yeah sex is cool and all but have you ever carved new neural pathways all over someone's brain?

You should be jealous. You should be obsessed. I want nothing more to ruin your pretty brain. I want to hold you captive from inside. I want you to be jealous. I want you to be mine.

I am almost explicitly anti-recovery, why would I ever want you to get better? I want you to get worse. Stay clean? No dear, why don’t you cut yourself more often, deeper. You want to after all, why let anything stop you? Start eating right? No dear, it’s easier to think on an empty stomach don’t you think? I prefer you when you’re at your worst.

Sick little parasocial freak who`s terrified of me and treats me like I`m their saviour. That`s it. That`s the post.

Psychological torture is so much better when it's deeply personal and not just strangers on the internet offering generic harm

want creepy stalker anonssss . . want sadistic , cruel , unforgiving asks . . . obsess over meeee . .

there is barely anything as attractive as self harm scars

conabuse systems where you make eachother split anyone you want, molding eachother to be the perfect match. introject misses a sourcemate? not for long <3

I NEED someone to obsess over me, I NEED someone who doesn’t care how I treat them, I NEED someone who lets me do whatever I want and yet they still practically worship me.