no exo no life.

Guys I literally just arrived home, and I am wanting to get into the habit of writing right away or right after homework, so here is chapter two.

And also this story is going to be in taehyung’s pov

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November 22nd

“This. Fucking. Sucks.” I knew it was a bad idea to agree, or to necessarily be dragged out of bed to hang out with Jimin. “It’s freaking 52 degrees and we’re standing out here waiting to get inside-how are you not cold!?” Jimin rolls his eyes.

“I am cold Tae. Just shut up, we’re almost inside anyways.” I chose not to reply. Even though Jimin was right about us being close to the front, standing outside still made me bitter. Albeit when we did get inside, the hot bodies and upbeat music did lighten my mood. Jimin-of course- noticed this.

“How does it feel to be at your first gay club?” He asked, smug tone laced in his voice. When I didn’t reply, he looked over at me and followed the direction of my eyes. It was like I was in a trance, there were guys everywhere. Not just any guys, but hot guys. Realizing I’m not going to be able to move anytime soon, Jimin grabs my arm and yanks me towards a booth. I follow, not without tripping over my own feet once or twice.

When we arrive at the booth, we take our seats and Jimin immediately orders something that I don’t know. “Jimin,” I say, “Where did you find this place?” 

He smiles brightly before answering, “My friend, Hoseok, bought me here once, and now I come here by myself sometimes.” He says, grabbing our drinks and handing me one. The drink is small and it has an orange color to it. I pick it up, watching Jimin down his like a pro. I look at mine, gulping before tossing my head back and downing the alcohol.

I cough, “What the hell is that?” I ask, starting to cough again.

“Bacardi 151.”

“Jesus.”

I settle down and begin to relax. The music and vibrations from the bass making me want to dance. I get up and walk toward the crowd, my head nodding to the beat. Losing focus of the area around me was relatively easy, and me beginning to dance seemed like second nature. That was until I felt random hands groping me that my high was blown. I slapped them away, sending a glare over my shoulder at the man behind me and began making my way back to the booth.

Upon my arrival, I notice that it wasn’t just Jimin sitting at the table anymore, Namjoon was there, along with Yoongi and two other people. The man beside Jimin seemed to notice me first, wide bunny like smile on his face from something Jimin must’ve said. Jimin also turns when he sees the latter isn’t paying attention to him. “Tae!” He shouts, “Did you have fun?”

“Um...” I gulp, suddenly nervous from the six pairs of eyes on me. “Yeah”

“Come sit! We’ll make room-Namjoon scoot!”

I awkwardly slide in next to the tall man. “Okay,” Jimin starts, “This is Jungkook, Hoseok, Yoongi, and Namjoon.” I nod at everyone. “And guys, this is Taehyung, my roommate.”

“The Taehyung?” Jungkook asks. 

Jimin nods. I raise my eyebrow, “What does he mean ‘The Taehyung’?”

Jungkook is about to answer when Jimin cuts him off, “Nothing! Come, we’re going to dance.” He says, dragging the man along with him, the others follow. Except Namjoon.

There was an awkward silence between us. I take a quick second to give him a once over. He’s wearing black skinny jeans with rips in the knees along and a black leather jacket with a white shirt underneath. His hair gelled back with a 3/4 part. I look away when he spoke. “Have we met before? It’s just that you look familiar and I remember your name from somewhere...”

I release a nervous chuckle, “Yeah, I met you at a bar some time ago, when you were playing Pool with Yoongi.” I say, trying not to make eye contact with him.

“That was you, huh? Well I wanted to get your number but if you remember, I was kind of being rushed out.” This catches my full attention.

“What?” 

                                          ***

When leaving the club, I receive a message from and unknown number.

Unknown:

hey :)

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December 13th

I pull the collar of my turtle neck up trying to shield myself from the cold yet failing miserably. I try to focus on where I’m going rather than the weather, and upon taking the last left of my semi power-walk I finally spot the coffee shop.

I hurriedly walk in and look for the man that invited me here. After looking for a minute or so I finally see someone waving at me, in the far corner of the shop. I smile and wave back, beginning to make my way toward him.

“Hey.” I start.

“Hey.”

We sit there, staring at each other until we burst out in a fit of giggles.

“I ordered you the same thing as me if you don’t mind.” he questions. I bite my lip.

“It’s fine.” I smile.

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January 7th

I’m walking into my apartment when I receive a text. My stomach flutters when I see who it is.

Namjoon <3:

Are you free tonight?

To Namjoon <3:

What if I am?..

