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Let me bleed, watch me die

Aries:Are you happy with everything you’ve got now? Have you finally come to peace with your past and your demons? Even if we can’t be in each others lives anymore, I am still rooting for you from the sidelines. I will always care. Just know someone out there is so very proud of you. Taurus: Stop going to everyone who will only destroy and hurt you more. I know it hurts, but pain exists for a reason. I won’t say you could know joy without knowing pain, but the magical moments wouldn’t be so magical without all the backstory. Learn how to accept it and not fight the emotional storm inside of you. It is your biggest strength. Gemini:Stop trying to kill yourself in the most slow painful ways possible. If you stopped hiding behind excuses you could see what everyone else sees, and the amazement in their eyes when you talk. We all just want you to be okay, even if your okay is hurting. Even if your okay is different than ours. I’m not attacking you, I just want something more for you. Cancer:If these people can’t handle you, it is not your fault. It doesn't make them a bad person either. It just means they are not your people. Just means you are meant for better and greater things then what they are doing. You will have people who still see majesty in your flaws, just wait. Don’t let these shallows make you drown. There’s a whole ocean out there. You just have to hold out for tide to come in. Leo: I know there is darkness in this world so massive it feels like it is going to swallow you entirely. That nothing good could ever exist in this horror. But you are a light to so many others and we can see that. Good things can still exist. We can see your smile, even when you don’t have the strength to wear it. The days where we smile again are coming, you just have to hold on with me. Virgo: Learn to trust your friends. Because they will see your signs of destruction before you will. They will have your back. You just have to listen to them. Even if it hurts. Even if the advice feels like it’ll break you. They are just trying to keep you safe. I know it’s hard to face the truth, but they are your greatest reality check. Libra: Sometimes running away isn’t a bad thing. Escape isn’t the worst solution. Find a better environment. Find a new home. It may not solve all of your problems, but it should stop the night terrors that keep consuming you. Sometimes something new is the only way to heal. Sometimes distance is the only way to break someones grasp on your soul. Scorpio: Stop sitting on the sidelines waiting for life to happen. It’s not suppose to be this passive activity. This is not a concert, you are not in the crowd watching it all play out. Jump in head first. Do that thing that terrifies you. Do something. Because you have hands and a soul and heartbeat. You can still change this story, but you have to take the pen. Sagittarius: Don’t sacrifice your dreams for the sake of practicality. Don’t let yourself have regrets when 5 years down the road you are in way too deep to uproot yourself again. Go for whatever fuels your passion, even if it isn’t the most ‘ideal’ choice. The only thing that really matters is you. Capricorn: Recovery is a bitch. Unsteady steps will happen all the time. Some days you will fuck up. This is all part of it. Learn to forgive yourself. Learn to at least love something of yourself. If you have to love everything you hate, because at least you know what you hate. At least there is still something there. There’s still a chance. Aquarius: They did not break you. you are not broken or fragile. You are a fucking tornado. Start acting like it. You are an entire force of nature that they couldn’t even handle. Do not let them control you. Do not let these ghosts sit in your veins. You deserve more. Pisces: Do not burn those photos. You’ll miss them someday, because some day these moments won’t hurt you anymore. You’ll be able to look back and see them. You will see the smiles and know it was worth it. You’ll look back and not regret it. I promise

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