There. A sign, worn down by the elements. The person walks across the now ruined road, asphalt cracked, overgrown in the last ten years by plant life, and pushes open the door to what they remembered.
But it isnât what they remembered.
The air is too still.
One of the windows is broken.
The whole place reeks of silence thatâs gone on for too long.
With a weary sigh, they step over the doorframe, and find a seat. The leather hasnât been too badly damaged in the years. As they place their gun on the table, a small animal of some variety makes a noise on the far side of the room, but they pay it no mind.
Not a noise to be worried by.
None of it is, not anymore.
Theyâve made it.
This was their goal.
Just ten years late.
It was nerves that had kept them away.
Nerves that it wouldnât be what it once had been.
That it wouldnât be there anymore.
Or-
Or that the goal of reaching this place was all that had been keeping them going.
They pull out their water flask, and take a sip, remembering their journey. The boy and his father on the farm, just south of Derby.
That militia group that needed help, outside of Stoke. The thriving community that had taken them in, for helping sort that out.
Sandbachâs flourishing crow population.
Chesterâs mad zookeeper. That had been a close call.
That was all behind them. The person was here now. They take a look at the polaroid they had taken on the old toll bridge over the Mersey. The abandoned cars with flaking paint had been faint reminders of the old world.
And now, it was time. They know it. Sitting in the ruins of Istanbul. An old Turkish restaurant. It had caught fire three times, they remember, and they smile softly. No one for the next few decades at least will every have to face a new insurance scam. Or property insurance, for that matter. Their smile widens, and they begin to unpack their bag.
Itâs a slow, methodical process. As they finish, they grab the last of the cracker bread that they had taken from the zookeeper, and crumble it in the bag. They stand in the doorway, and throw it, in handfuls, onto the street. The gulls and pigeons of Woolton descend onto the roadway in a way that the person never saw in the old world. It just didnât happen. There were parks to do this. Maybe Sefton would have been better. But. No.
Turning their back on the feasting birds, the person thinks to themselves that this is the last time. One more door closed.
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Thatâs not me in the mirror.
I know there are steps that I can take,
Shaving daily, a skincare, and haircare routine,
Vocal training, a mountain of research,
Laser treatments, hormones, surgeries.
Thatâs still not me in the mirror.
Iâm not that person, to try so hard.
Itâs easier to just keep going.
Itâs not as good.
Itâs easier to accept that I wonât be who I feel like.
Deep down.
I see her. Occasionally.
Thatâs her, there in the mirror.
And sheâs gone again.
Lost behind the beard.
The tiredness of those eyes.
This is the easier me.
But itâs not better.
I want to change.
I just donât know if I can do it.
If I could ever really see her in the mirror.
Truly.
Not just fleeting glances.
Really there.
Iâm not sure.
I never am.
Can I change?
Should I try?
Will they accept me?
Is this easier?
Or is that a lie?
The mittens would always go to the child who needed them most. Now theyâre yours.
Jess stretched, and looked at her clock. It was eleven.
Eleven?
She bounded out of bed, and into the shower. She was shivering, for some reason. Singing along to Dido in the shower, thought it helped settle her spirit, did not raise her temperature, and once she was clean, she quickly dressed and bundled herself up in the blanket. It gave her warmth. It was like a fire before she froze. It felt so nice, she just wrapped herself up in it and let herself feel comfortable.
She was broken from her relaxed state by a sharp rapping at the door. She quickly went over, and looked through the peep hole. A figure stood beyond, to one side of the door. She could see their shoulder, but nothing else. She went to grab the handle, but something made her stop. She went to her hall table, and grabbed the box with the bracelet. There was nothing inside.
Where was it? Quickly she tore around the apartment, looking desperately for any sign of it. After ten minutes, she resigned herself to the fact that it was probably lost in the jumble of the last few days, and opened the door.
No one was there, she looked down the corridor, but still, nothing. Finally, she looked down, and saw a small package. The label read: âYou need these now, more than I do. Wear them, and feel Heliosâ joy.â
Jess picked it up, and opened it. Inside, were a pair of white mittens, with sun patterns knitted onto them. She studied them, curiously, before deciding that sheâd done enough strange things in the last month, what was one more?
Once they were both on her hands, she waited. Would something happen?
Slowly it crept. Pain. Spreading from her fingers, up her arms. It almost felt like burning, creeping up and up, spreading thoughout her body. She tried to move, to take them off, but she couldnât. Like a statue, she stood, solid and immobile, until finally, her whole body felt like it was being seared.