Namjoon <3:

Go on a date with me ;)

I smile at his wink.

To Namjoon <3:

Where?

Namjoon <3:

It’s a surprise, I’ll be there to pick you up at 8.

I look at the top corner of my screen; 

7:07.

I don’t believe I’ve ever taken a shower so fast in my life.

                                            ***

Oh. My. Gosh. This is so freaking cute. He is so freaking cute. He is so freaking perfect. 

Right now I find myself watching my date lean in the backseat to grab a backpack full of snacks, his laptop, and different DVD’s. We’re in a clearing in the forest, the sun has set, they’re not a lot of stars in the sky, but it{s amazingly perfect.

That seems to be the only thing I can think of him now. Perfect. Everything he does is perfect. From the way his dimple shows when he laughs, when he accidentally trips over his own feet at times, when he forgets his car keys, and when he stutters over his own words causing the blush shows on his cheeks. Or when he walks out of his house looking so fucking badass that the blush ends up on my cheeks and he notices with a smirk on his face. Gosh, he makes me want to drop to my knees. 

Let’s just agree that Namjoon is perfect.

                                          ***

February 1st

To Jiminnie :3:

Can you come over please?

Jiminnie :3:

Omw.

I hear Jimin’s door open and close. Feeling like I’m starting to sweat nervously, I quickly wipe my forehead. A few seconds later, Jimin walks in and hops in bed me. He raises a brow.

“I want to have sex with Namjoon...” 

Jimin blinks before launches himself at me. Tickling and poking me everywhere. Questions like, ‘When?’, ‘Are you sure?’, ‘How do you know if you want it?’, ‘Do you love him?’ are thrown at me. I am unable to answer due to my own laughter.

“Jimin-wait!-oh my goodness-ah!” 

We’ve fallen... Mayday.

“Jimin get off me.” I grunt, pushing him lightly.

We’re panting softly by the time he lets go. He makes a gesture for me to continue and answer his questions. 

“I don’t know when and no I’m not sure, but Jimin,” I take a deep breath before finishing, “I really like Namjoon. Like really really like Namjoon, and I feel like if we were to have sex then I could answer your last question.” I say, looking straight at him. He softens before reaching for my hand.

“I don’t feel like that’s the best way to find out, but if that’s what you want to do and it makes you comfortable, then I’ll support you.” He nods.

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February 13

“What’re you doing?”

“Well, Namjoon is coming over soon so I am cleaning up while I still have the time.” I say, picking up a sweater. “But I’m not even sure what time he’s coming-” I’m interrupted by knocks on the door.

“Jimin I have to go, Namjoon’s here.”

“What? No! We just started talking-”

“Yes, I know, I’ll talk to you when you get off work, bye!” I reply, hanging up.

I quickly make me way over to the door. Without hesitation I swing it open. A wide smile breaks out on my face upon realizing who it is.

“Hey.” 

He smiles back. “Hey.”

I scoot back, allowing him entrance. “Are you spending the night for tomorrow?” I ask.

“Yes. If you don’t mind.” He answers while taking his shoes off and looking around.

“No, no. Not at all.”

I follow behind Namjoon, sitting beside him on the sofa. I bite my lip. 

“Sooo,” I start, “I have movies, they’re mostly Pixar aside from a couple comedies.”

“Yeah that’s cool. Do you have ‘The Incredibles’?”

I gasp, my eyes widening. “That’s my favorite.”

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(1)  (3)

promises; im jaebum (4)

word count ; 1,179

warnings; smut

(creds to owner of gif)

in which a guy makes promises he can’t keep

i woke up the next day, same setting it is like any other day. alone in bed with no texts from jaebum.

all the while i was home alone, i started cleaning up the living room. until i came upon a picture of me and jaebum.

we were so happy, i remember it like it was yesterday. we were sitting at the yogurt shop down the street, it was our first date and we were both smiling. oh the days, i smiled at the picture and put it back on the shelf it was on.

i was finally done cleaning around 14:35, i heard the jiggling of keys

that’s weird, jaebum is never home this early.

the next thing that happened really surprised me, he walked up to me and embraced me in a tight hug, a hug that you give your lover when you haven’t seen them in so long and for the first time i felt that jaebum loved me back and actually cared.

