the abandoned station

system culture is realising your old host fused and feeling silly for actually grieving him.

This headmate will do anything to apologise except actually say he's sorry.

i’m literally the fucking apathy holder, why do you think i would give a fuck about how you feel? this situation does not involve me, so stop trying to rope me in.

i love being the host bcs i changed our system name so now it actually sounds cool instead of this name we’ve had for years. i’m too lazy to change our platforms besides pronouns.cc and simply plural tho shrug emoji

mb to the rest of our system but i’m the new host and cut off all our friends lol #apathyholder

Coming out of dormancy is so crazy. Like… oh! Okay! So it’s been over a month, I figured out one of my headmates has been pretending to be me for I don’t even know how long, and the only person I considered a friend never even liked me to begin with.

i’m posting this here because i can be insane here and literally nobody cares WOW. wow. i don’t know HOW i picked up that, especially how NOBODY ELSE in my system did. but wow. And how SIMON picked up on that OTHER thing… the thing he picked up on doesn’t have anything to do with npd (he’s the npd holder) and the thing i picked up on has nothing to do with rsd (unless you squint REALLY hard) (im the rsd holder) so im just like. wow. insane?? i don’t … i don’t know what to make of this. i’m a little scared almost (im probably just reading into it too much but idk i’m just a little worried)