No. Reheated. Eventually, she was able to move. Eventually, she realised, that something had changed. Her blanket was gone. She could no longer feel it wrapped around her.
As she turned, she stumbled backwards in fear at what she saw. Like a ball of plant matter, made out of wool, the old one was before her. She panicked. Should she bow? Should she say something?
The being seemed disinterested in her. It floated to the fridge, and then inside it. Then it came out again, and came close to her. She was aware of itâs many appendages, almost like feelers, extending out and touching things in the apartment, but avoiding her. Finally, it moved away, and went to the window, before finally, passing through it. As it moved, it seemed to glow, bright colours flashing and dancing in dazzling patterns.
It was only then that Jess noticed how dark it was. A few streetlamps showed a world gone cold. The being was still ascending, floating higher and higher, before, with a sound like a hundred cannons, it sped off, into the atmosphere. Jess couldnât see it after that, but she could see itâs glow, growing and growing.
Jess is floating. Not quite dreaming, not quite awake. She is watching, from anotherâs eyes, as they water a couple of plants, the sun is high in the sky. Somewhere, a church bell rings. Eight times.
âExcuse me, Mister? Why are your Christmas lights still up?â
The man turns to see the source of the voice, itâs a teenager, in old style clothes, holding out a newspaper, as the man takes it, Jess sees that the date reads May 6th, 1932.
âWhat sort of question is that? I just donât want to take them down to have to put them back up. Now take a farthing and get going.â The man Jess is seeing through hands over a small coin to the boy, who looks disappointed, but rides off.
The man finishes watering the garden, and heads inside his house. Itâs nice looking, two stories, and behind it Jess can see the rolling hills of the British countryside. Inside, all is quiet except for the manâs footsteps, as he quickly unlocks a door in the hall, and goes down the stairs that it leads onto. He puts the newspaper down in the small room that he enters at the bottom, and tears the date out of it.
âOkay Mark. Okay. Itâs fine. Just⌠Do it. Wait.â He turns back and flips a switch, and a small bulb slowly illuminates the room. âThere. A new light, for a new dawn.â
Cuttings of grass flow in an ornate pattern around the floor, a few leaves and flowers are interspersed. In the middle, is a pile of fruits and vegetables, stacked carefully. He sets the date down on top of that pile, and begins to walk, slowly, and carefully, around the outside of the pattern.
As he walks, he speaks a language that Jess cannot understand, but that she recognises as Latin. Slowly, the pattern on the floor seems to move, as if shifting, finding life. As the words carried on, the pattern moved more, and more, before rolling back in on itself, around the pile of fruit and vegetables. It then pulled itself upwards. One of the grassy tendrils moved towards the man, who held out a hand, his gasp of admiration was loud, but cut short, as the tendril moved past his hand.
As he looked down, Jess saw that the tendril had embedded, the grass becoming somehow solid, into the manâs chest. He looks up, and manages to croak out âWhy?â before keeling over, and moving no more.
Jess is floating again. She sees another that this new (or old) being has touched, then another, then another, all learning from the first man, Mark.
Slowly it begins to try to understand the people that summon it. Slowly it stops killing them, and instead allows them to talk to it, though it cannot understand. It seems to find small things amusing, seeming to delight over a teapot, as it pours out liquid.
Eventually it learns to understand, if not the words, the idea.
She sees Reggie, asking for forgiveness. What he gets is forgetting.
She sees Jake. Asking for his life back. He gets what life he has slowed down.
But then two people call to it at once. A pair in need. As they hold a small child, not breathing. A doctor stands behind a door, fist clenched in frustration, but the pair call out, in hushed tones.
The being comes to them. And they ask for the child to have life. The being considers what that means, before deciding to get a life that it can find easily. This room has seen a lot of failed births. Together. They might be enough for this one life.
Something is wrong. The child is alive, but it does not look correct. Time hasnât moved for Jess or the being. It looks at the mother, looks at the father, sees the doctor through the door. It can make them think that nothing is wrong. Maybe even make the newly given form child that nothing is wrong.
It has seen a lot of different humans. Even before Mark summoned it, though there was a long time of darkness, it had seen humans before that. As they searched for meaning where none was to be found. It put all of this together, and gave the child a covering, resolved it. If someone with the sight saw it, they would know, but otherwise, it was just another human.
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Jessâ fingers were numb. She felt like her knuckles might decide to go their separate ways. She had stayed up for 48 hours. But finally. It was done. Meg had gone home yesterday, but she had promised to drop in tomorrow. Now, Jess needed to rest. First, she took the chance to lay the blanket out, and admire her work. She was happy. Giddy, almost. It was done.