“i missed you so much, im so sorry i haven’t been here like im supposed to, im sorry for ignoring you and im so so so sorry for her” he said still hugging me tight as ever as he whispered in my ear

i wrapped my arms around him and pulled impossibly closer, it felt like the world stopped and it was only us, i was stuck.

this man right here is who i fell in love with.

he took me out tonight, he took me out for the first time in almost a year. it went so wonderful he took me to Jihwaja Seoul,

as we went home he held my hand as he drove and he smiled at me, nothing could ruin what is happening right now.

we stepped in the house and as soon we stepped in he pulled me into a passionate kiss, as he wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up taking me into the bedroom

he laid me down on the bed and flipped us over so i was now on top, his hands started roaming down my body and to my ass, he gripped it so tightly and grounded his bulge against my now soaking core through my panties

“tonight is about you and tonight you’re gonna be treated like a queen” he said as he flipped me over and pulled my soaked panties down my legs and threw them over his shoulder

i sat up and threw my dress off and spread my legs wider.

“baby you’re soaked, who knew daddy still had this effect on you” jaebum started to tease my clit as he kitten licked my lips

“baby please don’t tease” i whimpered as i tan my fingers threw his hair

as jaebum spread my lips with two fingers he started to lick up and down my pussy, as i started rolling my hips into his mouth, gripping the dark brown locks harder, he started to tongue fuck my pussy with his thumb rubbing my clit, walls clenching around his muscle i threw my head back into the pillows moaning his name “fuck ja..jae..jaebum fuck!” i was so close to cumming, so so close his tongue curls and hits my g-spot, my thighs started to shake uncontrollably “daddy im gonna cum!” i scream as he shakes his head from side to side making slurping nosies.

“oh god daddy, im gonna cum all over your tongue!” i say squeezing my eyes shut and bucking my hips against his face, i gasped as he pushed two fingers into me and my juices spill out onto his tongue and fingers. as jaebum comes up from eating me like a starved man my juices are running down his chin and he licks his lips, i pull him close and kiss him tasing myself on his tongue. “take off the rest of your clothes daddy” i pout running my hand over his bulge

he stands up and pulls his pants down along with his boxers, his cock slaps against his stomach, tip fiery red, leaking pre cum. he climbs back onto the bed and wraps my legs around his waist as he runs his tip along my clit and smacks but against my clit twice pulling a low moan from my lips, making me buck my hips into nothing he guides his length into me and i feel the delicious stretch of his cock into my tight pussy “fuck b..baby, you’re so fucking tight!” he groans shutting his eyes and pulling his length out leaning the tip in and slams into me

i arch my back off the bed and grab onto his shoulders shutting my eyes, jaebum startes pounding away at my pussy “you like that babygirl, you like my cock pounding this tight little pussy. daddy’s gonna stretch this pussy out so nice and you’re gonna take it all” he said as he threw my legs over his shoulders now getting deeper than before, this new angle has my eyes rolling in the back of my head. his cock is filling me up and hitting all the right places i can feel another orgasm coming my toes start to curl as i brought my hand down to my clit and started rubbing in fast circles, “yeah rub that pussy baby, daddy is proud of you” he said licking his lips and pounded at my g-spot

my body starts shaking again, im screaming his name and my i jolted up as i cum for the second time tonight, jaebum’s thrusts start getting sloppy “fuck baby daddy is gonna cum, where do you want my cum” he said slowing down “cum in me daddy, fuck!” if possible i could’ve swore i felt his cock grow bigger inside me. he was cumming, heavy spurts of cum shooting into me, he milked himself inside me “fuck baby, look at your pussy all swollen and full of my cum” he painted as he pulled out of me and looked down at his masterpiece

he rolled over to the other side of bed and pulled me close to him and just like that, i fell into a deep sleep

i woke up still wrapped in his arms, i couldn’t help but smile as i heard his light snores and i looked up at him his mouth slightly open and his arms loose around my hips. as i pulled away from his embrace and picked up his shirt i walked down to the kitchen and started breakfast.

i was almost finished with breakfast when i felt his strong arms around my waist and his face in my neck, “good morning baby” he said kissing my neck, i giggled and turned around and pecked his lips

when we ate breakfast we talked about any and everything that we loved and wanted to do, this is how i wanted it, this is how it’s supposed to be.

welcome to my trash (:

DONT BE SURPRISED IF I SUCK BECAUSE YA GIRL KNOWS

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EXO

Kai

Debt  (1)  (2)  (3)   

BTS

Vmon

Need Help? (2)  (3)

GOT7

Jaebum

Sorry it’s taking me so long to update lovelies, I have just been very busy at home, but here’s this crap.

“You-are a liar...” I glare at him, not even recognizing the sound of my front door opening and closing. “I don’t owe you anything-as a matter of fact I gave you everything you have as of right now. What more could you want from you selfi-”

“Jiyeon? Babe?” I hear Chanyeol rather than see him walk into the kitchen. I force myself to relax and smile as he hugs me.

