now get ready... to more than survive!

u can call me cy. my pronouns are they/them or it/its. audhd haver and other fucked up human things. i identify as an interdimensional alien robot/technology visiting earth by inhabiting a human body. if u don't get it idgaf. being a weirdo online helps me cope with life and be my true self.

big music enjoyer. my special interests have been astrology and homestuck (mspa) since 2015. still haven't read beyond canon and everything i hear about it unsettles me so idk if i will. other oddly specific interests include pokemon gen 4&5, be more chill (2015), better call saul (2015), severance (2022), invader zim (2001), danny phantom (2004), and powerpuff girls (1998). i also watched dan and phil games religiously from 2014-2017 but only got back into them in early 2025. i'm so proud of them.

more in-depth nerdy shit about my interests:

[warning: limitless yapping, don't read unless you're really curious]

homestuck:

currently reading it for the first time in years but im at the part where doc scratch stops everything before act 6 and im so fucking mad whyyyyyyy i wish acts 1-5 lasted longer truly. not that act 6 isnt good but thats when it completely goes off the rails it actually had at one point.

will never not mourn the loss of fraymotifs from the storyline! thats so fucking cool clussie why'd you change it!

ps. i don't like him or want to support clussie as a person but unfortunately i think i am a very similar type of fucked in the head which is why i enjoy his work sm

characters who made me realize i was a lesbian at 13: vriska, rose's mom, )(IC

i think all characters can and should be portrayed as nonbinary and/or trans

im like nepeta with shipping i fear

im a dirkjake 4 lifer

latest fav is jadenepfef <3

the ships i couldn't choose between bc they all mean a lot to me so i ship them all in a casual polycule: junevrisrezidovekaridan

also support: rosemary, kanadia, equisol, gamtav, calliroxy, janeroxy

i genuinely dislike da/veja/de unfortunately

also not a fan of the ince/st [and more] in the fandom, you guys are fucked up! (but its fictional so im minding my business)

pokemon

my first game was diamond in 2007, first pokemon a charmander i named chimmy :,) shoutout to chimmy the infernape. got me to the end of the game and everything. unfortunately he was lost to the action replay file corruption incident of 2010. sign.

played bw/b2w2 and was obsessed. tried to play y, got bored, havent played a pokemon game again. i just want my fucking pixel sprites :/

be more chill

helps me to remember how far i've come bc i had my own jeremy and michael type character arcs when i was in high school

also nostalgic bc i first listened to it before i went to high school (its crazy how much the super exaggerated musical accurately prepared me for that bullshittttttt)

i listen to the full soundtrack almost daily if not more. my fav part to sing is the squip's hehe. not only bc robot but also bc his vocal range is closest to mine. yay

pitiful children is my ultimate fav to sing lol. YOU WERE ALWAYS QUITE THE LOOOOOSER JEREMY- (im good at it bc i was self loathing in highschool and my internal monologue may as well have been the squip. actually that would have been cooler if it was. i promise i do NOT want to speak like that to any actual people, yet alone a teenager, thats not the vibe here)

boyf riends means a lot to me. it's literally the ship that got me into the fandom back in the day. cinnabun is also a fav ship.

squipemy is so unhinged and i kinda love it sorry. let robots be gay and problematic (i don't find it unethical bc he's literally inside of jeremy's head bro. that's not a random man)

better call saul

saul goodman and kim wexler are MY LITTLE MEOW MEOWS and i have so much love in my heart for them i find it disconcerting

however i do not ship them.

protect nacho at all costs. leave him alone

same with mike, bro deserves a nap

severance

fucking obsessed with the art, soundtrack, characters and cinematography of this show

DUDE THE MUSIC THEORY IN THE INTRO. ITS SO PEAK ITS LIKE CRACK TO ME THINKING ABOUT IT. THE SYMBOLISM OF THE DISSONANCE VS THE MAJOR CHORD

i ship mark s with helly r because i love doomed and problematic ships that ruin everyone else's day

i love seth milcheck and he better have a life-changing character arc next season

also if they make helly preggers im gonna be PISSED. leave her ALONE!!!!!

IZ / DP / PPG

i developed my personality watching these shows growing up.

they will always be precious to me.

zim is my left brain, gir is my right brain.

also always related a lot to danny fenton and i later realized the gender envy he gives me

had a crush on sam manson the whole time too. had no conscious awareness of this but i was FUMING when she got with danny lmfao. can't believe i was jealous of a cartoon when i was like 8. actually yes i fucking can. ofc i was

blossom is the powerpuff girl who i always pointed to and was like "yep this ones me." it's that leadership initiative i still value to this day.

mojo jojo and HIM are the best villains ever

might add more or make this shorter who knows

upd8ed: march 13, 2026