His image sprawled out before her. It was wonderful. Twisting, unfurling. Never ending, never beginning. Always changing. It was exhilarating. She thought about eating. But no. Sleep first. Eat second. Jess lay down in her bed, pushing aside crumpled pieces of paper from previous attempts to capture his image, and fell asleep.
And as she slept, she saw him. All around her, within her, never ceasing, always changing. Just to be in his presence was enough to bring her such joy. He seemed overjoyed with her. His chosen, having completed the task set for her. Finally, her feelings resolved, he seemed to be asking her a question. Asking what she wanted? Well. That was easy. Something had been bugging her since she and Meg had jumped in time. Since the Pennines had vanished. Even since she found the flute.
And now, she was being offered a chance. She took it.
Reggie and Jake were alone in the cabin by the old gathering site. It had been maybe two years since old man Henderson had used the place, so it was all but abandoned for now. In the big pond nearby, their work from ten years before remained untouched, they had checked. All they needed now was the flute.
Getting it was going to be the hardest part. Reggie was brainstorming. Jake was sitting knitting a blanket. Reggie never got how Jake had got into knitting. Jake often said that he found it soothing. Something mechanical that he could just sit and do. Reggie countered that there was plenty of things like that, and besides, having tried it himself, all he got were misshapen garments and cramped fingers.
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Jess continued to knit the blanket. She didnât know why, but she knew it was unfinished. Her arms were tired from that afternoonâs topiary lesson. But she felt secure in the knowledge that she was learning. In the meantime, she could add a pattern to the blanket, which already had small patterns on it, but was missing something in the middle. She felt sure that it needed something there. It almost looked naked as it was.
Meg was whistling to herself as she cooked in the kitchen. She poked her head round the door quickly. âBangers and mash okay?â
Jess looked up, taken aback by the interruption. âYeah. Yeah that sounds good. Do you want a hand?â
âLooks like youâve got your hands full, and itâs all fine. You enjoy the blanket!â And like that, she was gone.
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The two of them tucked into a dinner of beans on toast. The cabin was sparse, but they knew enough about camping to make it. Besides, they just needed to set events in motion. Reggie knew what he had to do. He had to take the flute.
Jake was trying to reason otherwise. âLook mate, you can just ask to borrow the flute. Iâm sure theyâll let you have it.â
âThey wonât. Theyâve always said that it was not mine to bear, and they wonât change now.â
âWhat if we explain what itâs for?â
âThen it sounds like seeker talk. They definitely wonât let me have it.â
Jake sighed. Looked Reggie dead in the eyes. The campfire lighting his face, as his hands still moved, adding stitch after stitch. âThen you have to take it.â
And with that, there was their plan.
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Jess had not settled on the pattern. Instead she found herself automatically trying to make his image.
To her surprise, it was working. She was making the elegant waves, folds, lines. She was certain that somewhere she would mess up. But she kept going. Kept working at it. Until finally, Meg called her for dinner.
She put down the blanket. She could come back to it later. She felt the pull to complete her work, but knew that she should eat, so, quietly, she stepped out, to join Meg at the table.
Reggie and Jake were sitting with Maia and Louis. The coffee shop, Janetâs, had just opened last week, and it was as nice a setting as the four of them were going to find, given that none of them had jobsâŚ
Reggie was mourning the loss of his wife still, but Jake was helping him to get through the pain. Maia and Louis were mostly along for the ride, but still, it wasnât hard to forget all the intervening years, and just see the four of them, riding their bikes again, on that dark forest path in the shadows of the Pennines. Gods, it had been years.
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Jake, Peter, Meg and Jess were sat in the window booth of Janetâs, a Halifax institution. Teens, businesspeople, and everyone with an hour to kill had been coming here for over twenty years. Jake was looking at the photo. Meg was looking uncomfortable. Peter was somewhat confused.
âSorry, but youâre saying that this photo came from 1987? You can see how thatâs not possible, right Jess? He threw up his hands, placatingly, as Jess snorted, opening her mouth, ready to respond. âI know, I know, you knew this Reginald guy, and that you think this is him, but⌠Come on. Jakeâs not fifty. Heâs thirty three. Even if he was alive in the photo. Heâd look younger than he does there. Maybe itâs just a really good shop?â
Jess was exasperated. This was another mystery, to add to the others. The time travel. The disappearing and reappearing mountains. Her need to create the image (which she was currently doodling on a napkin). They all felt so out of sync, but all connected.
She sighed, and took another gulp of coffee. She wasnât really interested in what Peter had to say, so she shrugged.
