Fear Drop @alargefeardrop - Tumblr Blog

Hey, I'm Fear Drop, or Tungsten,

--and this is where I say whatever bullshit comes to mind in regards to my kinks lol. Safe to say the contents of this blog are nsfw.

✨Any pronouns, mostly here to post about AB/DL stuff, but I like a few other things as well. I'd love to chat(more socials lower in the post) but am not interested in romantic or sexual propositions. Just wanting to ramble online and maybe make some friends ^_^

I have begun accepting art commissions, and the socials lower in the post will link you where to go to see more art than what I've posted here <3

✨Some things about me✨

Some kind of catgirl-like semi-androgynous creature =^. .^=

College student, might go into radiology or art idk

Got some odd mix of autism/adhd/ocd traits.

I like creative, puzzle, and rpg games,

plus drawing, writing, various kinds of music, and memes

✨literally obsessed with Spinel from Steven Universe✨

✨Where else to find me :D✨

For my art/writing:

DeviantArt - aLargeFearDrop

Pixiv - Fear Drop

AO3 - FearDrop

Chyoa - TungstenFD

To chat:

Bluesky(also post art there) - Fear Drop

Here on tumblr!!

To support me:

SubscribeStar - FearDrop

Ko-Fi (for one-time payments only pls) - FearDrop

More socials can be found/given to you if you're in the same ab/dl spaces or get to know me a little :)

Please do message me ^_^ I may not be the best at meeting new people but I'll try. Solicitations for anything from irl pictures or videos to being someone's sub/baby/mommy/pet will be ignored, denied, or blocked at my discretion. Not what I'm here for.

#about me

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emily8350

Can confirm absent an underlying medical condition, physical or mental (like BIID), you're not actually going to magically lose your continence and in the most extreme case - where you go 24/7 for a long stretch of time and you've conditioned yourself to let go and let your muscles atrophy, you'll still be able to retrain yourself with time and patience and in probably less time than you think.*

This does not include people that do extreme body modification and do home surgery to like cut their nerves or muscles or something. (0/10 on that btw.)

Anything you see here saying otherwise are either people consciously or subconsciously enjoying immersion in a fantasy (good!) or liars (bad!).

*Sources: Personal experience and a lot of time in the community.

sounds about right! i think people love the fantasy of losing control so it’s used in a lot of abdl content. far far less common in reality.

i was not aware of ppl doing diy body mod oh god ☹️

#just the words diy body mod makes me wanna shrivel into a horrible raisin

kissesfemme

a reminder that there are PEOPLE behind nsfw blogs and what they share online is a very small part of their lives. you do not know these people and they do not owe you sex, photos, messages, or a relationship. even if they have interacted with you in the past, they still don't owe you anything. posting nsfw content ≠ consent.

pacifierplushie

Force a trans girl to forget its potty training!

for $500 a month you can force this plushie into padding 24/7! Diapers at home, pull-ups at work and with friends, no more big girl potty ever again!

Every donation will go towards purchasing padding, so even if 24/7 isn’t realistic, you’ll know you’ll still be the reason the plushie spends as much time as possible away from the potty, and inside its soggy diapers.

Kofi Venmo Cashapp

pacifierplushie

I forgot to mention 2 things, if the goal is actually by some miracle met:

any excess funds not going towards buying the diapers themselves is going to be used towards funding my transition (doctors appointments, blood tests, hormones, buying girl clothes and makeup so i’m not forced to boymode 24/7)

and second, on demand diaper checks for anyone who sends an ask wanting one :33 even if i’m at work or in public, once i see that ask i gotta show off my soggy padding so you can see i’m following through on my promises

bbabybbear-reboot

Hiya!

I was curious about some alternative options for wearing out and about, currently just wearing goodnite XXLs, and was curious if you've tried the LivDry pull ups? Thoughts and additional recommendations? I've also been keen to try any discreet options for regular diapers.

Have a lovely weekend!

Hi there! I think Goodnites are great for discreet wear. But if you’re looking for a more reliable/absorbent pull-up, I’d recommend the Northshore pull-ups! They hold 2-3 wettings for me which is pretty great. For regular diapers, I’d recommend the Tena maxi slip. They’re pretty thin when dry and hold several wettings. The Abena M4 is also a go-to for me!

#:0000 #waow #*taking notes*

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darlinglilmia

you are so annoying about trans shit you're like one of those white people who constantly talks about black culture

??? Happy Pride ?? Someone got mad by me appreciating trans girls in diapers I guess.

I had a whole, thorough response written out. But summarizing the amount of things trans people go through - their history, discrimination, and joy - to "shit" ?? You don't deserve that.

