Sherrsaa continued) On June 24, 2019?September 8, 202o?Darrell also mentioned that he hates when I come for the room for anything and he hates when I put the eczema cream on my mom‘s back that’s what he told Neil and Sherrasa  I quickly found out how Darrell his personality like I said he doesn’t show any affection towards people he doesn’t show any compassion to people because he’s an narcissist

Nila Sherrasa continued) ; let me blog about Sherrasa was molested by her father From the time she was six to fourteen years old? When you first see her it’s like really weird she has a banging body , but she has a face like a rat , … I remember Neil’s mother had told him something about his wife Sherrasa so; Sherrasa took that as an insult so Sherrasa tells her husband not to talk to mother , his mother is SICK , ok so he wouldn’t talk to his mother because Sherrasa got mad at his mother , Sharessa was molested by her father , she would try to talk her mom , her mom never believed her , so she doesn’t deal with her mom or her dad!!!!! Sherrasa has all this bitterness , she’s so mean to her husband , she takes her ANGER out on him , she shouldn’t live like that ..(she won’t get help either) she should be talking to someone , therapist someone who help people with these problems!!!!!

Sherrasa Simmons Hill birthday September 1971 50 , La Neil Hill birthday November (1971) he’s 49 . Ollie J Simmons 1950) he’s 71 …they don’t have social media , they get on my fucking nerves with that!!!! ……………………………………….…………………………………………… July 27, 1996 my mom and dad got married!! (Anniversary) 

January 23? Mom tells me she had a dream about Angela; Angela was my dads cousins ex , she was ANOTHER side chick my dad was messing around with while he was married, Angela died , Gibran is my youngest brother I’m extremely close with. his mother died of cancer 2010 , Gibran‘s mother was messing around with him during his first marriage while he was married to Helen and he was always the outside child!!! my mom and very important surgery in 2008? My mom couldn’t have Sex , so I had mentioned “I know my dad has a problem my mom was having complications and I was the one helping her taking a shower helping her put her clothes on helping her in and out the bed and all that , right so my dad had audacity to have sex with Angela in the house!!!!!!! My dad had These friends they we’re married so he told or confine DREW married couple and he told him that he had sex with Angela in the house he thought that was the slickest thing since bread (DREW) I remember him , he had told his wife that “if he says that to me, again I’m going to record him” , so finally the next time they we’re together they met at Cracker Barrel , my dad told him had he sex with Angela in the house for a whole week and he hit his hand on the table , Drew always would tell my mom things , Drew’s wife came with him with and he played the recording for my Mom!!!! that’s how my mom found out about that till this day she’ll would never forget that!!!! DREW & PAT we’re their names My Mom was really good Friends With His Wife ……………………………………………………………………………………(2019) January 5, 2019: Darrell’s mom has a surprise birthday party Cleveland March 2, 2019 Darrell sisters funeral (2020)

August 5, 2020: My Mom had important surgery (breast removed) my mom had her her phone off before the surgery because she didn’t want Darrell trying to be sneaky looking at her phone , Darrell gets big mad!!!!

Darrel takes his son Junior snuck and got another phone (he knew his son would tail on him) 

(2022) February 3, 2022: Alaya has a very strong vaginal odor , a very strong discharge too!! Darrell and my mom got into A HEATED Conversation , this evening he got mad because he had to pay off the bankruptcy , and doesn’t want to share the payment of the house with my mom (that’s what is causing so much stress , he’s really making us miserable , his girlfriend already told my mom he wanted to make us miserable )

Alaya also had blood in her stool on December 31, 2021 (I had noticed the stain on her underwear)

(2022) February 4, 2022; mom and I got our nails done around 11:00A.M. We had to get new set of nails , we had soak off our nails and all that … Darrell had issue we had his car for five hours he had a nasty ass attitude when he left he was already dressed and Nessa work then my mom had gone to get the babies McDonald’s he came downstairs in the car was gone I know he was mad January 10. Darrell gets a ticket

February 5, 2022 My Mom has these shoe racks in her Bedroom , We’ve been busy packing our clothes , my mom has expensive furniture lights candles heart chinaware , Darrell took her shoes from her shoe racks!!!!!! my mom had took a picture of her shoes after she’d put them in the shoe rack , and most of them are gone!!!!! He had said something to her , they got into a heated conversation , I remember!!!!!

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(2022) February 5, 2022 my dad is going to look at OUR house I had found on (February 2, 2022) I’m super excited it’s a very nice house , nice basement and everything …(Darrell goes out of town with his girlfriend (bowling trip) or whatever he told my mom!! February 5: mom and I started packing up the kitchen , because he’s gone , he didn’t pack anything!!!!!!!! On November 3, 2020 there was a guy in Walmart that work for AT&T we had T-Mobile at the time…(Zaire) T-Mobile was really good , My Mom had a senior discount Prior to test test man at Walmart is Zaire lied to us telling us our phone bill would be cheaper than T-Mobile ,, prior to this my mom struggles paying with AT&T so Darrell takes it upon himself and gets another phone …(that was the worst mistake ever) 2015 we had AT&T phone service we could never pay the phones off , so we kept the phones with different numbers , 2016 we had AT&T my phone was off for over two years , that’s when we could afford T-Mobile!!!!! Now we switched out we can’t afford our phone services!!!!!! May of 2019 I had got my phone from T-Mobile!!!!!!!!!!!!! (My Mom couldn’t find Zaire dude . (TV shows) Power Starz June seventh 2014 , February 9, 2020 Power Book II September sixth 2020, February sixth 2022 , Power book III July 18, 2021 September 26, 2021 BMF September 26, 2021 November 21, 2021:/ Love in Marriage Huntsville OWN January 12, 2019 November 30, 2019 , December 11, 2021 December 18, 2021 March 19, 2022 Tyler perry Sisters October 23, 2019, April 29, 2020 , October 14, 2020 March 31, 2021 , June 9, 2021 , December 21, 2021 , January 5, 2021 .. equalizer CBS February 7, 2021 , May 23, 2021 October 10, 2021, February 27, 2022 equalizer

(TV shows continued) 2022 The Good Doctor February 28, 2022

.. 9-1-1 March 21, 2022

September 4 P-Valley September 4

, The Game February 16 2022

last episode of the game was August 5, 2015 .

All American at 8 on CW February 21, 2022

American homecoming at 9 CW February 21, 2022

. The First Lady April 17, 2022 on Showtime

From on EPIX Sunday’s February 20, 2022 at 9

(This is for your diary , Darrell’s work selection)

February 6, &7 Darrell doesn’t go to work , we could pack boxes , it’s easier to do it when he’s not here, cause he’s not watching us do it!!!!

Valentine’s Day February 14, 2021 Darrell had cooked some steaks , baked potatoes , asparagus and lobster tails

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September 7 what a magnificent day I got a library card!

On September 7, 2022 I had gone to the library and got three books well I’m going to upload two books that I’m currently reading I encourage you to open a good book and take care of your self-care and just relax you know enjoy life