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Jake put his hand on Reggieâs shoulder.
âHey, donât you try and brush me off on this. You said your friend had a flute or something right? Like the book? Come on, weâve been friends since school, we all want to know, and itâs hardly like weâre going to disbelieve you, not after what weâve all seen.â
Maia and Louis nodded. Louis leaned forwards, his characteristic crooked smile plastered on his face. âLook mate, itâs hardly news to us, all this magical stuff. So whyâve you kept stum about it all these years?â
Reggie looked between them all, and put his head in his hands.
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âYou wouldnât believe me if I told you. Well, Meg, Jess, you might. Peter, you havenât seen it.â Jake was nervous, Jess could tell by the way that he was sweating. âMeg, Jess, you know how I told you about the snowfoxes, their quests? I was speaking from personal experience. Mine was easy. But I got a gift for completing it.â
Peter was still looking confused. Jess, surprised, leant back; Meg however leant forwards, eager. âWhat was it? What did you get?â
Jake looked around at all of them, then up at the ceiling. He looked like he was looking for an escape route. âTime. I got time.â
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âWhat do you mean that it wasnât the right time?â Jake was looking a little offended, but Reggie cut him off before he could start shooting off comments.
âNone of you were there. Jake youâve been gone for the last five years, dropped off the radar. Maia, Louis, youâve been off in Leeds. What should I have done? Written a letter? I didnât even have an address. It was bloody chance that we all ran into each other on Christmas eve. And donât get me wrong. Iâm thankful. That each of you have come to me again in a bad time in my life, but donât pretend that Iâve been keeping this a big secret from you all. I havenât.â
Maia and Louis looked taken aback at the heat in his words. But Jake looked mollified. âYouâre right. I guess we should be happy to be together again, and besides, the backpackers havenât all met since what, 88?â
â87.â Maia corrected him.
â87 then. But weâre back, Maia, you and Louis are expecting. Iâve had some exciting things happen to me since then, and Reggie, youâve got the flute. I think weâve got what we need to pull this off. And weâve got the time to do it.â
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âWhat do you mean âtimeâ?â Peter was looking even more confused, but he was clearly intrigued.
âSo. Peter, I know this is a lot for you to take in. But that photo is real. It was taken the third to last time that the Backpackers, thatâs what weâd taken to calling ourselves, met. The next time we met was in 92. Maia and Louis were expecting -â
âMe?â Meg had cut in. Jess was shocked. Jake looked surprised. Peterâs eyes looked like they were going to pop out of his head.
Jake recovered first. âWhat do you mean Meg?â
âI mean, theyâre my parents. They passed away a couple of years ago now, but I recognise their younger selves. Dad thought that moustache made him look cool.â Meg looked out of the window, slightly wistfully. Jake continued his story.
âAnyway, in the intervening time, those five years, Iâd been diagnosed with liver cancer. Untreatable. Given mine and my friendâs old dabbling in the occult. I took it upon myself to try and get help that way. If medicine couldnât help, maybe magic -â
âMagic? Magic. Jake youâve gotta understand how crazy that sounds right? I knew you were into the whole dream thing, but actual magic? Thatâs a bit far, you know?â Peter was almost pleading with Jake. His voice begging him to tell him that it was all a joke. All he got was a stony stare.
Jakeâs eyes did not leave Peterâs. âYouâre looking at a bona fide picture of me, taken over thirty years ago, looking near exactly the same as I do now. Where do you want me to start explaining from? Because if you have a year Iâll try and show you that which your mind cannot comprehend.â There was a pause. âNo? Well. Let me finish.â
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âIâve been a snowfox. I completed my quest, and my reward was that I got to ask for a boon. I asked for the cancer to be gone. What I got was time. My body is frozen. I need to eat, to sleep, to breathe and to drink, but my health is stuck as it was four years ago. It hurts. But Iâm alive. And, as far as I can tell, Iâve got a few years to go. So what Iâm saying is that we can complete the ritual. Seal him away. For good. What do you say? You in?â He stuck out his hand.
Without a momentâs hesitation, Reggie joined him. Maia nearly did, but Louis caught her hand, and looked at her bump. She did too, they looked up, obviously torn.
âNo. No, itâs okay. Youâve got someone else to think about now. Me and Reggie, we can do this. If thereâs a change of idea for you, hereâs my address.â
The backpacker conference of 1987. Thatâs what the words on the back of the photo say. That didnât explain why Reginald was standing next to Jake, who looked exactly the same as he did two days before now, when Meg and Jess went to see him.
