My Daniel Sousa meta: from AC to AoS with a heavy dose of Dousy
(that absolutely nobody asked for)
I have just been really in my feels over Daniel Sousa lately, so I thought Iād write them down.Ā I am absolutely in love with his character evolution, in particular, what Agents of Shield was able to do with him.Ā I feel like we started off with his character in Agent Carter with a young buck of sorts, trying to prove his worth. There was a bit of inexperience there, a bit of naivete.Ā
And he had all of these feelings for Peggy Carter that he didnāt know what to do with, but he tried to act on nonetheless. And when it didnāt work out, he ran away, not by going to California, but by jumping into a relationship with someone else before he had properly dealt with his love for Peggy. Outside of his love-life, when you look at him as an agent, he was clearly good at what he did, but he was still learning. Case in point, Samberly took issue with him as a leader because he didnāt take the time to get to know him. Sousa was a good agent, but he was still learning how to be a leader.Ā
He was also a hero. He was also willing to run into walls, focus on the greater good, even at his own expense!!!!Ā
I believe he wasnāt just talking about Peggy in that scene in the time loop. I think we was talking from experience. I mean, he risked his life to turn off that portal to the zero matter stuff. He made the sacrifice play. (but more on him focusing on the greater good later).
Jump forward 6/7 years, and our first introduction to Sousa is of a confident man in charge, a man who has earned his stripes, and knows how to be a commanding leader. Heās no-nonsense the moment he realizes the base has been infiltrated, and he remains that way for the first several episodes of the season he is in.Ā
I feel like his personality in the first few episodes was just Sousaās leader persona, the man married to his job, focused on the mission, the greater good. He held tight to that persona as long as he could, trying to maintain control of something, anything. Heās still holding tight to it when he lashes out at Jemma and Deke. But when Deke tells him they were all pulled out of their lives, he starts to realize that heās not the only one whoās not in control. But itās when he and Daisy are captured that he realizes that this team is giving their all to this mission, even if they are doing the best they can in the midst of chaos. I think he can, not only see their strengths now, but their weaknesses, their humanity. This allows himself to let down his walls, be more of himself. He doesnāt feel the need to be the man in charge who knows everything. He recognizes heās not the only one fighting for the greater good, even at his own expense.
And we canāt forget about the incredible detective/agent that Sousa is, and proved himself to be over the years. Heās the one who discovered Peggy was helping Stark. His instincts were always right, and he used that big brain of his to get to the truth, JUST LIKE HE DID WITH HYDRA. (and just like he did with the chronicom bomb)Ā
Yāall, I could cry over the fact that Daniel J. Sousa discovered Hydra DECADES before anybody else, and it led to his death. Not Peggy, not Howard, not anyone else over the years until the events of Winter Soldier, did someone realize that Hydra was still a threat. I canāt imagine the amount of detective work he put in over the years trying to get to the truth about Hydra. How long had he known? How long had he been suspicious of colleagues and missions? A part of me thinks he had been following his hunches since Thompson was shot. I think he followed the clues left by that pin they wore that was actually a Hydra symbol. I feel like Sousa may have lost himself in the job, dedicated himself to ending Hydra, and sacrificed his own personal and love life in the process, for the greater good. As I mentioned earlier, I think Sousa was speaking about himself as well as Peggy when he was talking about Daisy and knowing people like her. He sees his own dedication to the cause in her, and he admires it. And most importantly, he knows how lonely it can be.
(Was he starting to realize he was ready for a relationship? That he was lonely? Is that why he checked his hair before going to meet up withĀ āPeggyā at the beginning of 7x03? Just in case they could pick things up again? I donāt know, but there was something sad about that scene, something lonely.)
But can we talk about Daniel Sousa knowing exactly how to lay on the charm? We should have known from the beginning of his time on AoS. If you look back at the episode where heās on the train waiting with Coulson, youāll see the way he confidently flirts with the blonde spy who is trying to get the jump on him. Heās not fooled, not at all. And he plays his part perfectly, acts suave, shamelessly flirts with her, leans in real close to her personal space. These are not the actions of a square incapable of having fun or breaking the rules. These are not the actions of someone who lacks confidence.Ā
And letās not forget the fake relationship trope and how AMAZINGLY Sousa played that role. That took some bravado and confidence. He f*cking swaggered up to her likeā¦wut? But the way he looked that man-child Gideon up and down as he walked awayā¦I died yāall.
But the great thing about Sousa, is that being macho and a flirtatious ladiesā man isnāt his true nature. These are not character attributes that he values, but rather, has learned to use over the years when necessary.Ā I feel like Sousa has had the time and experience from the war, in the SSR, with Peggy, with Violet, and then Shield, to build up his character and his own belief in his abilities, not just as an agent, but as a man who is more than his āaluminium crutch.ā He is a hero in his own right, and most importantly, A GOOD MAN. Heās learned to work within the patriarchal society without devaluing women, or himself.Ā
At his core, Daniel Sousa IS absolutely a SQUARE and a DORK, but not because he has to be, but because he CHOOSES to be. And that is extremely gratifying and sexy. Because that means the minute he learned Daisy reciprocated his feelings, he was able to use that charm and flirt. And he was ready and willing to follow Daisy anywhere, even if it meant breaking the rules. But heās still holding on to his core values that make him a good man and all those square aspects he holds onto.
In closing, Daniel Sousa is capable of being everything Daisy needs, whether itās soft and caring, flirtatious, daring, adventurous, or a dork who is ready to pick her up when she falls.Ā
And I just think thatās really neat. Thanks for coming to my Ted talk.
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