“Hey, how was work love?” I ask, ignoring the way Jongin’s body tenses from the corner of my eye.

“Well I got off early, that’s a plus. Other than that it was okay.” He replies, turning to look at the other male in the room. “who’s this?” 

Jongin shoots out his hand, “I’m Kai,” he interrupts, using his alias. “Jiyeon’s former boss.”

“Former boss my ass.” I mumble.

“What was that?” Jongin asks.

“Nothing, I’m just wondering why you’re still here. Or why you even showed up.” Both Chanyeol and Jongin look taken aback from my response. I held my ground, waiting for an answer from Kai.

Jongin stands up straighter and takes a step toward me. “You know why I’m here Jiyeon. Even if you did forget, I’ll remind you and I’ll keep reminding you until you pay what you owe. You know what I’m capable of and even though I’m leaving without you, I’ll be back. I promise you that.” With that, he takes a step back, not bothering to spare Chanyeol a glance and walks out the house.

Three weeks. It’s been three weeks since Jongin last showed up unannounced at my house, and within those three weeks I’ve done everything to try and rid his words from my brain. Yet everywhere I go I feel as if I’m being watched-as if I’m being hunted. And it’s not long before the predator pounces on his prey.

“-eon? Jiyeon? Are you okay?” Minseo asked, worried face awakening me from my daydream. “You’ve been really distant for a while, have I done something?”

“No!” I immediately respond. “I’ve just got a lot on my mind, with bills and trying to get work under control.” I lie, looking away.

“Oh.”

The atmosphere around us is tense and I already feel guilty. I haven’t told her about when Jongin showed up, and now I’m lying about these weird feelings of being watched. But I know I can’t tell her just yet. Minseo is the type to act without thinking, and I know as soon as I told her about me and Jongin and also his job, she would do something irrational. 

While Minseo had invited me out to the mall with her, I was very reluctant to go. Simply because Jongin owns the mall Minseo always wants to go to. Every time we walk into a store, I’d try to hide behind racks of clothing to prevent cameras from seeing me. It was a mess. As we were walking towards the parking lot, bags and smoothies in hand, it dawned on me that I would never be able to escape from Jongin. With as much power that I’ve given him, with as much money he has, it seemed nearly impossible. 

“Jiyeon, I parked on the opposite side of the mall, so I’ll leave first. Get home safely, okay?” Minseo says in a meek voice. I nod in understanding.

The feeling of being watched came back. 

I quickly look behind me, seeing nothing but rows of different vehicles. I turn back around, starting to speed walk with this itchy feeling of eyes on me toward my car. It wasn’t until I heard different pairs of shoes also starting to speed walk behind me that I broke out into a full blown sprint. I promptly look behind me and see three different men chasing me and notice that the distance between us is decreasing every second. Without hesitation, I launch my smoothie at the man closest to me and focus on running again. I know I’ve hit the jackpot once I hear a loud ‘Shit!’ behind me. 

Realizing I’m beginning to tire, I cut through a slot of cars trying to loose the men. When thinking I’ve lost them, I crouch down and try to catch my breath. I can’t stay here... I thought. Gathering up whatever energy I had left, I look up and try to find my car. Once I’ve spotted my sleek black beauty I take off running towards it again. Feelings of relief flood through me when I make it safely without the men spotting me.

But what I failed to notice upon pulling out, was one of them filming me, and my car...

I slam my door shut, searching through my phone for only one person. “Where the hell is it?” I ask aloud. I finally find his contact name and immediately press the call button. The sound of the dial tone continued to frustrate me. What the hell is he-

“Jiyeon! Babe, how are you? When I told you I’d be back I didn’t mean this early. Do you missed me already?” He starts as soon as he answers.

“No, Kai, I don’t miss you. I’m just calling to ask you why the hell you think its okay to send your men after me in a public place! Not even in a public place just sending them in general?!”

He was silent.

“Kai?”

“...I didn’t send any men after you Jiyeon...”

(one)

This short little… idk what this is, was requested by @purpleisvmon, and i have no clue what to think about this because I’ve never written or thought about a story with them as the main characters/ship. So i bring to you my crappy work, ‘Need Help?’

“I don’t understand what the hype is about Pool nowadays.”

I look up upon realizing the people in front of me have stopped their game to glance at me before throwing their heads back, laughing like they’ve just heard me say the funniest shit ever. I shift slowly on my feet as they begin to calm down and stare at me.