Jess put the photo down and went back to the box. It had arrived with a letter.
âJess,
I wonât be around to give you this, that much I know. But when you do get it, please, take good care of it. It might raise more questions than it answers at first but keep on learning what you can from its contents, and you will hopefully learn a little about this new world you have entered into.
Regards,
Reginaldâ
The box itself contained a few items. First was a large leather bound tome, filled with handwritten notes, in several different scripts. This had clearly been handed down to many owners. Second, was the photo, of Reginald, looking younger, Jake, looking the same, and a man and a woman who were standing together, arms around one another. There was something familiar about them, but Jess couldnât put her finger on it.
The third item was a blanket. Jess didnât know what exactly it was, she hoped that the book would tell her, but she had found no answers in her quick skimming. It seemed quite short. More of an overly warm and fluffy towel than a blanket. But still, she put it aside for future examination, once she  had had time to go over the book properly. For now, she needed answers, and Jake seemed like the one to give them to her. So she quickly texted him.
We need to meet. Me, you, Meg, and Peter.
It wasnât long before her phone buzzed back. Two letters
Jess sighed at the breakfast she had cooked. All she could see was an absence of his image. All she could see was another failure at her task. But she had to keep trying.
Folorn, she stirred her eggs.
Trying to capture some part of the essence.
as though their wisps would give meaning.
Alas, they are just eggs.
Though, there was something.
The yolk was supported by the whites.
Like his tendrils, long and glorious,
Supported his centre, everchanging.
Surprised by this understanding, she smiled. Progress. That was progress. And Jake had got her booked on a topiary class later that day. She was looking forward to it. The thought of it made her feel closer to him, and that brought comfort to the restlessness within her.
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Jess was having a hard time hearing Jake. Her mind was drifting away. âSorry. Did you say a snow fox?â
âYeah. Thatâs the name for people like you. People who have been designated. Chosen if you will.â
âChosen for what?â
âNo one knows. The task varies every time. But the task consumes them. Makes them unable to focus on anything else until theyâve completed it. It seems to be a sort of compulsion.â
âAnd, snow fox?â
âDonât really know about the fox part. I presume snow because they tend to be chosen in winter.â
Meg jumped in. âIs there a way to undo her being chosen?â
Jess rankled at that thought. She almost felt pride in being chosen. She had to do this. She had to find his image. If she didnât, she would have been chosen wrongly, and that thought made her feel terrible. âNo. I need to do this. I want to do this.â
Meg looked at her, and Jake sighed. âAs I said, Jess, you probably wonât be able to focus on anything else for a while. So what we can do is try to help. What is it that you need to do Jess?â
âI⌠I need to make his image, properly. Everything Iâve tried so far has failed, so I think itâs the medium of the image. Painting and drawing wonât work. Maybe because theyâre two dimensional. In the dream it was a bush that I had cut into shape.â
Jake wrote some notes, before looking back up. âSo you think itâs a three dimensional shape? It has to be?â
Jess thought. âWell, it feels like it? Like, if I picture it in my brain, two dee doesnât feel right. In fact it feels wron-
Meg stood up. âSo letâs get this straight. You get a message from some weird being, and now your instinct is to do what itâs told you?â She started pacing. âDoesnât that seem dangerous? Jess, babe, you have to realise that this feels a bit too far? Right?â She then turned to Jake. âAnd you! You of all people could try to dissuade her! Arenât you supposed to be an expert?â
Jess felt a little bit angry at that, but she bit her tongue, as Jake, calmly, shuffled through his notes. âMegan Rothmaker, of all people, I think you would understand a higher calling when one comes knocking. We donât get to choose, all we can do is interpret as best we can, and I think thatâs what Jess needs to do. You can make that harder, or easier, itâs up to you. But I know from experience that if she doesnât have help, this task will become a detriment to her. So, for Jessâ sake, please, letâs try this?â
He stood, and offered his hand, palm down. Jess waited, then realised what he was doing, and put her own hand out. Meg rolled her eyes.
âThis feels a little bit early teenager, but fine.â She put her hand in. âLetâs do this.
Jess was cutting back a hawthorn. Careful to avoid the pricking of the thorns, she snipped with her secateurs, gently pruning it back. As she stepped back to admire her work, she was happy. It was in their image; glorious, terrible, unfathomable, but she thought she had done a good job.
