ill

**name:** ill

**nicknames:** jillybean

**zodiac sign:** virgo

**height:** 5'7

**hair color right now:** reddish brown

**favorite perfume/body spray:** i just smell like this

**current obsession:** dissociation

**favorite comfort food:** corned beef hash

**last thing that made you laugh really hard:** i wish it was more recent

**song currently ruining your life:** Could've Been

**favorite late night snack:** string cheese

**something you romanticize too much:** older dudes

**favorite season:** fall

**coffee order:** oatmilk white mocha

**energy drink of choice:** celsius

**favorite color combo:** lavender & gray

**favorite smell in the world:** combo of limonene and myrcene

**dream car:** the dream is to employ a driver

**something that instantly gives you the ick:** arrogance

**something you secretly love:** daydreaming

**biggest green flag in a person:** emotional intelligence

**what people assume about you:** no idea and dont care lol

**what’s actually true about you:** i work way too damn hard

**something you miss:** ...school lol

**a place you feel emotionally attached to:** the video arcade of Harvey's Lake Tahoe

**favorite type of weather:** sweata weatha

**favorite flowers:** hydrangeas

**do you believe people can change?:** yes.. sadly...

**do you fall in love easily?:** ive loved maybe 4

**attachment style in relationships:** oh fuck this is deep. Definitely anxious.

**something you wish people understood about you:** I'm not alright. I'm not really listening. I mean well, I just can't.

**your toxic trait:** openness

**your best trait:** making people feel seen

**biggest fear lately:** starting the emotional journey all over again

**something keeping you going right now:** business opportunities

**something you’re proud of yourself for:** being real

**favorite type of compliment to receive:** referring to a specific way my mind works

**love language:** touch

**what kind of people drain you:** anyone that im being forced to socialize with that i wouldnt normally talk to or be myself around

**what kind of people make you feel safe:** are people safe?

**what kind of life are you trying to build?:** passionate all around.

**something you’re currently healing from:** rejection

**a lyric that hits too hard:** oh my god im droppin shit like a pigeon/ i hope you're listenin/ smackin babies at their christenin

**what time do you usually go to sleep?:** 2am

**what’s on your mind lately?:** dont fucking do this to me.

**favorite random object you own:** my vape

**favorite childhood memory:** was left home alone a lot. One day invited like 20 kids from the apartment complex over for a party. I was 8.

**favorite movie to rewatch:** anchorman

**favorite girlhood activity:** painting. Writing. Choreographing shit.

**favorite thing to do alone:** work lol

**favorite thing to do with someone you love:** cuddle. Spend the day in bed.

**what would your warning label say?:** crazy. Way too loving. Delusional.

**what aesthetic do you wish you lived inside of?:** East Bay urban artist shit

**current mood:** depressed but decently smart about it

**last person you texted:** paige

**last thing you cried about:** hahaha what

**do you believe in soulmates?:** i believe in many soulmates for different purposes and roles

**do you believe in timing?:** yes

**do you think people remember you?:** people seem to always remember meeting me

**what are you trying to let go of?:** ppl who dont really care or bring value

**what are you trying to become?:** stable to some degree but also free

**anything else?:** lol no one reads this shit

Why, you ask?

Well for some reason our internet provider likes to list off every website that it protected us from.. with time and date stamps.