broken;

I wish I could disappear like i never existed

Where’s the ‘log out’ button in real life? I’m so sick of myself.

I feel tired. I feel so tired. Don't matter how much time I sleep, how much time I pass doing nothing, I still tired.

„It’s hard to understand you“. Yes I know, I live with my thoughts 24/7 and don’t even understand myself.

Everytime I speak, Im always reminded of why I should've kept quiet in the first place

If you have me in your life, I’m really really sorry.

there is something so comforting about sadness. about throwing things on your bedroom floor and not picking them up. about binging reality tv in the dark for 14 hours straight. about lying in your bed and not moving while the world continues to turn around you. overwhelming and heavy depression is comforting because it’s familiar. it allows you to sink into yourself and rot there for as long as you want. thats the vicious cycle with depression, it takes everything to not give into the comfort and familiarity that comes with it.

You have become so damaged, that when someone wants to give you what you deserve, you have no idea how to respond.

Every time I say I'm at my lowest... next time is always lower.