She woke with a start. What did that mean? She still had the image in her head. She couldnât put it into words. But she knew what it looked like. She wanted to hold onto it. She had to be able to recall it. Quickly, she sat up, grabbed a pencil and piece of paper, and began drawing, frantically. Once she had finished, she stopped, looked at it, and crumpled the paper. It was wrong. It wasnât right, it wasnât correct. She tried again, and it was wrong again. She kept going, four, five times she drew, but each time it failed to capture something about them.
Eventually, the sun broke through the gap in the curtains, and she was taken aback. How long had she been doing this? What was wrong? Maybe it was the medium.
She went to her old craft paints, and started painting onto the paper.
It might have been minutes, it might have been hours later, but she was torn out of this fevered painting by a knock on the door. She staggered to it, still in her pyjamas, and, as she opened it, was met by Meg, who she only just realised how much she had missed the past day.
âChrist Jess you look like shit. Are you okay?â
âOh. Yeah. I woke up really early. And⌠And⌠I canât get this thing right? I dreamt it, but I canât get it right in real life.â
Meg took her hand, looking concernedly at her as she steered her to the kitchen table. âOoookay. Do you want some coffee? Tea? You just sit there, Iâll get breakfast, then you can show me what youâre working on, okay?â
âYeah. Okay.â She realised that she wasnât wearing the bracelet. âWait, I need to get something.â She scurried out of the room, to her bedroom, past the desk where paint was still drying on the top, and grabbed the leather bracelet off of her bedside cabinet. She didnât put it on yet, but walked with it out to the kitchen, and as she rounded the corner, she screamed.
Standing in the kitchen, back to her, was something hideous. Too many mouths, too many eyes, at least several tentacles (which was still too many). She dropped the bracelet. And the moment passed. Had she hallucinated? Meg was standing there, watching her, looking scared.
âBabe, are you okay? Whatâs going on? And what was that?â She came over, picking up the bracelet, between thumb and forefinger. âWhat is this?â
âOh, Reginald gave it to me. Well, he left it for me. He told me to wear it.â
âThe creepy old guy from upstairs? And what do you mean left it for you?â
âOh, oh god yeah. He died, over the weekend.â
Meg looked unsettled. âHas anyone said what happened to him?â
âNo, but the police were round, asking questions, so it might not be, yâknow, old age.â
Meg nodded, still looking a little shaken. âI take it you said that we were out over the weekend, yeah?â
âYeah, but when I got home, I found an envelope, and the bracelet was in there, and a note saying to wear it.â
âSo, let me get this straight. You found a note from a creepy old dude, and a bracelet, and you decided to wear it? Without even checking it? Maybe he coated it in a contact drug? Maybe itâs evidence? Did you tell the police about it?â Meg had raised her voice slightly, Jess, scared, had taken a step back. Meg noticed and shrank away a little. âSorry. Fuck. Iâm sorry jess. I just, Iâm worried about you. You clearly arenât in a good place right now. Do you want to show me what youâve been working on?â
Jess silently nodded, and gently taking Megâs hand, lead her to the bedroom.
âWell. I wouldnât have suggested painting on the desk, but, what are you trying to paint?â
Jess knew. She didnât know where the name came from. Nor what it actually was. But she knew the name of what she was trying to capture. âOfâthilnet.â
âBless you?â
âNo. Itâs Ofâthilnet. I donât know what that is. But I know Iâm not doing it right.â
âRight. Well⌠Maybe we talk to Jake? Or to a doctor? Iâm not sure which would be more appropriate, but you need to talk to someone, and that name sounds supernatural.â Jess nodded. She felt like she was in over her head, and inside, that need to capture Ofâthilnetâs image still burned.
Detective Gallup sighed. Her day had just got much worse. She got into her car, and started heading to the old gathering site. It wasnât just that she already had too many cases to be getting on with. It wasnât just that her partner, Wilson had decided to take the day off, something about his favourite game series just having a new release.
Something felt off today, the colours in the sky were muted. A cold was biting into her, and nothing felt exactly right. But she kept driving, making it to the car park without any problems. A constable was waiting for her, to lead her to the scene.
As they walked, she learned what she could, but the constable seemed uncomfortable talking. All they knew was that the four had told friends that they were coming here, and that none had been heard from since. But the campsite seemed deserted, other than the ruins of a fire that no one had decided to properly remove. The nearby pond was frozen over, and the old archaeologistâs cabin had been left unlocked.
As they made it, there were a few other PCs trudging around, breath misting before them. There was a strange cracking and wooshing sound every now and then, but no one could tell what that was. As she walked onto the scene, she noted that the muted tones she had been experiencing earlier were much more so now. Almost like she was seeing the world in black and white. Maybe she needed to talk to her doctor again.
