that triangle band

that bpd feel when your mood completely crashes bc you had 1 (one) negative thought

sometimes i’m so mentally tired that i don’t even want to think about suicide or self-harm, i just want to lay down and wait for death tbh

BPD or I-want-to-kill-myself-whenever-somebody-leaves-me-alone-for-a-second-disorder

watch me go from “i hate you” to “i’m so sorry” in .3 seconds

me, gently pulling my consciousness back into my body: please keep your arms and legs inside the ride at all times

i dont think anyone really understands the levels of passively suicidal that i actually am bc like it doesnt matter where i am or what im doing id still rather be dead and its so exhausting

not everyone you lose is a loss

Nothing reminds you that you have bpd more than the fear in someone’s eyes when you’re experiencing Borderline Rage™

Simultaneously hating yourself and thinking you’re the best fucking thing in the world is Borderline Culture™️

I want to erase all traces of my existence and fuck off into a black hole