I think the weirdest thing about the featured image for this post is that I canāt remember who took it.Ā Actually, looking back, I canāt remember anything about the day I graduated from high school. I think we were in the gym for the ceremony. However, since my brother has part of that floor in his living room, I probably wouldnāt recognize it anymore. This picture really resembles a single momentā¦
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Normally, I steer clear of politics, or any matter that concerns actions taken by officials.Ā However, in this case, I canāt do that. In high school, the only thing I ever successfully built was a bird feeder. Honestly, Iām not even sure if that lasted through one year of outdoor weather. Even if I had wanted to, I probably never would have been able to make a clock, but thereās someone who didā¦
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Love doesn't make sense! I mean, you can't logic your way into or out of it. Love is totally nonsensical! But we have to keep doing it, or else... we're lost and love is dead and humanity should just pack it in. Because love is the best thing we do.
I think that for most of us we leave the military wanting desperately to escape. At some point, the majesty and nobility and glamour runs out. The pride ha
The other night, I decided it was time to break my no dating rule. To provide disclosure, it was a massive failure. Itās amazing how someone can seem so perfect through text messages and then when you meet them, theyāre just not.
As I showed up to Riverwest Filling Station, I allowed myself to get my hopes up. Then I walked in. At first, everything appeared to be good. Then he started twitching nervously. Tapping his hands, cracking his knuckles, and eating endless amounts of popcorn. Suddenly I realized something, he wasnāt him. In a split second, I realized that the man sitting next to me at the bar was not the one.
In my mind, I suddenly became incredibly self critical. How could I make that judgement without giving him a chance? How could I be so cynical? Why is he ānot the oneā?
Before I pulled into my apartment parking lot, I knew one thing for sure; I am not the only girl out there who is running into these issues. So this is for the girls (or guys) who know exactly what theyāre looking for, but they arenāt quite sure how to find it.
First, and foremost, donāt settle. Odds are, you are probably starting to date for marriage, so settling is literally the last thing you want to do. If he seems like he has annoying habits that really irritate you, then heās not it. Even if you manage to date him for a couple months, eventually those annoying habits are going to eventually be the death of your relationship.
Obviously Iām single, but when I think of what I want, I recall something one of my cousins boyfriends said a couple weeks ago on a camping trip. I asked him what one thing he disliked the most about her, and he responded, āThereās nothing I donāt like about her.ā Thatās exactly what you should want to be able to say.
Second, donāt second guess yourself. Realistically, Iāve been on a lot of dates. Truthfully, none of them were exceptionally awesome. Sure, a few of them turned into relationships, but they werenāt my forever. So hereās the thing, donāt question your instincts.
Instincts are amazing! Think of motherly instinct for a moment. Your mom always knows who should be in your life and who shouldnāt. Mothers have literally lifted entire cars to save their children. They go through countless hours of horrific pain to give birth to you, but would stop at nothing to protect you. All based on motherly instinct!
So if your instincts tell you heās not the one, he isnāt. Donāt try to force it, donāt try to rush it, and donāt try to conform him into the one youāre searching for.
Third, the feelings are probably mutual. If you arenāt feeling it, he probably isnāt either. To be honest, you could probably just walk out and cut your losses. In my case, I normally let the events play out and at the end of the night, I try to convince myself not to waste the time. Be careful, though, because he might still try to get you in bed.
That leads to the fourth guideline, set your standards. Youāve been on enough dates with guys that werenāt dishing out what you were craving. You know what you want, so find it. Donāt lower standards because your desperate for love. Donāt fight destiny, itās not worth it.
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** I wonāt say their names. If you know them, you do. But otherwise, just realize that they were all so special to me**
To my First Love:
I wish I could say I remember the first time we met. I think it was in seventh grade, in the hallway at school.Ā
The first thing you should know is that I miss you and I always will. I donāt really miss you as much as I miss being a teenager, living in the backwoods of Wisconsin, with the entire world in front of me.