After thirty minutes of looking, she had ascertained that there were more than just the four who had come and stayed up here, but wind and snow had covered any tracks by the rest. She had also found a few empty bottles of alcohol, stashed in a bush. Those were being bagged for forensics. Still, nothing conclusive, and no signs of the missing people. She hadnât looked at the pond yet, but with the ice, on this dreary day, she was unlikely to see anything.
As she walked over, however, the sun tried, weakly, to break through the clouds, barely succeeding. It was such a change from the black and white tones just a second ago. Colour was back. And it was showing something worrying in the pond. A slight tinge of red to the ice. As she came closer, she pulled out her torch, and turned it on.
Shining it at the ice, she finally had an answer. Four bodies bumped against the bottom of the ice, creating a small crack and woosh noise every time they did. But something was off about them. They seemed to be missing parts of their skin. Something was going on here.
Jess had dropped Meg off at her house, she needed to do laundry. As Jess pulled into the parking lot for her block of flats, she noticed the Ambulance, the Police car, and was instantly a little nervous.
She got to her flat to find an envelope pushed under the door. As she picked it up, she realised that there were bloody fingerprints on it. But it just had a single word written on it. Jessica.
She stopped. Thought. Then, finally, she opened it. Inside was a note, with three words on it, and a thin leather bracelet. She ignored the bracelet, and read the note first.
âWear this.
Reggie.â
She studied the bracelet for a moment. It had runes etched onto the small flaps that interwove with one another. As she watched, they ever so faintly shimmered. Another artefact? And what was with the blood stain on the envelope?
She did as the note said, and put on the bracelet. It felt cool against her skin, and she waited for anything to happen. She wondered why Reginald gave it to her, and as she thought about him, something did happen.
What she was seeing changed. She saw Reginald. He was, presumably, in his apartment. Frantic scribblings onto pieces of paper were all over the table he was sitting at, and a large book sat in front of him. 7:30AM read the clock hanging on the wall. He was writing, into the book. There was a knock at the door. Reginald got up, and headed to the door, grumbling something.
Her vision was interrupted by a louder knock. In the real world, her own door was being knocked on. She checked the peep hole and was greeted with a stern looking police officerâs face. She put the envelope on the table behind the door, bloodstain down, and then opened the door.
âHello officer, how can I help you?â The officer looked her up and down, and the womanâs stern face softened slightly.
âHello Miss, I was wondering if you knew the man who in flat 406? Reginald Hammersmith?â
Jess looked at the woman, and weight up her options. She settled on telling as much of the truth as she could. If she told the whole truth sheâd sound mad. âI, yes. Well, I met him just after new years. Why?â
The woman looked down for a moment, breaking eye contact, before looking up again. âIâm sorry to say that heâs dead. Was found last night by a friend. Appears to have died sometime on Saturday morning. Iâm not saying that youâre a suspect, I just want to know where you were that morning.
Jess was taken aback. Reginald. Dead? No. Couldnât be. But that might explain the bloody fingerprints. She realised the officer was waiting for a response. âOh, sorry. Just. Shocking. Saturday morning? Me and my Girlfriend left the building at⌠What? Half seven? Maybe twenty to eight?? We were going hiking.â
The officer nodded, writing on a notepad. Before shooting Jess a piercing look. âAnd did you see anything suspicious at that time?â
Jess thought, but she couldnât think of anything. âNo, sorry. I wasnât paying that much attention, with it being an early morning on the weekend.â
The officer wrote quickly, then looked back up again. She smiled, but it was tight lipped, and terse. âRight, well. If you think of anything, please contact us. Ask for PC Lansberry, thatâs me. You have a nice day miss.â
And with that, the woman was gone. Jess had forgotten the bracelet for the moment, all she could think was that Reginald was gone. Their one life-line into the new world of magic, and he was no longer able to guide them.
As they gathered in the car park at the bottom of the hill, Jess took a moment to look up at the top. The group were going to an old stone age gathering site, and, with six others, a group of ten, were going to spend the night immersing themselves in what they called âthe old waysâ. Based on the amount of alcohol some of the group was carrying, that mostly meant getting drunk, which Jess wasnât entirely against.
Finally, after waiting for half an hour to see if anyone else would show up, they set off. The group was cheerful, and the weather seemed uncharacteristically warm for early January. The winter sun had burned away the clouds, and stared down at them, a great eye upon the world.
As they stopped for lunch, the group got to talking to each other, and Jess and Meg ended up having a conversation with the singer of the group about how she had gotten into music. It turned out that she had been a classically trained opera singing, but found the pressure too much. She preferred folk, and performing her own styles, which Jess understood. It was what had made her stop playing in band.
