Kosei Tsuburaba

well, I guess the day has come. I’m moving to a different rp group. Yes I know this is unexpected but I would like to rp more actively. Thank you to anybody I’ve rp’d with. If you actively rp and rp with me please comment letting me know so I can tag you. As of right now the only person I know for fact I will be rping with is @shotaaizawaeraserheadhero/@redriothero

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Kendou-san! What a pleasure it is to see you.

@huge-helping-of-hands

Kendou-san! What a pleasure it is to see you.

(mod// I use deepL for translating just so you don't get the wrong translation or im using the wrong one)

-@boobbleboi

hey man, im sorry about yesterday. Im not gonna do any of that shit again I promise

sen sets down some cookies he made as an apology

(mod//head canon that sen bakes :3)

-@whirlyman

You're fine, it's whatever

Though he shrugs it off, he's refusing to meet Kaibara's eyes. His gaze instead falls on the cookies, and he picks one up. Usually, he'd jump at the chance to have some of Kaibara's baking, but unfortunately, he didn't have much of an appetite at that moment. Reluctantly, he sets it down and huffs.

It's not that I don't like—... that I'm not fond of the guy, or whatever. Awase corrects himself. Even though it's abundantly obvious by now, outright saying it still feels like a daunting task. He's a good dude. But man, I don't know the first thing about this romance shit.

I've been out with exactly One person before and she was the fucking worst. Never wanted to be with her in the first place! But we grew up around each other 'cause our folks were close, and she always liked me, so I guess our parents had it in their heads that we were gonna be a thing someday... It was mostly our moms, actually. My dad at least never cared about that stuff.

But yeah, our moms forced us to hang out all the damn time, and I got told off if I tried to avoid her because we were "friends" and that's not how you treat a lady, blah blah. Like, no? You might want us to be, but I do not care about this lady! I am my own person, I got my own feelings and wants!! ...But they only cared about hers, and their vision for me. Not. Me.

Thank god, our moms kinda grew apart near the tail end of junior high, so things fizzled out, I haven't talked to her in a hot minute, and I'm chilling now. But, yeah, dating and the like's been a bit soured for me. And I know Tsub's not that kinda guy, but I don't want to be in that spot again. I don't like the idea of someone having that sorta power over me. Plus, I'd probably be a shit partner.

Kaibara pats his back and sits next to him

You don't have to be in a relationship with him, ultimately its up to you. Im guessing your parents are also homophobic?

and lets be honest you know if ko had that power he'd use it to make you binge all the markipler FNAF game plays. Kaibara chuckles

Ko cares about you, he does. Its okay if you don't necessarily love him, especially if you 2 arent gonna get together. Just cause he likes you doesn't mean you gotta like him. Yeah may hurt him a bit but he'll get through it.

And yeah, like I said, I know Kosei wouldn't do anything bad. It's more like... I dunno how to explain it without sounding stupid... I think I fold too easily to what other people want even if I'm not down for it. Either that or I'm the polar opposite where I get hyper defensive. And neither of those responses are really okay. I don't wanna be secretly carrying any resentment around because I forced myself to compromise too much, or be a snippy little asshole to him.

I don't think I'm that great of a dude. He deserves better than what I got to offer.

. . .

Eh, I wouldn't say she liked me. Just the idea of me. You want my guess? She let all the dumbass shit our parents used to say get to her, thought she was entitled to me. And me not playing along frustrated her. She could be super nasty sometimes, and who was gonna stop her? Nobody.

kaibara laughs

you’re a whole different person, you’re all soft and sweet it’s cute

I doubt you’d be snippy to him, and you’re an awesome dude, anybody would be lucky to have you

He appreciates the reassurance. Really. He's just bad at accepting compliments or dealing with nice things </3

kosei enters the dorm

-@boobbleboi

(He’s trying his best lmao)

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-@boobbleboi

(He’s trying his best lmao)

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(I’ve been waiting so long to do common sense king rp, even if it’s not senrin or Kowase I’m just so glad I can finally rp these silly boys 😭)

Rin opens his bedroom door and the poor guy's heart jumps into his throat when he sees someone standing directly outside. It's Tsuburaba. Just. T-posing. This is not the first time it's happened and it likely won't be the last.

-@boobbleboi

If you mean in a friendly way, then, yeah obviously.

- @fullscalecarapace