I am PROUD to be annoying about trans pride and joy, even if I'm cis <33 I support my trans friends ALWAYS. If you don't, unfollow right now.

Also the idea of you saying this shit to the wrong person and potentially making someone closed off to being or hesitant to being openly trans-affirming makes me feel so sick.

Anon, if you're trans and/or a genuine person, feel free to hit up my dm's and have a direct, respectful conversation about this topic with me. Genuinely, show me my wrongs that my current trans friends haven't.

Otherwise, go fuck yourself.

darlinglilmia

"You are so annoying about trans shit"

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

alargefeardrop

We should all strive to be at least a little annoying in our love and support for trans ppl

br0th3rb41t

i love abdl but sometimes it feels so lonely like everything is for little boys 😭😭😭😭😭ik its a super niche thing already but SIGHHHHH 💔💔💔💔

darlinglilmia

EXACTLY 💔💔💔💔

br0th3rb41t

cmon mia lets start our own abdl business but with fem people in mind lets GO

darlinglilmia

YAYAYAYAYA WE WILL RECLAIM CUTE HYPERFEMME AB/DL CLOTHING FROM THE SISSIES

#i’d be down to join too 🥺 👉👈#skfkjskf

darlinglilmia

They don't tell you this but trans girls in diapers are the foundation of the LGBTQ+ community btw it's like if you removed the foundational block of Jenga it would all collapse without them

Everyone say thank you trans girls in diapers

misterhnh

So I found this post the other night I found this post about how to do a really thick diaper in a much more consistent manner and I sent it to @the-little-princess-marie and said soon. And it is now soon.

Here is the post for those who are interested

misterhnh

It ended up getting prettyyyyy thick

#eyes popping outta my skull like some cartoon as mf sjfsgdjsg #keeping this for laterrr

Living with family sucks I’m literally always within earshot of at least one person I’m related to like every moment I’m not also im public so how tf am I supposed to find the time to wear diapers and imagine being called a good girl for using themmmm

I’m not even all that interested in public play but ts got me talking with and getting vetted with kink groups and stuff just so I might have somewhere.

Lately I feel like I’ve been going insane bc of the lack of any real, tangible outlet. Besti I got is like, modding my fucking stardew game 😭

Deadass like whose idea was it to give me this life.

#vent post #release meeee

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ahmnorhein-zkn

Repost, now do your honors.

emily8350

Hi!! Please ignore the fact I’m sending this so early in the morning (and the fact I’m stalking your blog so early in the morning 😭😭) But, I’m really curious, what is your least favorite misconception people have about ab/dl ?

i despise the fact that people might think this has any thing to do with real children or pedophilia. it’s a completely inaccurate assumption that would be proven wrong if someone spent 1 minute talking to an abdl, but people love to make catastrophized judgements about people they do not know and have never spoken to.

alargefeardrop

Fr, and the fact that it happens with otherwise reasonable people? Its like people feel morally obligated to catastrophize things if they can maybe resemble child abuse if they really squint as if doing that was in any way helpful for protecting kids? I could be tripping but that’s what it feels like and it’s really disheartening. All facts and reason seem to evaporate in this one specific scenario and the now suddenly stupid people feel morally superior for it?

#like genuinely wtf

bbabybbear-reboot

Since you are also a fan of going on road trips diapered, have you ever had a wardrobe malfunction while at a rest area, or have you ever leaked in the car?

I’ve leaked lots of times in the car, sometimes just straight up peeing in my car seat. That’s why @resonantyes got me this handy dandy absorbent car seat cover! It really makes me feel comforted knowing that leaks aren’t the end of the world. And really, worst come to worst, a little fabric cleaner can go a long way.

#ugh padded plus shape conforming leggins plus seat protection in the car 😫 i love it sm #I think I’m getting more comfortable with the leak risk part of diapers honestly #like omg why is the seat cover so. so something !! idk skfkjsjf

passionatetot

#honestly the dream lwk #weed tw #tw weed

foone

Important rules for the "age verification" era of the internet that we're living in:

1. Do not do age verification.

2. If you have to do age verification, cheat. Do not under any circumstances give them your real ID.

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lilmisschipmunk

Reblog if you think all littles deserve to be hugged

Also to send me a hug cause I need it, thx

smolbailey

sending you all the hugs!!

Imagining a little being given the kind of diapers that gave a pull-on style but still have a higher capacity than pullups because their bladder capacity actually being fairly high but they just take a while to realize they need to go.

Alternatively, a little who’s afraid to give up the option to use the grown-up potty just in case they decide they wanna potty like a big kid, so their cg gives them those diapers because they seem more approachable. This of course leads the little to get used to diapers enough that they start wearing tape-on style diapers within a month 😌

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