They made it to the gathering site, and the ten of them got set up, the alcohol was brought out, and the old cabin, presumably built by whoever first studied the site, was opened up for people to drop off their things.
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Jess couldnât remember much of the night before, but she woke, Megâs arm lazily curled around her hip, and smiled, it was nice to be close to someone, so far away from the rest of the world. When she stepped outside, she saw the band sitting, drinking coffee, chatting away in what she presumed was their native language.
There were flashes of recollection, lots of alcohol, the lot of them learning an old folk round and singing together. Megan screaming in delight as she⌠Something? Anyway. As they set back off down the mountain, all six of them, Meg, Jess, and the band, were in high spirits. It had been a nice trip.
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Jess and Meg had decided to try and enjoy this extra time, at least for the time being. Jess had been practicing with the flute (she had decided that that was a more apt description) and had managed to get the basics of positive and negative emotions down. How it did it, she did not know, but she knew how to use it, and that was what mattered to her.
Other than that, Meg had found out that the group that were going to make the catchy tune, âHyggeâ, were inviting fans to a hiking trip in the Pennines that weekend, and so Meg and Jess had decided to sign on. Maybe it was weird, going to go for a walk with what was currently a small time Danish indie folk band, but they figured that everything else in the last week had been weird, so why not this?
Reginald had resolved to try and read through his old books, so he could tell them more about what he knew, but neither of them had seen him in the last two days. But that was fine, right? He knew where they were.
Jess had resolved to learn a little bit of Danish, or at least one word. Hygge. It didnât take long to learn the meaning. One google search later, and it was there, on her laptop. Fun. It just meant fun. Well, the song certainly was fun. Or would be. Time was confusing her.
So now, the two of them were packing for tomorrowâs trip. Meg was very excited, and Jess couldnât help but share her enthusiasm, it had been a long time since they had been hiking.
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The next morning, the two girls bundled into Jessâs car. Everything packed, they were about to set off, but Meg was patting her pockets, she quickly checked her bag.
âShit. Shit shit shit. Wait, no. I know where I left it! Babe, can I get your keys? I left my phone on the table after breakfast.â Jess shrugged, and handed over her keys.
âGo for it, knock âem dead.â
âI think you mean knock yourself out?â
âOh, right, yeah. Look, itâs early, just go get them. Donât expect me to be making sense until Iâve finished this.â She gestured towards her thermos of coffee, sitting in the cup holder.
âAlright, miss you!â Meg gave her a quick kiss, and hopped out of the car.
âMiss you too.â Jess mumbled as she took a long drink of coffee.
After about ten minutes, Meg came back.
âTook your time.â
âSorry, I needed to pee.â
âJust pee? Ten minutes?â
âOkay okay it was a number two. Can we go? I donât wanna be late!â
âRight you are. Weâll make it in plenty of time.â
And with that, Jess turned the keys in the ignition, and they set off for what the website had promised would be a âScandinavian hiking tripâ.
Reggie had been living in the new house in Halifax for a couple of weeks. With his wife working away as much as she did, it felt lonely. But still, he was having a good time. The neighbours were friendly, and life on this little cul-de-sac was pleasant. The one exception to the friendly neighbours were the people living at number four, across the road from him.
He couldnât say if they were nice or not. All he knew was that they never came out, and the light in their attic was always on. The car in their driveway, a couple year old fiat 124 was gathering dust, and their garden was overgrown.
It made him curious. His wife had often said that he stuck his nose in too far, but he just wanted to know who lived there. So, one evening, after finishing work, he decided to be neighbourly, and introduce himself. As he walked up the garden path, he thought he could see a silhouette in the attic window, someone holding something to their lips. As he got nearer, he began to hear music. Music that seemed to burrow its way inside his brain, an indescribably feel good tune, that lifted his mood. Then, it changed. Became mournful, and Reggie felt it in time with the music. Then, with a quick flurry of notes, the music changed again, instead of a piece, this was a chord. And he felt his body marching quickly to the front door, much faster than he had intended. It was opened before him, and he went inside.
The music had him, and it continued to keep him for many years, until, finally, the player passed on. But they taught him things in that time. Not to do with the instrument, but other things, magical things, like the recorder.
When the owner passed away, Reggie searched for it, but he couldnât find it. Sadly, he resigned himself to life without the wonderful music. Years later, his wife gone, no children to speak of, living alone in a flat in the town he had always lived in, he heard it again, in the flat below him, and once more, he felt at home.