My Darkness Is My Magic.

Verse 1:

It's been a while since I've seen your face

But the memories of you just won't erase

I try to move on, but it's hard to do

When every little thing reminds me of you

Chorus:

I'm losing my love, but I'm moving on

It's time for me to find a brand new dawn

I'll take each step, I'll make it through

Cause I'm leaving the past, and I'm starting new

Verse 2:

The nights are long, and the days are tough

But I'll pick myself up, I won't give up

I'll cherish the moments that we once shared

But it's time to face the future, to be prepared

Chorus:

I'm losing my love, but I'm moving on

It's time for me to find a brand new dawn

I'll take each step, I'll make it through

Cause I'm leaving the past, and I'm starting new

Bridge:

It's time for me to spread my wings and fly

To explore the world, and reach for the sky

I'll find love again, I'll find a new way

Cause life is too short to live in yesterday

Chorus:

I'm losing my love, but I'm moving on

It's time for me to find a brand new dawn

I'll take each step, I'll make it through

Cause I'm leaving the past, and I'm starting new

Outro:

I'll remember the good times, and let go of the pain

I'll learn to smile again, and dance in the rain

I'll keep moving forward, and never look back

Photos from the cruise. Also look how much weight I have lost. I can wear a Large shirt now from a 2XL and 34 waist pants from a 40. I feel healthier as well. I’m starting to love me again. The Bahamas was great. Also booked my next two cruises. Alaska will be one. :)

Life is good. Me and the girlie have been together almost a year now. Roman is also getting so big.

The company called and offered me a position today. They accepted what I asked to be paid.

GPS says 11 hours but with the RV it will be 13.

When I lost my job in Nov I didnt know what my next plan in life was. I wasnt upset or anything I learned not to worry so much. Everything happens for a reason. 

My life has always had obstacles. Its just how I choose to handle them, 

Thankfully I saw this coming with my company I was with and planned well. I saved up so much as a nest egg. I have done well. I have enough to still survive till June or so but thankfully I got this new job. So Ill just toss that in the savings and keep going.