bernie

i need a butch so fucking bad i wish i wasnt having all these health issues and i could just date around and be hot and have fun and also not be stuck in the state of michigan

the doctors still dont know whats wrong with me but im getting my hair done so whatever

so much new merch waiting for me at my parents house.. only a few more days

fuck my stupid baka life

sooo i have gastroparesis. incurable stomach disease. baller

if i have an incurable stomach condition (pretty much guaranteed by this point) what do i even do. drop out?? accept death???? i feel so useless and drained already. how will i be able to work like this?? how will i be able to even function?????

i have done nothing but loose weight. i'm nauseous every day. i get so bloated when i eat i look pregnant. my stomach hurts every time i eat. if i have too much fat, i vomit for hours. i feel like im dying and they keep saying nothings wrong. im so worried this will kill me and they wont know what it is til im dead.

if they keep saying nothings wrong with me i guess have no choice but to get so bad they have no choice but to find out whats wrong

stuffy nose

i feel like i'm dying. not saying this like a joke. my body feels like it's wasting away. like something's wrong

something about knowing my mom will always put impressing her father and working over me and my dad will always put alcohol over me. nice thanks guys

one month away from being 22 and all i have to show for it is an order for another MRI cholangiogram

i love Lists

my dad comes downstairs and just starts yelling at me because i left one piece of pasta in the strainer. dude