kill me please

Is it really negative self-talk if it's true? What if I'm not being self-deprecating but self-aware and realistic? What if people are the ones lying?

when I’m wiping up bl00d and it’s like wack-a-mole whenever one starts bl33ding again

why does it feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?

The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.

You know it's getting bad again when you start fantasizing about killing yourself

Passive suicidal ideation is like no I won't attempt but if I got hit by a car and died that'd be nice