I remember the day I left, and I remember wondering if Iād ever stop regretting leaving you behind. Eventually I did. As much as I wish we were, we arenāt meant to be together. You have your life and I have mine and, realistically, one day our paths will stop crossing. But know this, I will always remember you. You werenāt the perfect person, and neither was I.Ā
You were my first love and you will always have this incredible place in my heart, but itās time to let you go. I know youāll read this one day and wonder why. Know itās not me and itās not you; instead itās time. We were teenagers and now weāre not. Weāre adults and we grew into very different people.
To the Love I Left Behind:
I will never forget the day I met you. Iāll never forget the moment you put your number in my cell phone. Iāll never forget the last time I saw you, locked out of your room. I will never forget how I loved you, but I will eventually stop. I honestly already have.
You made my Walk to Remember dreams come true. I waited so long to have a late September love. You were him. You were so incredible and you made me smile more than I ever thought I could.
Youāve moved on now, and Iām glad you did. I will always look back on you as the perfect love, because before we could mess it up, I was gone. Youāll always be in this perfect little package of happy memories from a moment in my life when I couldnāt slow down, but you saved me from drowning.
To the Love Iāll Never Forget:
Ah, itās time for you.Ā
With you, our relationship was horrible. We loved each other more when we werenātĀ together. We never discussed our love, but it was always there. We fought so much, that it never worked. But you are the one I will never forget.Ā
You were there for two years, and we dated for about two weeks. I talk to you still, but itās different. You were such an ass, but you always cared about me. Realistically, you are both the worst and the best thing that ever happened to me.
I will remember you forever, even if I never see you again. Our love was unique because it developed after we were friends and youāve only said it in one sloppy, drunk voicemail.
Sincerely,Ā
Cassi
P.s. I miss you, but youāre not the one. Thanks for teaching me some lessons and changing my life.Ā
Well, I've been down a time or two, but it never lasts long
I can always make it through on a wing and a prayer and a song
Ain't it funny how a melody can bring back a memory
Take you to another place in time
Clint Black, āState of Mindā
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Once again, Heather Graham produced a five star paranormal romance/mystery! This one takes place in the outskirts of Nashville, the first city that was won back from the confederates during the civil war!
Olivia works at the Horse Farm, which is a therapeutical program that integrates animals and troubled individuals of all ages. The founder, Marcus, suddenly passes away after over dosing on heroin and falling in a ravine. Of course, this fall would be more believable if Marcus hadnāt been in recovery for over twenty years. Then again, maybe itās Oliviaās ability to communicate with the dead that gives in away.
Olivia immediately calls her cousin Malachi and asks that he sends an agent out to do some snooping around. However, she didnāt think it would be heart throb Agent Dustin Blake who would grace her presence. As the sexual tension rises between the two, the seriousness of the murder rises when the villain hits another bulls eye.
Suddenly, Marcusās successor ends up electrocuted after a close call with drowning. When the local sheriff realizes that disaster has struck, he encourages Dustin to call in more federal agents.
However the mystery continues when the law officials are unable to decide which employee at the Horse Farm is committing these heinous crimes. More questions remain in regards to why an employee is committing the crimes. More significantly, is an employee committing the crimes?Ā
With assistance from the voices of the past and thoughts of the present, a murderer is caught. To see who committed the crime, take a day or two to read the book!Ā
Like many other Apple addicts (iPhone, Mac Book, iPad, etc.), Iāve tried other to use other music streaming venues on my iPhone. Iāve use Beats and Iāve used Google Play Music, and both were great. That is, until the didnāt work with a running app, or until they crashed abruptly while I was driving down the road because theĀ āapp was not compatibleā with my iPhone while the GPS was running. Hopefully itās time for that to change.
The Beginning
As usual, every adjustment to Apple products begins with an update. So Iāve already went through that process. I then opened the Music symbol (very pretty, FYI) and chose to begin my 3-month free trial. It then asked me if I would like to use a singular payment plan or a family plan. Family plan is five dollars more, but it can be shared with up to six different people.
This family plan thing has me curious, so Iām going to test out what exactly I can do with family sharing with a friend. If itās not all itās cracked up to be, I will not continue participating.