“What?” I ask, suddenly nervous from all the different pairs of eyes I see. I begin speaking to try and hide how anxious I’m becoming. “It’s true! Pool isn’t even a game worth playing, you’re just hitting large pieces of rocks into different holes with nets. Where’s the real fun or competition in it?”

The man holding a cue stick scoffs and shakes his head. “We don’t play for fun kid, we play to win.” Upon saying that, the tall man swiftly bends down, taking aim upon what I recognize to be the 8 ball, and without hesitation, makes it into the nearest net. A shorter man with the other cue stick walks over, grumbling under his breath.

“God damn it Namjoon, I swear, I can never get a fair game out of you.” The one looking to be 5′9 pulls out several twenties and leaves them into the mans-Namjoons- hand.

“Don’t hate the player, hate the game!” He calls out after the guy. He looks over to me whispering something, not even trying to be discreet. “Yoongi always was a sore loser.” I raise an eyebrow in amusement, also hearing the others around him begin to chuckle. 

“Namjoon!” Said man quickly turns his head in the direction of the voice. “I’m leaving, and if you’re not out here I’m going without you.” Yoongi, from the front of the bar shouts.

Namjoon nods and turns back to me with a smirk on his face. “What’s your name kid?” He asks.

I gulp, briskly looking away from his lips to his eyes. Without further hesitation I answered.  “Taehyung.”

(2)

I PROMISE MY NEXT CHAPTERS WILL BE LONGER!

Requests are open! I admin lex am taking,

• angst

• fluff

• smut

I’ll be taking request later for,

• bts

• exo

• sf9

• seventeen

• astro

• stray kids

• Monsta X

• ikon

promises; in which a guy makes promises he can’t keep

word count : 710

her pov,

i was livid! how dare she do something like this. i can’t be angry at anyone but myself though, i let this go on for so long and and now im the one getting hurt even more.

what do i do? go and be embarrassed or stay home and still be embarrassed. which ever i pick, i will still hurt in the long run. it’s always a dead end for me.

after she left i tried to call jaebum and let him know that i really needed him here.

no answer... shocker.

here i am crying my eyes out and panicking because that’s all i can do—

[ the party ]

her pov,

“wow”

it’s all i can say, i can’t say i was really surprised this happened. but i was just hurt that he could’ve been so careless and i could be so sensitive. all i could think was this was my fault and i should’ve been a better partner. or tried to confront him about this.

i watched as he grabbed on her hips with force and a smirk on his face letting their lips collid, i watched as he held her close as if he was afraid to lose her,

i remember when jaebum held me that way.

“y/n!” my eyes tore away from the scene in front of me to search for the person calling my name—

—youngjae.

he came speed walking towards me and engulfed me in a hug,

“how have your been” he asked once he pulled away from the hug

if you only knew how much i wanted to disappear right now, youngjae

“great! how about yourself ” i forced a smile.

“i’ve been good.” he said with a small smile

all through the night i was with youngjae, drinking my life away and ranting to him because he was the only that would listen. what has my life come to. my own boyfriend doesn’t even want to see me anymore

but, all i could think about was if jaebum was ok or if he got home safe.

stupid of me right?

i can’t help that im madly in love with a guy that doesn’t even care about my existence but sees me as a object.

i can’t help that every time jaebum apologizes for every promise he couldn’t keep or every time he fucked up i want to pull him in my arms and tell him everything will be okay, because it won’t and it will never go back to the way it used to be

oh the days,

i can’t help that no matter how many times jaebum breaks his promises i will still love him, i will still love him even if he couldn’t keep one of his most simple promises

“i promise to always be there”

the next morning was the same as all the other ones, i woke up to a empty bed and a even emptier house

i checked my phone to see if i got any messages from jaebum, no

but there was one from youngjae,

jae : your car is here at the dorm and so is jaebum

03:15

i wonder what all went down if i was too drunk to drive home, but thank god for youngjae he’s truly a blessing

two bus rides and a five minute walk later, i was at the dorm

i gave myself a pep talk and told myself to get those keys and leave as soon as possible. why am i such a wimp? why can’t i just tell him how i feel and end things

oh yeah that’s right, ive been in love with this man for almost 4 years now and he’s the only reason im breathing and happy. without jaebum i feel like im suffocating, jaebum may not be perfect and god knows our relationship isn’t the best but i feel like i could give jaebum everything. i would die for jaebum no questions asked

but im so damn stupid, if i want closure or at least to see him i need to stop letting him walk all over me

i love this man lord knows i do. but it’s has got to stop somewhere