My Hopes
I sincerely hope that Apple Music is everything I want and more. Now you may be wondering what I want. I want the following:
Unlimited Selection of Streamable Music
For me, music is a part of my daily life. Certain songs make me happy, certain songs help me relieve stress, and certain songs carry a thousand memories. I want all of those songsĀ at the tips of my fingers.
Easy Organization Standards
I want to be able to organize all my favorite hits at the tap of a button. I donāt like putting in unnecessary work when I know something is already possible.
Compatibility
Yes, I need Apple Music to be compatible with my life. But really, I need it to be compatible with all of my apps. In other words, I donāt want to have any songs downloaded on my phone more than once. I want my playlists to transfer to all of my devices, as well
So, the game plan is that I test out Apple Music for about a week and then I give you my post review. But hereās my challenge to all the other Apple lovers out there, try it yourself! Itās a 3-month free trial. Honestly, there isnāt much to lose!
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Let me start with a disclosure, Iām not a virgin, Iām not a prude, and Iām not a Bible thumper.Ā
This being said, last January I woke and realized I was not happy. I was going through the motions and not getting much in return. Sure, I would date guys, it would go well and theyād text for weeks after. The problem was, if I was feeling it, they werenāt and if they were feeling it, I wasnāt. So I decided it was time for a change, and I stopped dating. The end result is, the past six months have been bliss and I am so happy with my single life! (That doesnāt mean I want to be single forever.)
Since Iāve stopped dating, some pretty amazing things have happened to me.
First, I found myself.
Cheesy, I know. But itās true. Since I quit dating, I stopped focusing as much on what people wanted from me and started focusing more on what I wanted to give people. I truly love that I am who I want to be and absolutely no one alters my desires. I do what I want, when I want, where I want and with whom I want.
Second, I donāt cry.
Thatās an abrupt lie. I cry all of the time. For example, I cry when I here sad songs, I cry when I watch sad (or happy) movies, and I cry when someone passes away or gets married. I donāt cry over petty relationship drama. I donāt worry if someone doesnāt call because, since Iām not dating, there is no one that should be calling.
Third, Iām free.
No one else has any say in my decisions and it is so empowering. I get to do anything I set my mind to! No one else has any control over my mind. Since Iāve quit dating, I have developed so many friendships with so many incredible people because I no longer have all my focus on finding my soul mate.
All good things come to an end.
As Iāve stated before, I donāt want to spend my entire life single. As a matter of fact, I want to have a family and a loving husband one day. Hell, like most girls, I plan my wedding on a daily basis. However, I now know who I am and who I donāt want to be. The man who convinces me to becomeĀ āunsingleā will have a lot of work to do and a lot of determination! Iām sure I will meet him when the time is just right!
Okay, so youāve finally went and purchased your first (or if youāre like me, your third) Kindle! Everyone has a different reason for wanting one, but personally I love my Kindle Paperwhite because I honestly donāt want to have my book allow me access to the entire social media world. But here is some serious advice regarding how to save money while getting the most out of your Kindle.
Donāt put a card on your account! Just donāt. Itās so easy to buy new books, but I recommend a gift card so that you donāt over spend.
Donāt sign up for Kindle Unlimited! Youāve probably seen this more than once. But understand that itās really not worth it. I had it for over three months and never actually read a single book offered through Kindle Unlimited.
Do get a library card! Now youāre probably wondering what kind of idiot I am (especially if youāre new to the whole e-reader world). Iām not, and this is probably the best piece of advice anyone has ever given me. Most states (and I say this on the premise that Wisconsin has one, so other states probably do) have a state wideĀ e-library. That means you can still borrow books, read them, and not have to worry about a due date!
Do get a case! I highly recommend a case, especially if you and your kindle are as inseparable as mine and me. I keep mine in my purse and connect it to every wifi port I can find. (Thatās another do, by the way!)
Remember, you can still buy your favorite books (with your handy dandy gift card)! Save money and read more with your Kindle! Maybe you can even take up a summer challenge!